(Disclaimer these characters and some lines of the lines are property of Stephenie Meyer.)

(Disclaimer- I do not own twilight or the characters)

CHAPTER ONE PART 1:

It's been 4 years since that day in the forest.

Flashback:

"Bella, we're leaving."

"When you say we ," I whispered.

"I mean my family and myself." Each word separate and distinct.

"Okay," I said. "I'll come with you."

"You can't, Bella."

"Bella, I don't want you to come with me." He spoke the words slowly and

precisely, his cold eyes on my face, watching as I absorbed what he was really

saying.

"You… don't… want me?"

"No. You were a distraction and now its time to move on "

End of Flashback

And the pain is still there. But I have come to understand that he was right to leave because if he didn't love me and he stayed. He would be unhappy so even though I love him with all my heart, my soul, and myself he should do what makes him happy. But even though he left am still not dead. Well, I am a vampire, but I was able to survive that because of them my little Angels. Before my dreadful party and Edwards departure he let down all he's buriers. And we made love we didn't take any type of precaution. Due to the fact that he is a vampire and it was assumed he couldn't have children.

So a week after Edward left I found out I was pregnant. And my sister and Brother were at my side thru everything. Angie and Ben were my rock. My dad helped a lot after he calm down and accepted the news. I decided I need to research things about my little Angels what would they be and I need to be around vampires because at the time I thought that I wouldn't be able to survive the pregnancy human. Which meant I need to be near vampires who were 'Vegetarians' so they could change me if needed. Before anything went further I told Angela and Ben about the Cullen's being vampires and how my kids would be half- vampires as well. They took it surprisingly well and stuck around . So Angela, Ben and myself made up a little plan.