A/N: This is my first AiW fic, so try not to be too harsh. I really love the Tarrant/Hatter and Alice fan-fics, so I'd thought I'd try it out. But right now, I don't have any ideas for an actual story, so here's a one-sided song fic!
Wake up in the morning, it's not so bad
I can taste you on my lips, and it makes me sad.
There's a part of me that just wants you back
You're the one thing I want that I never did have
That I never did have, oh no.
She's gone. I wake up every morning and that's the first thought that pops into my head. She's forgotten me. That's the second.
Since she left, the madness has gotten worse. It screams at me from the back of my head, always waiting to break through my defenses. I try to hold it off, but I can't. That's why I left the White Castle and moved back to Hightopp Manor. I couldn't take the chance of going into a fit and hurting someone.
The second she left, Underland turned grey. It went back to how it was before her arrival. I sat. I drank tea. I went on with life the best I could. But it wasn't the same! There was no one to call me name when I was about to lose it. No one to make me smile. There wasn't anything!
Fill me up
Steam me up
Hear me shout
Tip me over and pour me out.
Life's like a cup of tea. It's filled, its steamy, it's delicious! It's exciting, even! Then it's just…. Gone. Gone and over with. And you can refill the cup, but soon enough, you're completely out. There's no way to avoid it.
Pour me out
On the concrete next to your feet
Do I have to cry out
Can you hear me
Oh just to be
With you
It felt like my cup wasn't just drunk, it was poured. Poured out by the thing that filled it. She poured out the last cup when she left. The only joy left. The only hope.
Oh gosh this bed
It feels so cold
My head was led by the lies you told
But to this day my heart you stole
In a bind left behind waiting for your call
She said she'd come back, but I don't know if she ever really will. I fill so cold now. So empty, so… alone. As she vanished so did my heart. She took it with her, because it was hers. She didn't steal it, I gave it to her. And now it's vanished with her.
Fill me up Pour me out
Steam me up
Hear me shout
Tip me over and pour me out
On the concrete next to your feet
Do I have to cry out
Can you hear me
Oh just to be
With you
I woke up one night from a night mare. Words left over in my head, just floating around, taunting me. Fairfarren, hatter, I'll miss you, forget, and even more, this is all just a dream. Then pictures of her almost getting killed by that outrageous beast!
Find me outside sitting in the rain
On the curb in pain my heart is breaking
You look at me holding on to a dream that filled me long ago,
But I'm still waiting.
I'm still holding on
Even though I know she's forgotten, and she's probably never coming back, and that she left, I still wait. I sit and wait. I spend my days dreaming of her return. It breaks my heart. It breaks my soul. But I'll wait. I'll spend the rest of my life sitting, staring t the door, hoping for her to walk through it. Because there's still the small sliver of hope that she'll return. That tiny fragment of my mind that holds to the thought that she hasn't forgotten. That's why I'll wait. That's why I'm still holding on. Not giving up.
Pour me out
On the concrete next to your feet
Do I have to cry
Can you hear me
Oh just to be
Pour me out
On the concrete next to your feet
Do I have to cry out
Can you hear me
Can you hear me
Do I have to cry
Can you hear me
Oh just to be, just to be with you
Oh just to be with you
Ohhh just to be with you
What I wouldn't do to bring her back. To see her one more time. My world would light up again. The birds would chirp, and the flowers would sing! If I could just see her, with the light shinning off her blonde hair, and her blue eyes sparkling like she's defying the world in her own secret way.
I wish I could see her one more time. I wish I could tell her how I feel. Instead of holding it back like I did on the balcony, like I did in the hat making room, or before she left. If only she would come back. If only she cared enough for us, for me, to return. Just come back for a minute. Only long enough for me to tell her.
Alice, I love you.
A/N: I know, pretty cheesy ending. Not the best story. Hopefully, I'll get bitten by the story bug soon, and I'll be able to provide you with something better. Song was Pour Me Out by He Is We. Review please!