The Shotgun pulled up to my head

the cold metal filling my temples with dread

but this is what i must do

For my family is long dead.

No souls,Just Empty shells

Of what they were.

Humans.

My Body

resisted the plasmids.

I Don't know why.

i wish it didn't. I Died a long time ago.

The metal door being pried open

by the shell of my mother

Shell of my father

Shell of my brother.

Damn You,ADAM!

Damn You,Andrew Ryan!

Damn You,Rapture!

Damn You,life!

Oh rise, Rapture, rise!

Upon your wings our dreams will fly.

A city in the ocean's deep

A promise that we'll always keep

To boldly turn our eyes upon the prize!

So rise, rise, rise!

That mocking tune.

This Was Inferno,Hell,

The Purging of the unwanted

We ARE the parasites

Just lab rats

in a sick man's game.

My Sister

I saw her

In

Arcadia

Drinking from

a corpse

I don't

want to live anymore

in this hell.

So i bid you farewell.

The Bloody shell of my deformed mother is singing Amazing Grace in an undisturbed Catatonia.

Dr Steinman,Why did you do that? Her nose is where her eyebrows should be.

What a silly Portrait,Mr steinman. Make me up like one of your girls.

The Shell of my Father is Deformed and horribly scarred oh christ save us all. He has a crowbar the door it's opening.

My Brother is yelling in searing pain,asking why,oh god,why

why do they make him do this

He needs the Adam of course

That's what they all

need.

So i put my finger on the trigger and

push

And

they

wouldn't ever care.

So farewell, New years eve 1958.

I wish i could've lived to see 1959.