The first day I said I love you

Setting: Cullen's house

Chapter 1-goodbye

Renesmee p.o.v:

"Are you sure you don't want to go with me and your father?" mom yelled from the living room.

Ugh… have I not told her already I don't want to go with her to grandmas, I want to stay with Jake, just thinking about him makes my heart pound like a nail.

Good thing everyone was gone while mom and dad were gone so I could spend time with Jakey.

"Yes mom I'm sure" I said with no enthusiasm and any emotion.

"Renesmee can you come down here to say bye to your mother?" you could tell she was about to cry, but she cant, ohh great I thought.

I looked in the mirror before I left, I was wearing a pink tank and skinny jeans, my hair was up in a bun and all the makeup I was wearing was eyeliner and blush.

*sigh* I griped the knob and opened the door slowly. I walked down the stairs of my families house and saw my mom sitting on the couch next to my dad, they were hovered over a map.

"..we turn here and get off at exit 50.…."

They both turned there heads as they heard my light footsteps on the wooden staircase.

"nessie, come and sit next to me and your mom" dad said.

Why do they always treat me like I'm 5 I'm 17 for crying out loud

"Actually your 7 as your actual year you just look 17"dad said.

Damn I forgot he can read my thoughts great I thought sarcastically. A wide grin spread on my dads face.

"So, what's up mom and dad?"

"Ohm….Renesmee are you sure you don't want to go? It will be a lot of fun and you'll get to see your grandma, you haven't seen her in a while, what do you say?"

God damn I think there just worried

"mo-" "Nessie you know that we are worried. Your are only daughter and this is the first time to leave you alone." Dad interrupted me.

"Well I'm not going to be completely alone, Jake is going to stay while you guys are at grandma's having fun" bullshit

"Renesmee Carlie Cullen what did I tell you about using that langue!"

I need to remember he can read my mind its getting kind of annoying, oops no offence daddy I love you. I smiled the biggest fakest smile I had.

"I love you too, darling , just be safe this is kind of hard for your mother and I we..its…er"

"It's nerve wrecking, your 7 and we've never been apart for so long, 3 week, I-we are going to miss you so much. You should know that honey."

KNOCK!KNOCK!

"It must me Jake!" I ran with my half -vampire speed to the door. I took a mouth full of air, I could hear my heart beat in my ear. My heart was about to burst thru my chest, I gripped the knob took another breath closed my eyes. I opened the door waiting for Jake, and there he was. Big , as usual, with his jet black hair and those chocolate eyes that were glistening at me like the stars at night. I l-okay no dad can hear you, think about pony's ha. I can not believe only

"NESSIE!!" he griped me with those strong, se- great arms of his.

"JAKEYY OH MY GOSH I'VE MISSED YOU A LOT" I felt tears coming out of my eyes. Was I was crying? Yes I was it was so stupid I just saw him last week even though it felt like a century.

Jacob's p.o.v.

"Aww Nessie, love why are you crying?" I hugged her as tight as I could.

"Jake--cant--brea--the" she said sort of sobbing and crying and breathless. "Sorry" "s'okay" she leaned up to kiss me but I turned my head cause I knew how Edward and Bella felt about there daughter.

Edward coughed so that he could get Renesmee's attention I looked into her beautiful eyes, her mothers old eyes, I could melt at looking at those.

She snapped her head at her dad. "Yes daddy?" she said in her high pitched , adorable , voice of hers.

" We will be back in three weeks. Have your cell phone at all times, if you need us call us, be careful the emergency numbers are in the fridge door. We put more food in the pantry so you won't have to go and buy food." said Edward holding on to Bella's hand.

How in love I was with her, But now we found the two people we cant be without.

Bella looked like she was about to cry, if she could since she turned into one of them.

"Well Jacob" I looked into her eyes they were golden, how much I missed those chocolate brown eyes she had. I hadn't lost those at all, Nessie had them.

At the corner of my eye I saw Edward shake his head knowing I was the only one looking and the only one he was referring to.

"I know she's in good hands" she continued "Well you two take care and be safe"

Her and Edward holding hands walked outside to the door and went in there car headed off to the airport.

Until I heard the tired hit the noisy highway, I relaxed forgetting that Nessie was in my arms. I looked down and she was staring at me with those big curious eyes of hers.

She put her hands on my neck, showing me how happy she was, telling me about her mom and her emotions and how she didn't care.

"Ness, honey, aren't you old enough to talk aloud? You should care about you moms feelings you don't have a idea how much she loves you and cares about you."

"Aw come on Jake seriously she knows I'm going to be fine and plus you're here aren't you and she knows you not going to let anything happen to me."

She smiled her brilliant smile, the smile that breaks my heart every time I see her.

"Lets watch a movie!" she tugged me to the couch.

"So Jake what do you want to watch? Hm..what about Step Brothers? That's a good movie or Mamma Mia ha naww my mom got me that for my birthday I didn't-"

Damn. Nessie looked looked sexy. Mmm she's trying to kill me, with those jeans that made her… "Jake? Did you hear?"

"oh uhm sorry no can you say it again."

"I said if you want to watch Step Brothers because that's the only good movie we have here." she said rolling her perfect eyes.

"Uhm…yeah sure why not I need a good laugh."

"mkay." she got the DVD out and put it in, and came to sit next to me.

"aren't you to young to watch this Ness? Your only seven." I said with sarcasm in my voice.

She rolled her eyes again, what's up with he and that she just like her father.

She touched me with her warm small cute hands. She showed me the image of her in the mirror in her aunt, Alice, room and said "I don't think that's a body of a seven year old?" I just kept that image in my mind and every time I saw it I thought wow Nessie is getting hotter and hotter by every minute.

"Earth to Jake? Are you there, hmm…. What are you thinking?"

Damn I got to control my hormones cause there getting out of control.

"ohh, yea can you make some food I'm starving?"

Good save, she than got up from the side the couch and put her legs on to mine. She grabbed my hand and put it on her leg.

To be continued……