Ok new fic!-hopefully you're excited-it's angst and tragedy just so you know.

Disclaimer:sigh

My B-day is the last of this month so YAY!! And I finallyyyyyyy read Twilight...next New Moon.

She couldn't. She couldn't make friends, she couldn't have fun, and she could never be the same. She knew that if she had bonds she would have to break them or else saying goodbye would be too difficult. Because know she only had 10 months, and in her opinion 10 months weren't enough.

First Month

Sakura arrived at school, she could see all the kids getting out of their cars and saying goodbye to her parents. She couldn't smile like they could, because she had no reason to smile. This summer was the worst of her life, probably the last too. She hadn't talked to her friends at all and planned to keep it that way, they didn't need to know. Sakura was in her junior year and wanted to be a doctor in the future, but now that dream was gone forever.

"Hey Sakura." She heard someone say her name but made no heed to answer them. She just kept on walking, eager to get to her next class. She would have to start a new life, what was left of it anyways. She couldn't have friends, smile or laugh like she used to, she couldn't hang with her friends anymore.

Sakura entered her classroom, she was relieved to see that none of her friends were there; it would be too hard to look at their faces. She just wished she could avoid them all day. She never noticed when someone sat in the desk next to her; she figured it was a new student.
She was too caught up in her thoughts that she didn't hear when he asked her for an eraser, she nodded and gave it to the person, not daring to look them in the eyed scared that she might form a new bond.

The person handed back the eraser, probably used it to correct some doodles on their notebook. Just then their teacher arrived.

"Good morning class, my name is Kurenai Sorimachi. Since this is the first day of class there won't be any homework"-the class cheered-"however tomorrow we get started on assignments"-the class groaned. She told them that they could just get to know each other since it was the first day of school. Sakura cursed inwardly.

"What's your name?" asked someone beside her, the person who asked for the eraser. She didn't turn to look at them but answered anyways, she had created a curtain between them with her hair.

"Sakura Haruno" she muttered loud enough for the person to hear her.

"My name is Sasuke Uchiha" said the person. She nodded in acknowledgment. The person, also known as Sasuke didn't say more until the end of the period.

Sakura headed quickly to her next class, trying to avoid everyone. When she arrived at her class she groaned. Ino and Naruto were their, waving at her.

"Hey Sakura-chan, why didn't you answer me when I called you this morning?" asked Naruto.

"I didn't hear you" lied Sakura.

"So, what did you do this summer?" asked Ino, very happily. They hadn't seen each other cuz their families had left for vacation to different countries.

"Nothing much" she said very quietly.

"What happened Sakura-chan, why are you so quiet?" asked Naruto, concerned.

"Nothing, my head hurts. Please just don't talk to me for the rest of the day." She pleaded.

Naruto and Ino looked at each other. They just turned their heads around and left Sakura alone.

The rest of the day went pretty well, she avoided her friends by telling them that her head hurt.

At the end of the school day Sakura headed out and found her brother waiting for her at the parking lot. She got into the car.

"Did someone find out?" he asked with no expression. She shook her head.

"Are you sure you want to keep it a secret?" he asked again.

"I'm sure" she replied. Unconsciously a tear rolled down her cheek, these were going to be the worst 10 months of her life.

They arrived at home, only to be greeted by no one. Everyone else was out of the house. Her brother shook his head in disapproval. Sakura just shrugged. She had 3 brothers and 2 sisters, their parents had died about 2 years ago and they were left with all their money and properties. The oldest of them was 21 so they didn't have to go to foster care or stuff like that. Sakura entered her home and went straight to bed; there was nothing else to do, but hope for a better future which would never come.

So should I continue??
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