Hey all, just another one shot that I felt the need to write down Enjoy
Kelly Severide, had felt pain in his life. Multiple times. When his father wasn't there for him, when Renee cheated on him, when he had his arm injury.
But when Shay died on a call, he wasn't in pain. What he felt was nowhere near pain. It was agony and anger and hurt and brokenness all in one.
His best-friend, the only girl that he would spend the rest of his life with. He loved her, and she was gone. And he couldn't get her back.
Not like last time. Or the time before, she always came back to him and he mucked up every second chance she gave him. And she was finally gone. This time he wouldn't get a second chance with her.
Shay was gone, and everything he wished he said to her he couldn't. He couldn't tell her how sorry he was that he missed the time period for a baby, or how sorry he was that he slept with the girl she liked.
Everything Kelly did was for her, no one else. Not the house, not the chief, not Casey or Dawson, not his dad, not for himself. But for her, Shay. His best-friend. His other half.
Severide couldn't tell her how much she meant to him, or how much he was going to miss her.
Kelly Severide was not in pain. He was in utter agony.
"You know I love you right?"