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I Honestly Love You by Olivia Newton-John
Falling in Love on-line!?!?
PG 13 Yuri
Yeah falling in love through computer on-line is ridiculous. That was my way of thinking before until the day when I was deeply depressed. My name is Serena Quin I'm twenty six years old a college student taking up music conservatory. I'm living with my boyfriend name Darien Sommers. He is twenty seven years old a medical student. We are living together for five years and within those five years I thought I have everything until one early morning inside our bedroom.
" Serena why are you crying again? " Darien asking Serena full of concern.
Sitting up from the bed Serena quickly wiped her tears away. " I don't know I'm just feeling depress and empty inside. "
He sat down on the bed beside her and hugged her tight trying to make her feel his deep love for her. " Maybe it's time for us to get married. "
Serena pulled herself out from his embrace. " Why is it you think that marriage is always the solution?! We been together for five years and I don't feel the same so even if we get married it will not change anything! I'm sorry Darien but... "
Darien cutting off Serena and changing their conversation. " Are you going to enroll this semester? "
Serena answered in a much calmer voice. " No, I need time for myself. I might sing at the Karaoke club every weekend starting tomorrow. "
Darien stood up from the bed and fixed his uniform. " That's good I hope it will help you to ease you mind. I better get going now before I get late from my shift at the hospital. Goodbye Sere I hope you feel better. " He then kissed her on the forehead and walked out from the apartment.
Now I'm all alone again feeling bored and when I got out from the bedroom going to the kitchen I passed by the computer in the living room. I decided to sat down infront of the computer and started to surf the internet until I came across the fanfiction site. I enjoyed reading almost all the Sailormoon fanfiction after all that is my favorite anime. Through the whole week, half of the day and before going to the club on weekends I never missed to read the fan fiction stories. One morning sitting alone in the kitchen I got an idea to write my own story I then posted it up on the fanfiction site using Rei as my pen name. At first I was thinking that nobody will like it but to my surprised a lot of people reviewed and gave compliments on my story. I felt happy and alive from that day and the days that follows. Darien saw the big change on my mood so he was pleased about it. Days had passed and I read almost all kinds of stories of Sailormoon from rated G to R rated stories. Before I was avoiding to read the stories that contains yuri I'm not comfortable about it to tell you the truth but for some strange reason when I came across this one story and the name of the author curiosity hits me. I started reading all of her stories, I assume the author is a she base on her fics. I then read her bio-data and at the end of her message she mentioned the heartache that she was feeling at that moment while writing her current story. I felt sorry for her because I understand how she feels so even if I was really really shy communicating through e-mail I gathered up my courage to sent a message of support to the author named S. I. R. . Two days had passed and I already forgot about the message that I sent out up to the time when I got home from work one night. When I turned on my computer and found out that I have a message from S. I. R. this made me smile. Of course I'm always delighted whenever I received a message but this specific one made my heart beat faster. I don't know why so I just brushed off the feelings and read her e-mail. Well the e-mail just contains that she was grateful that I was concern about her and welcoming me to be her friend from then on I kept constant communication with her. I asked her one time " what is S. I. R. stands for? "And she said " S is for Seiya my real name, I is for in, and R is for red my favorite color and also matches my temper. " Most of her remarks made me laugh even though we were just communicating through the e-mails. One day I decided to send her my picture I don't know why but I trusted her for a short period of time. I wanted to know what she thinks of me but after that it took her a long time to reply from my e-mail. I jumped into conclusion that I was ugly and she doesn't want to be my friend anymore. So I wrote her another letter saying goodbye and to my surprised she wrote back immediately the next day saying " You are kawaii and I still want to be your friend. " While these things going on that makes me happy my relationship to Darien was fading till I finally told him we need to cool off from each other. He took the news just like a perfect gentleman and he said " I will love you forever no matter what happen I'm here for you. " We sat down and cry the whole night and in the morning he left. I'm still exchanging messages with Seiya but in every e-mail that she sent she is still very much in love with her ex. Everytime Seiya mentioned that she still running after her ex and hoping to get back together with her it made me feel sick and hurt inside. I don't know why at first why I feel jelous to a person I haven't seen before until my best friend Ami made me realized that I was falling in love with Seiya. I said " That is the most stupid thing I ever heard. You can never fall in love through e-mails and I'm a woman I supposed to fall in love to a man not to the same species. We are like two cymbals clashing. " This made Ami laughed so hard till she was rolling down the floor with tears coming out from her eyes. But she made me think, can she really see through me? Am I
really falling for Seiya? I need to stop this before it's too late. The next morning I sent Seiya my one last e-mail and then I disconnected the internet.
Two weeks had passed and I'm back to my old depressed self trying to forget about Seiya. Every song that I sing in the club I secretly dedicating it for her. Yeah, I finally admitted to myself that I love her but Seiya and I will never happen. Why you asked? Well first she is still in love with her ex-girlfriend, second she said she doesn't like long distance love affair. Hump! Maybe because she is always horny oh well I am too. ooops I hope nobody heard me. And third I have Rini to take care of and I know Seiya wouldn't accept her I might as well go on with my life and accept that I'm gonna grow old alone.
That night while I was singing I don't know why all of a sudden my tears started to fall and I was pouring all my emotions into the music. And it goes something like this:
" Maybe I hang around here * A little more than I should * We both know I got somewhere else to go * But I got something to tell you * That I never thought I would * But I believe you really ought to know * I Love You * I Honestly Love You * You don't have to answer * I see it in your eyes * Maybe it was better left unsaid * This is pure and simple * And you should realize * That it's coming from my heart and not my head * I'm not trying to make you feel uncomfortable * I'm not trying to make you anything at all * But this feeling doesn't come along everyday * And you shouldn't blow the chance * When you've got the chance to say * I Love You * I Honestly Love You * If we both were born * In another place and time * This moment might be ending in a kiss * But there you are with yours * And here I am with mine * So I guess we'll just be leaving it at this * I Love You * I Honestly Love You... "
After my song I hurriedly went down the stage to freshen up when somebody tapped me from behind. When I turned around there was a beautiful woman with a long lustrous black hair with a deepest set of blue eyes that I ever seen. She was simply breath taking then I asked her how can I help her. She slowly cupped my face with her delicate hands and she gently put a kiss on my lips then she introduced herself to me. " Hi Serena I'm Seiya we finally saw each other in person. " Instead of greeting her back I just stood there with my eyes and mouth wide open. Until Rini came along and began tugging my skirt and she asked me " Mommy is she the one you are always crying about? " I felt blushed crept up my face from embarassment I told Rini to wait for me in the manager's office. When my precious little girl walked away I face Seiya once again. Looking at her standing infront of me I felt my stomach going into knots and all my insides doing somersault I took a deep breath and told her my true feelings.
" I love you Seiya and I know you can't love me back that's why I stopped communicating with you because I know you can't accept Rini and you're still in love with you're ex and I don't want to get hurt more than I'm feeling right now so if you will excuse me I need to go." I joined Rini inside the office and there I cried my eyes out while my sweet little girl trying to comfort me. Later We heard someone knocked on the door and when I opened it I saw Seiya's sexy smile asking me, " Have I told you I love taking care of little children? " She came inside the office and picked up Rini in her arms and gave me a hug and another kiss on the lips.
I Honestly Love You by Olivia Newton-John
Falling in Love on-line!?!?
PG 13 Yuri
Yeah falling in love through computer on-line is ridiculous. That was my way of thinking before until the day when I was deeply depressed. My name is Serena Quin I'm twenty six years old a college student taking up music conservatory. I'm living with my boyfriend name Darien Sommers. He is twenty seven years old a medical student. We are living together for five years and within those five years I thought I have everything until one early morning inside our bedroom.
" Serena why are you crying again? " Darien asking Serena full of concern.
Sitting up from the bed Serena quickly wiped her tears away. " I don't know I'm just feeling depress and empty inside. "
He sat down on the bed beside her and hugged her tight trying to make her feel his deep love for her. " Maybe it's time for us to get married. "
Serena pulled herself out from his embrace. " Why is it you think that marriage is always the solution?! We been together for five years and I don't feel the same so even if we get married it will not change anything! I'm sorry Darien but... "
Darien cutting off Serena and changing their conversation. " Are you going to enroll this semester? "
Serena answered in a much calmer voice. " No, I need time for myself. I might sing at the Karaoke club every weekend starting tomorrow. "
Darien stood up from the bed and fixed his uniform. " That's good I hope it will help you to ease you mind. I better get going now before I get late from my shift at the hospital. Goodbye Sere I hope you feel better. " He then kissed her on the forehead and walked out from the apartment.
Now I'm all alone again feeling bored and when I got out from the bedroom going to the kitchen I passed by the computer in the living room. I decided to sat down infront of the computer and started to surf the internet until I came across the fanfiction site. I enjoyed reading almost all the Sailormoon fanfiction after all that is my favorite anime. Through the whole week, half of the day and before going to the club on weekends I never missed to read the fan fiction stories. One morning sitting alone in the kitchen I got an idea to write my own story I then posted it up on the fanfiction site using Rei as my pen name. At first I was thinking that nobody will like it but to my surprised a lot of people reviewed and gave compliments on my story. I felt happy and alive from that day and the days that follows. Darien saw the big change on my mood so he was pleased about it. Days had passed and I read almost all kinds of stories of Sailormoon from rated G to R rated stories. Before I was avoiding to read the stories that contains yuri I'm not comfortable about it to tell you the truth but for some strange reason when I came across this one story and the name of the author curiosity hits me. I started reading all of her stories, I assume the author is a she base on her fics. I then read her bio-data and at the end of her message she mentioned the heartache that she was feeling at that moment while writing her current story. I felt sorry for her because I understand how she feels so even if I was really really shy communicating through e-mail I gathered up my courage to sent a message of support to the author named S. I. R. . Two days had passed and I already forgot about the message that I sent out up to the time when I got home from work one night. When I turned on my computer and found out that I have a message from S. I. R. this made me smile. Of course I'm always delighted whenever I received a message but this specific one made my heart beat faster. I don't know why so I just brushed off the feelings and read her e-mail. Well the e-mail just contains that she was grateful that I was concern about her and welcoming me to be her friend from then on I kept constant communication with her. I asked her one time " what is S. I. R. stands for? "And she said " S is for Seiya my real name, I is for in, and R is for red my favorite color and also matches my temper. " Most of her remarks made me laugh even though we were just communicating through the e-mails. One day I decided to send her my picture I don't know why but I trusted her for a short period of time. I wanted to know what she thinks of me but after that it took her a long time to reply from my e-mail. I jumped into conclusion that I was ugly and she doesn't want to be my friend anymore. So I wrote her another letter saying goodbye and to my surprised she wrote back immediately the next day saying " You are kawaii and I still want to be your friend. " While these things going on that makes me happy my relationship to Darien was fading till I finally told him we need to cool off from each other. He took the news just like a perfect gentleman and he said " I will love you forever no matter what happen I'm here for you. " We sat down and cry the whole night and in the morning he left. I'm still exchanging messages with Seiya but in every e-mail that she sent she is still very much in love with her ex. Everytime Seiya mentioned that she still running after her ex and hoping to get back together with her it made me feel sick and hurt inside. I don't know why at first why I feel jelous to a person I haven't seen before until my best friend Ami made me realized that I was falling in love with Seiya. I said " That is the most stupid thing I ever heard. You can never fall in love through e-mails and I'm a woman I supposed to fall in love to a man not to the same species. We are like two cymbals clashing. " This made Ami laughed so hard till she was rolling down the floor with tears coming out from her eyes. But she made me think, can she really see through me? Am I
really falling for Seiya? I need to stop this before it's too late. The next morning I sent Seiya my one last e-mail and then I disconnected the internet.
Two weeks had passed and I'm back to my old depressed self trying to forget about Seiya. Every song that I sing in the club I secretly dedicating it for her. Yeah, I finally admitted to myself that I love her but Seiya and I will never happen. Why you asked? Well first she is still in love with her ex-girlfriend, second she said she doesn't like long distance love affair. Hump! Maybe because she is always horny oh well I am too. ooops I hope nobody heard me. And third I have Rini to take care of and I know Seiya wouldn't accept her I might as well go on with my life and accept that I'm gonna grow old alone.
That night while I was singing I don't know why all of a sudden my tears started to fall and I was pouring all my emotions into the music. And it goes something like this:
" Maybe I hang around here * A little more than I should * We both know I got somewhere else to go * But I got something to tell you * That I never thought I would * But I believe you really ought to know * I Love You * I Honestly Love You * You don't have to answer * I see it in your eyes * Maybe it was better left unsaid * This is pure and simple * And you should realize * That it's coming from my heart and not my head * I'm not trying to make you feel uncomfortable * I'm not trying to make you anything at all * But this feeling doesn't come along everyday * And you shouldn't blow the chance * When you've got the chance to say * I Love You * I Honestly Love You * If we both were born * In another place and time * This moment might be ending in a kiss * But there you are with yours * And here I am with mine * So I guess we'll just be leaving it at this * I Love You * I Honestly Love You... "
After my song I hurriedly went down the stage to freshen up when somebody tapped me from behind. When I turned around there was a beautiful woman with a long lustrous black hair with a deepest set of blue eyes that I ever seen. She was simply breath taking then I asked her how can I help her. She slowly cupped my face with her delicate hands and she gently put a kiss on my lips then she introduced herself to me. " Hi Serena I'm Seiya we finally saw each other in person. " Instead of greeting her back I just stood there with my eyes and mouth wide open. Until Rini came along and began tugging my skirt and she asked me " Mommy is she the one you are always crying about? " I felt blushed crept up my face from embarassment I told Rini to wait for me in the manager's office. When my precious little girl walked away I face Seiya once again. Looking at her standing infront of me I felt my stomach going into knots and all my insides doing somersault I took a deep breath and told her my true feelings.
" I love you Seiya and I know you can't love me back that's why I stopped communicating with you because I know you can't accept Rini and you're still in love with you're ex and I don't want to get hurt more than I'm feeling right now so if you will excuse me I need to go." I joined Rini inside the office and there I cried my eyes out while my sweet little girl trying to comfort me. Later We heard someone knocked on the door and when I opened it I saw Seiya's sexy smile asking me, " Have I told you I love taking care of little children? " She came inside the office and picked up Rini in her arms and gave me a hug and another kiss on the lips.