(this takes place in the middle of "Betrayal")
Disclaimer: I don't own Teen Titans or the songs in this fic!
Goodbye To You
Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by
Terra is sitting on the top of the tower thinking about whether or not to tell Slade how to get into the tower.
Her arms are wrapped around her knees and her head is resting on the top of them.
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
'Terra, promise me that you will serve me.' Slade had told her.
'I will.' she had answered.
'The Teen Titans are no longer your friends.' he said.
'I know.' she said.
'You will tell me everything and anything that you learn.' he said.
'I will.' she said.
She was now starting to regret that little 'talk' her and Slade had.
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that
I can't live a day without you
She remembers how Beast Boy's face had lit up the day she came back to them.
She knew that he loved her. She thought she loved him back.
But she didn't.
She was a spy.
She couldn't love him.
No matter how much she wanted to.
Closing my eyes
And you chase my thoughts away
To a place where
I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
Terrastarts to cry, burying her face behind her knees.
She wishes that now she hadn't tried to look for Slade after running off the first time.
She knew now that Robin wasn't lying to her when he said they could help.
She was so confused and sad.
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
Terralooks up into the moonlight and tears continue to fall from her eyes.
Ooh,
And it hurts to want everything
And nothing at the same time
Her mind battles within itself. She wants Slade's control, but she wants to be true friends with the Titans.
I want what's yours
And I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
She knows that if she leaves Slade, she won't have control.
But, on the other hand, if she betrays the Titans, she won't have friends.
Everything is so confusing for her.
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
"You don't need any friends, my dear apprentice." Slade's spooky voice rings through her head.
"I'm not your apprentice yet, Slade." she says back.
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
("You don't want me to destroy them, do you Terra?" he asks knowing she won't object.
Terra doesn't respond.
She knows it stupid to fight back to him.
She knows that she's already lost.
The one thing that I tried to hold on to...
The one thing that I tried to hold on to...
The one thing that I tried to hold on to...
After thinking it over, Terra stands up.
"I'll email you on how to get in, Slade. They aren't my friends. Anymore." she says coldly.
"That's what I thought, my dear."
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star
She walks down the stairs heading for her room.
Beast Boy comes up to her and hugs for no apparent reason. He runs off as a kitten and rounds the corner.
She stands in shock for a second, then, sadly, she goes into her room and sits in front of her laptop...
Sorry. Fanfic deleted my story!