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Susan stared at the grave in front of her. "I miss you," she whispered softly. She backed up and stared at the five graves with the name Pevensie carved into them. "I miss you all." A tear escaped her eye and she blinked fiercely.

"Susan!" a cheerful voice called from the car that was parked outside the graveyard. "Susan, we're going to be late!"

Susan bit her lip and started back towards her friend. "Coming, Mary!" She picked up her coat from where she had dropped it and pulled open the car door.

"Su, really. You were here just last week! They've been gone for a year. I want my friend back!" Mary said as they pulled out of the church, nearly hitting a fence. Mary was possibly the worst driver Susan had ever seen.

"Watch the road, Mary," she said softly. "Right." Mary looked forward. "Anyway, Su, you know they wouldn't have wanted you to carry on like this. Everyone is talking about you. You need to move on, Su!" Susan just turned and stared out at the trees flying by. "Su? Susan, are you even listening?"

"What? Oh, yes, Mary. Of course." "Good. So, this means you won't be mad if I set you up for a date Friday night?" Susan nodded and mumbled, "'course, Mary, what ever you like- Wait! What did you say?"

Mary grinned, "Su, I really shouldn't talk now, I'm driving."

"Mary Elizabeth Wethers. What did you do?"

"Well, whatever I did, you agreed." Susan gasped. "Mary, I can't. I haven't been on a date since…"

"Exactly."


"I'm not going." Susan grabbed hold of the door handle and glared at Mary. "I look ridiculous."

Mary raised her eyebrows. "You look exactly how you looked before they died." Susan flinched, and Mary sighed softly. "Susan. They would want you to be happy."

Susan stared at her friend before bursting into tears. "I don't want to be happy! What if I forget?" she sobbed. "Oh, Su." Mary whispered, hugging the other girl close. A buzzer sounded in the background. "That'll be your date, dear." Susan looked up, and shook her head slowly. "I can't do this."

Mary sighed and nodded. "Alright. I'll tell him." Susan watched her friend leave the room.

I can't do this. I can't do this. I need them. I need to be with them. She slowly walked to the window. "I miss you so much. Oh, Aslan, please. I miss them."