I'm Not a Monster

Gemshipping and Tendershipping in this fanfic.

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It's sort of my first publish fanfic

Pure Angel.

Looking around the pale room, its morning, morning is the worst of all. It has been what, 3, 4 or a month he never left this room. Eying the ground, he sees his shadow, but is it his? No, that's not his shadow but a damn monster.

"Silence, Silence, Silence, Silence…." He whispers low curling up.

"Silence is not good; Silence is a bad sign, Silence is close to death…" Pacing in his bed back and forth hugging his knees and whispering over and over. How he hated the white room he's stuck in, how he hated those damn doctors thinking they can help him by dumping him in this shithole white room.

"Bastards, Bastards, Bastards…" he grinned whispering over again he can see the shadows grinning at him from beneath the bed that only supports his light, before the door opens, he sees a shadow grinning at him, his eyes widen ready to kill whoever entered the room with the darkness coming in. But soon that shadow perished into pieces of light by one step in, he looks up to see, what looked like an angel? It was a boy in a Japanese uniform; well this was Japan was it not? Everyone looks good in a uniform.

"Oh-Haiyo, you must be Akefia Tōzokuō?" the boy walks in and close the door, every step the boy takes the darkness is turning into a brighter shine. The older male in surprised was too stun to figure out what happened to the darkness. The boy looks like an angel, his white hair and creamy paled skin? It was all beautiful, mostly with his girlie face there was no way to mistaken that was an angel.

"My name's Ryou, I'll be seeing you every afternoon at 3 to 5pm, today I just got called out today to come meet you the whole day since its Friday, but I'll be leaving earlier for another client." smiling at the man, he only stared at Ryou, still stun that this was an angel that disappeared his darkness. A boy so young was a light.
The young white head tilted his head aside "Well aren't you going to say something?" he smiled; the older male grumbled lightly, brush his hand against Ryou's cheek, he wanted to make sure this was the light he was looking for. The small boy giggled lightly, his hands were rough but it felt funny. Akefia grinned now brushing his hands against Ryou's cheeks; they were so round and soft. It makes him want to squeeze them; they even look good to eat? But then again all he thought of the cheeks were soft paled peaches; they were paled but a tint of pink on his cheeks. His cheeks are so cute, his smile is very bright and he's so small. Maybe this is an angel that needs more growing.

Time was passing, Ryou manage Akefia out his bedroom, he likes his white flats, the only clothes he wore was slip on white pants and a plan large shirt. It was bright in the hallways, doctors he hated, patients he doesn't know, people he never met before. A world he forgotten he walked through with colors.
"Come on Akefia; let's get you some food okay?" Ryou smiled at him, he nodded and slowly walked after Ryou, he was scared, shadows were creping from every corners, the plants, the ground, everyone's shadows are grinning at him, panting in a low voice as he stops in his tracks, he knows he can't do it, he knows he'll get swallowed by darkness.

Trembling his legs to walk back and away, he can't make it through this hallway; it's too full of darkness emerging to eat him. His throat is dry; he can't call out for the angel. Ryou turns around, Akefia is stuck in his steps shaking and shuddering.
"Akefia?" gasp, the shadows hid back in their only dark areas. Looking up his angel was in front of him, looking Ryou in the eyes, emerald green eyes staring into purple dark eyes. He didn't stop staring until he heard the other sigh low and embrace him into a hug. He was speechless at the sudden body contact, he never felt this before. It was nice and warm…

"Don't be afraid." Looking back up to the man's face "You can hold my hand if it makes you comfortable?" smiling bright, he wonders how can he smile like that? People can't see darkness like he can, it was horrible, and how can Ryou just ignore darkness like that? Maybe it was because he is so pure….

Akefia looks down as the boy turn holding his arm out for him to grab, but the man hugs the small figure in his arms. It was still warm, it was a nice feeling, he loves this warmth surround him to feel light. Ryou blushed red, finding it abit strange that the man was holding him like he was a teddy bear? But since the man didn't feel like walking behind, he decide he just move forward for the other to follow behind.

"Oh good morning Ryou!" a young brunet nurse greeted the boy who smiled "Good morning Anzu, I didn't know you work here today? What about school?" she stared at him and then the person behind; he was glaring an evil eye signing 'Go away.'

"Well I work on Fridays but of course teachers understand I need this job, and I see you've managed to get Akefia" she giggled seeing the male was holding Ryou. "Well he didn't feel comfortable; after all he is suffering Achluophobia." "Ah, so this is the guy who is just like your brother I see." Smiling a bit as the two sort of laughed. "Well I'm taking him to breakfast since he hasn't eaten for a month." "I'm surprise he survived this long? I hope he likes today's special, French toast with a side sausage." "Oh quiet Anzu! You're making me hungry" both laughing as she walked away waving.

"Anzu?" Akefia looks down at Ryou. "That's Anzu Gardner; she goes to the same high school as I do." Still guiding the male to an open area full of white tables with other people sitting around those phobias.

People stared at Ryou and the male for it is weird that a male hugs another male. Retrieving their lunches they took a seat near a high window as it was shining at them and around the room. The morning sun was bright for the older white headed male, the boy grinned at him moving his hair aside for him to look more human in a way. He needed to buy him a brush, maybe even cut his hair too; it was a bit long unlike his own.

"Come on Akefia, start eating." Ryou smiled opening his small pack of syrup, the male watches, tries to open his, finding where it opens the thin plastic wrap he peels it off. Ryou smiles again and sets it down as the other does the same. Lifting his piece of toast and dips it into the rich brown syrup and eats it careful from spills.
The older shyly does the same, but the syrup was dripping fast he didn't know how to stop it from dripping so he held his hand out. Ryou laughed, holding out a paper napkin for the male. It took a while for Akefia to get use to the dropping syrup and finally properly ate his French toast even though there was still dripping.

Both finished their pieces of toast and sausage, the younger teen took the older around the place, even outside to have morning walks, and a room for all phobia's to hang even though others had problems communicating with each other. Little did Akefia know things, but slowly he forgot about the darkness too. "Here let's play a game" Ryou held his hands out, the tanned male put his hands on top but unknowingly Ryou slaps his hands.
"Ow!" he hissed, Ryou laughed; of course he doesn't know how to play the game. "Sorry, I assumed you knew how to play, here it's easy" putting his hands on top of his "all you have to do is try to slap my hands. Come on don't be scared." Grinning brightly it made the older blush, it was his fifth time missing "You're not playing fair…" he whispers low, seeing the younger one was staring at him with a really cute grin. "You've finally spoke more than 2 words Akefia." His smile again, it was a nice image, his cheeks are still round and that light around him is so beautiful….
"Ryou-Kun?" a nurse came by as the boy looks up to her "Oh I guess I have to go now, I didn't think it be this late?" looking at his watch, he guided Akefia back to his room. How he hated his room, it was still white, he wish is was maybe black, but the only light he would want would be Ryou.
"I'll be seeing you on Monday, you think you can last that long?" looking up at Akefia, he knows the male wouldn't really make it. "Well maybe I'll see you tomorrow then, just to make sure you are still in one piece." Smiling again, the tanned gives himself a long hug from Ryou before letting go, partly light was in Akefia now and he knows he'll maybe make it through the night. Not long before he was locked in his room again. Meeting one person, but still wanting more of that person, that beautiful angel….

Darkness slowly crawled up on his bed, flinch as he spots it but it slowly crept away feared by that small light in Akefia's chest. That light was bright and he loved it, he wonders why he loved it? Was it Ryou who brighten his darkness…

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I don't know whats its like to fear Dark places, but I think I know for sure because I hated being in dark places (Such as my basement)

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