Title: First deserve, and then desire

Rating : M/NC-17

Genre : Romance/Angst

Summary : After a tragedy, Santana comes back to the people that left her when she was just a kid. She thought she would find closure, but is it possible she found more than that? (Rated: M for future chapters)

Author's note : Hey ! Sorry for the short chapter here, but I promise the others will be longer. Enjoy the story, next chapter will come up soon!

Santana had no idea how she found herself in this situation. Everything was going fine for her, she had a nice job at a law firm, had a nice flat in L.A, and Quinn, her best friend. She was in her office when her boss, M. Figgings came in and told her the news.

She didn't know how to react to that, she haven't seen her father in 16 years when he took her sister, Rachel, and left. Now, he is dead, and all she feels is empty. She had always thought she would be happy the day he died, but she didn't.

That's why she came to his funeral. From afar, she could see her sister crying around a bunch of people she didn't know. She thought that coming today would offer her some sort of closure but it didn't. If anything, it made her feel worse.

Shaking her head, she decided to leave when she saw her. She couldn't see her very well from where she was, but she could tell the woman was beautiful. Blonde and tall. She was holding Rachel as she cried for their dad. She was transfixed by this blonde beauty and couldn't help but stare. Her long legs that, it seemed, went on for miles, the way this black dress enhanced her chest… She was so caught in her staring contest, that she didn't notice people were starting to leave. Soon, there were only a couple of people left, and herself.

That's when she met the bluest of eyes she had ever seen. Even bluer than the sky itself. She was stuck where she was, she couldn't move, couldn't do anything but drown in those eyes. The blonde didn't seem to have this problem, as she whispered something in Rachel's ears. She looked up abruptly, and she knew Rachel recognized her, if the way her eyes widened almost comically, or the way her jaw almost hit the floor, was anything to go by.

But Santana wasn't ready for that sort of reunion. She didn't come here for that. So she turned away and started to exit the cemetery.

" Wait!"

Even Rachel's scream didn't stop her, she just ran. Ran away from her dad, from Rachel, from her past demons that seemed to have caught up with her. She knew it was a bad idea to come here. Stupid Quinn for convincing her that she needed it. It's the last time Santana will listen to her.

The brunette got into her car and started to drive on her way to her hotel. She would leave tonight. She just couldn't handle it. But behind her tears, Santana didn't see the car that was following her.