Denial

Rated: PG (minor language)

Category: S/J, Jack Angst, POV, Episode Tag, Drabble

Season: Five

Spoilers: Desperate Measures

Summary: Jack POV Vignette-Jack Won't Accept Harry's Warning

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"You gotta prepare yourself for the possibility that she might not be coming back."

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The hell I do.

I don't even have to think about that. I'm going to pretend you didn't say that. If you so much as hint at it again, I will kill you outright.

I won't accept Carter is gone. I will never stop looking. So help me God. If that means I have to retire again, and look for her full time for the rest of my life, fine. I won't fail again. I won't let someone that I…love…down again. So shut the hell up, Maybourne, and help me. Help me or get the hell out of my way.