Disclaimer: I do not own any of the Twilight characters, they belong to Stephenie Meyer. However, the plot does belong to me, as for it was my idea.

Quote: "Happiness is not a reward, it is a consequence. Suffering is not a punishment, it is a result."

Music: Chemical Reaction - The Vanished

Chapter One: One Night

Alice and Edward's parents were out of town the night of the Super Bowl, and Alice was hosting a party due to the popular event. Many foods, snacks, cokes, vodka and beer bottles littered the living room's tables and floor. Over twenty people had attended the party, and almost everyone at the party was drunk, including me.

I hadn't planned to drink that night, but Alice had forced a few drinks on me so it would help me relieve the stress I'd been having for the past few days. With first semester finals, friendship problems, and school club events, I'd been missing out on amusement, which was something I'd really needed.

Half of the crowd was being entertained by the sixty inch television screen, while music and dancing entertained others. I wasn't big on football, so I was dancing with the small crowd of people who were dancing, which included Alice and Edward.

Both, brother and sister, were trying to entertain their visitors as much as possible, dancing and talking with whoever passed by them. Alice usually spent most of the time in one of the living room's corners making out with her beloved Jasper, while Edward tried to pleasure everyone else, and text his girlfriend, Rosalie, who had been unable to attend the party due to being grounded.

Edward and I got along really well; we'd known each other since we were little. We'd danced a few songs together and chatted various times throughout the night, and one dance started it all. After the Super Bowl had finished, the music was booming through the house, the large living room had been transformed into a dance floor within minutes.

Couches, chairs, and tables had been pushed up against the walls while everyone continued to have fun. I was glad when Alice and Jasper made their way back onto the dance floor.. They were the most popular couple of the night, so other people were hardly noticed, like Edward and me.

One minute both of us were in the middle of the crowd, dirty dancing to a hip hop song that had come on, and then we were replaced with Alice and Jasper. We had got moved away from the big crowd, and were closer to one of the guest bedroom doors that was right beside the fireplace.

One of my hands was around the back of his neck as my hips, which were held in his hands, were grinding up against him, as it was the style of dancing for the song. I smiled up at him, my teeth clenching down softly on my lower lip, a tinge of embarrassment had fled through me. Edward on the other hand, had a wide bright white smile on his face, and his green eyes were glowing.

"Having fun?" I yelled, so he could hear me over the loud music.

"The time of my life," he said with a charming grin that made me laugh.

The song changed and the music was more 'dirtier' than the one before. We continued a few seconds in the same position, and then I switched us. He was now standing behind me, and I'd bent over, my hands slowly gliding up my smooth legs as my behind thrashed against Edward's front.

His hands had been on my waist, grinding himself up against me and then everything changed course. As I was slowly raising, Edward's hands ran trickled up the sides of my thighs, one of his fingers taking a quick chance to run across my front, and then both of his hands grasped my ass, and he rammed his front up against me. I could've sworn something hard had hit me when he did that.

I didn't know how he managed to have full access to me as he just had. I knew that I was wearing a thong under my dress, but my dress wasn't really short. It barely came above my knees. I quickly rose up and turned around to ask him what he was doing, but when I turned to face him, his body pushed me hard up against the bedroom's door.

"Edward! What are you doing?" I gasped loudly. I looked around the and no one was paying attention to us. Great. I looked up at him and his green eyes burned into mine. They were so panifully filled with lust that I was without words. Being drunk didn't help neither.

"Shh, trust me," he whispered harshly into my ear. One second we were outside dancing with the others, and the next I was laying on the bed in the guest room, feverishly making out with Edward Cullen.

Everything was happening so quickly. My arms were wrapped around his back, as one of my legs wrapped around his waist; he was pushing himself against me. Our lips broke and he started biting and sucking against my neck, then the kisses lowerd as my dress fell off my shoulders.

One second I was telling him to stop, and the other, my hands were gripping his hair to keep him from stopping. Both of his hands were gripping my breasts as he slowly kissed down my stomach, and my body was thrashing against the bed from his touch.

This wasn't the way I wanted this to happen. I was drunk and incapable of controlling my emotions. Could it be that he was taking advantage of me?

He knew that I was a virgin and that I was madly drunk. Could he be doing it because he knew that I loved it so much, and didn't want him to stop. Or could it be because he wanted me to cry and scream out his name, more than I was already doing?

"Edward please, I'm not ready.." I moaned loudly. That surely wasn't going to convince him, because it sure didn't me.

"Bella, please. Don't do this. Let me have you," he groaned, as his hard member rubbed up against me. "It'll hurt just a little, that's all. Please, I'm begging you."

My neck rolled against the pillow as I felt him, so hard against me, and that's when I nodded. Everything changing with one long thrust inside me. Two tears of pain fell from the creases of my closed eyelids, and a scream of his name from him breaking my barrier with his extremely large length.

"God.. Bella, your so...tight!" His voice groaned loudly. My arms were gripped tightly against his back, and his arm that was around me was pushing my body against his as much as possible, and he continued to trust deeply into me.

The long passion, lusted sex we had finally ended, and when it did, the both of us were laying exhausted on the bed. My body was wrapped up in the red sheet that covered the bed, my head laying against his arm. Edward laid on his back, his body covered from waist down, trying to regain his breath.

I wasn't able to move. My head was pounding from the severe headache I had, and the achy throb between my legs wasn't helping neither. I glanced up at him, only to catch him staring down at me.

"Bella, I'm so.. so sorry. I don't know, why, or what caused me to do that. I just.. couldn't, help myself," he managed to say.

I felt tears swell in my eyes, and I knew it was because of the rejection he had put towards sleeping with me. I hadn't wanted it either, it wasn't just my fault.

"It's okay, Edward. It was my fault. I shouldn't have been dancing the way I was."

He shook his head. "You didn't have no fault in it, Bella. We were just dancing, that was it. My damn drunkenness over took my emotions and Rosalie was knocked out of my head, and you were put in it. Having you dancing with me like that, being with me the whole night while she couldn't just affected me I guess. I'm sorry."

I nodded, unable to speak. It was bad enough that they were a slur. He didn't need to know that I was crying.

As I lay there, he rose up off the bed, and handed me my dress that was on the floor, as he put on his clothes. "I plan on staying down here with you tonight if that's okay. It's bad enough were going to be in the same bed. Let's not make them think more than they already will, okay?"

I nodded, raising up and wiped my tear stained face. He seen me do so, and shook his head. I put my clothes on as quick as I could, and then laid back down, turning on my side to face the other direction.

I hadn't expected it, but Edward turned over towards me, pulling me gently to him. His arm wrapped around my waist as the other cradled under my head, and he placed a kiss on my exposed back.

"I'm not going to tell you that I regret what happened with us, Bella. You've always been a dear friend to me. A very close friend that I care for dearly, but I do have a girlfriend, whom I love very much, and I cannot leave her. You understand, right?"

The words cut deep, and I didn't know why. Maybe it was because he, Edward Cullen of all people, had taken a part of me, and made it into just a normal memory, not affecting him the slightest bit. I did answer him, even though it took me a while.

"Yes, I understand. I'm sorry for everything that happened though, I really am. I know your not that type of person, and you should know I'm not neither. What happened tonight was uncalled for, but neither of us could really help ourselves. I guess we can just look back at it like that." I wasn't convinced with what I was saying one bit, but I was going to have to do it wither I wanted it or not.

"This isn't going to ruin our friendship, is it?" He questioned. "Everyone makes mistakes, and I'm going to have to beg Rosalie to forgive me. She doesn't have a reason to of course, but I don't want to loose her neither."

"I sure hope it doesn't. I don't want to loose you as a friend, Edward. Just because we were stupid and didn't think about what we did until we finished. I mean, I have to admit that I loved every second of it, but considering the circumstances, I have to ignore it and pretend that it never happened."

I felt his head nod against the pillow. "Having been the first guy you've ever been with was the best experience in my life, Bella. If I didn't have her, I would keep you for myself, honestly. However, I cannot do that. I'm in love with her, so I can't. I'm sorry."

"Yeah, I know. Well I guess that it's better that it was you than someone else. At least I didn't get all stupid with a complete stranger. I would have never forgave myself."

"That's true. Just think of it as a night that both of our dreams became reality," And that was where our conversation ended. A night that both of our dreams became reality? Had he wanted to be with me this whole time, even though he had a girlfriend?

That thought stuck with me throughout the entire night, and in my dreams as well. That night had been one of those nights where I would have pleaded to dream of anything else, but I couldn't control them. The whole night, I had dreamed of making love with Edward, over and over again.

I wouldn't have woken early the next morning if the light from the window hadn't shined into my eyes. My vision was blurry at first, but when I gained total consciousness, I opened my eyes to see that Edward was not beside me. I lay there, in the large queen sized bed, trying to gain strength to get out of bed.

As soon as I sat up, the event from the night before haunted my thoughts, and I tried to shake them off. 'Not now, please? I dreamed about it all night. I don't need it now,' I pleaded. My legs were shaky and the hangover I had didn't help at all. I needed a bowl of soup, a shower, and a new pair of clothes as soon as possible. But my luck, I wouldn't be getting anything until I got home.

The first thing I did after I got up was make the bed, and then I slowly opened the bedroom's door to look out. Alice, Edward, and Jasper were sitting on the couch watching television, and the place was spotless. They must had got up early to clean everything up before their parents returned. What time was it?

Alice must have heard the door open, because she yelled my name, and came running. She walked into the room, and shut the door, locking it. "I want to know what happened last night, and I want to know, now!"

I shook my head stubbornly, then groaned because I already had a headache. "Please, not now. I need a shower before I start telling stories."

"Bullshit, Bella." She grabbed my arm and sat me down on the bed next to her. Damn her. "Edward, wouldn't tell me anything. I seen you two in here sleeping together about four o'clock this morning, and it's pretty obvious because you have a large ass hickey on your neck. What in the hell do you think your doing, sleeping with him, Bella?"

"Woah, calm down a min-, what? A hickey?" My hands felt against both sides of my neck. I was going to have to look. Damn you, Edward. "Everything that happened last night was not tended to happen, okay? You can ask Edward, he can tell you. It was a mistake. It was a dirty dance gone wild."

"Ha, so it looks. Look, Bella. I'm not saying why did you sleep with my brother, in that way. I'm saying it in the way that he has a girlfriend. Don't you know all the rumors and fights this is going to cause?"

I frowned. "It's not just my fault, you have to blame him too! And plus, no one else will know unless you go opening your big mouth!"

She sighed. "It's too late for that. Everyone else saw you as well. I was looking for you and someone opened the door to see if you were in here. Instead of seeing you sleeping, they saw you in action. This is one mess you can't get out of."

"Damn it," I yelled. I could feel tears of anger filling my eyes, but I just blinked them away. "So, what do I do now?

She shrugged. "Just ignore everyone talking about Bella Swan and Edward Cullen getting it on at the Super Bowl party I assume."

A/N: Yes, this is another Edward/Bella pregnancy stories, but hopefully mine will be different than others. I haven't read a story as so on this site, yet, but it's on my to do list. I don't plan for them to just jump together and be a happy family like I know most stories are, and have them fall for each other like they've imprinted. It'll be a story in which both will be in pain. The both will hate each other and want to be with each other at the same time, when their not able. Based on personal experiences it will be written, so I hope you enjoy it. Reviews are welcomed. I hope you like it.. and hope you stick around to see what the future holds for the both of them..! -Granite Paws-