Hey guys…This is a poem I wrote. All by myself and if you take it ill cut you.
THIS IS OWNED BY ME!
Constantly hit with memories.
Every moment of the day.
It makes me wanna go insane.
Not fully forgotten, but I can set in the back.
I'm suddenly hit with a flash-back;
Walking into the hospital.
My brain is wack.
Seeing a sorrowful face,
Makes me want to push for space.
Don't understand what's going on.
I just knew I lost a love one.
Sorrowful, mistaken and abandoned.
God took him away, leaving me empty handed.
My sister, pulling me into her shoulder,
As I see him on the gurney.
It makes me want to hurl.
I've never seen, nor touched a dead body;
But this was different.
He was cold, all but his back.
Again, My brain goes wack.
I could tell he was gone.
More sorrowful faces.
More overstepped spaces.
Standing in all different spaces.
Love was gone.
His body was there, but it didn't feel as if he was.
It was an empty feeling.
Or as if your heart was pealing.
Chip by chip.
Feeling as if you just got jipped.
The left the room;
Leaving me to say my 'good-byes'.
All I could do was cry.
Crawling into the gurney with him.
I was hit with yet another flash-back.
Sleeping with him in that big bed.
As he lays down my head,
On his chest.
Big and warm.
Nothing could go wrong.
Suddenly; I am hit with reality.
I had laid down my head on his chest.
Cold and hard.
Everything was wrong.
Reality sucks,
Its as simple as that.
All I want;
Is my father back.