Authors note:
Hello fellow teen wolf fans =). I remember how I first came across this website; I was at my friend's house watching a teen wolf marathon. I was watching one of the earlier episodes and googled on her iPod use of silver in teen wolf because they didn't explain it that much. I saw the title Derek and stiles fest (I don't remember which one it was) and I clicked on it and read it and founded it really funny to see a Derek and stiles bromance with Derek being super gooey and lovey dovey. I didn't even really pay much attention to the show after that and just read more stories for the rest of the night and eventually made n account and here I am. This story is called in the end because i was listening to my iPod and it was on shuffle and it landed on "in the end" by linkin park. I always thought this song could be Scott's feelings toward Derek after the finale so I wrote this. I will not be using pet nicknames and it will not be super lovey dovey I'm not into that. There will be a lyric explanation at the end of this. I recommend you listen to the song during the confrontation with Derek part I listened to it while I wrote that part. Well I'm done blabbing so without further ado here's in the end chapter one "why did you do this to me".
Scott looked up and saw Derek walking towards his uncle. He turned to Allison for a moment, and got up to run after Derek.
"Wait! You said the cure comes from the one who bit you." Scott yelled to him his voice frantic. Derek's eyes closed, contemplating what he was going to do. He knew it would crush Scott; he might never forgive him…
"Derek…" Scott's voice had turned softer, pleading desperately. "If you do this I'm dead. Her father, her family, what am I supposed to do?"
Derek turned towards his uncle, and tried to ignore Scott's words echoing in his head.
"You've…already…decided…" Peter gasped underneath him. He glared down at him the hate inside him slowly boiling up over his reluctance.
"I can smell it on you!" Peter snarled, a laugh seeming hidden beneath it. Derek eyes shut as he raised his arm to rip Peter's throat out letting his rage overtake him.
"Wait no, no don't!" Scott yelled, as Derek's claws slashed through peters throat. Adrenaline pumped through him, as he slowly realized what he'd become. He smirked as he turned to Scott, his eyes glowing red. The regret was gone.
"I'm the alpha now." He said his voice distorted an evil smile spread across his face. Scott stared at him for a moment, shocked. Feelings of betrayal rose inside him, and kept building even as stiles pulled him away.
"Come on Scott, let him go. Let's get out of here." Stiles said softly gently tugging him out from the clearing, away from Derek, and the shattered hopes he'd left in his wake…
***later***
Footsteps sounded loudly as someone stomped into the charred remains of the Hale house. A dark figure leaned against the wall, smirking as he watched the boy below him from the shadows.
"Derek," a voice called, the anger barely controlled. It was that punk Jackson from Scott's lacrosse team. He nearly laughed out loud at the angry tone in the boy's voice, but willed himself to stay quiet a little longer. His fear was nearly palpable…
"Derek!" Jackson called out again louder, his control slipping through his fingers like sand. Derek smirked to himself again, stepping out of the shadows a little so his dark silhouette could be seen.
"I-I helped save you 'kay," Jacksons voice faltered a little when he saw him, causing him to stutter.
"You got what you wanted." his voice got a little softer.
"You got what you wanted. Now it's my turn to get what I want." His voice trembled on the last part. Derek raised an eyebrow amused, and quickly scaled the stairs in one leap, landing in front of Jackson, smiling, as a look of horror played across his features. Derek leaned forward, his fangs coming out as he grabbed Jackson by the neck and slammed him against the wall. He let them graze over the delicate skin on his exposed throat, and slowly trailed up his neck and stopped next to his ear, chuckling darkly.
"You don't deserve this." He breathed, slowly and deliberately into his ear, laughing again when he smelled Jackson's anger rise, and pulled away.
"What?" Jackson was outraged, his fists trembling.
"You heard me," he said casually, leaning back against the railing, as though he'd told a small child he couldn't have the new toy he wanted. He watched him curiously, wondering if he'd have another outburst when he didn't get what he wanted.
"I'll kill scott," he threatened, his voice quivering slightly.
"I'll become a hunter and I swear to god I'll-"
"They won't let you become a hunter." Derek laughed softly, watching his fists ball up.
"Look at you. You're a spoiled little brat that isn't used to not getting what he wants. They wouldn't let you become a hunter. Your temper would get in the way, you'd kill an innocent werewolf and start the war between hunters and werewolves all over again." Derek watched his face distort with rage as he tried to hold the anger in.
"And you know what the hunters would do with you then? They'd kill you, to try and make peace with the werewolves." He heard a stutter the boy's heartbeat. He smiled a little, satisfied and began making his way up the stairs.
"Go home." He said over his shoulder, not bothering to look back. Jackson stared at him for a moment, enraged, and turned sharply to leave.
"Oh yeah and Jackson?" Derek called out to him, making Jackson pause in the doorway.
"If you go anywhere near Scott, I'll kill you." Jackson's blood ran cold, and he hastily ran through the door and drove off.
***one week later***
3:44 PM March 1, 2012: "Scott, its Derek. You have training. Get your ass down here."
6:21 PM March 1, 2012: "Scott, its Derek. Again. Pick up your phone or get over here. NOW."
4:09 PM March 2, 2012: "Scott it's me. Quit being a brat and come see me before I drag you here and beat the shit out of you."
Scott threw down his phone onto the bed, slowly losing control as anger surged through he began to shift. Who the hell is he to act like nothing happened, like he never took away his one shot at being human again? Like he never did anything. His anger and hatred towards Derek rose as thoughts of betrayal ran through his mind.
He lied to me, he told me he'd help me kill him, help me become normal again. Then he shoved it in my face and killed him right in front of me, and to top it off he bragged how he was the new alpha now. That's probably why he helped me; he was training me so he could use me as a toy soldier, a puppet. I'll kill him, he took everything from me, I'll never join him… Scott thought angrily, trying to keep his rage building as a calming aura came over him, his wolf fighting the anger as it tried to soothe him and push away all the rash thoughts in his mind. It wanted him to love his alpha, to listen to Derek and please him in any way it could and behave and be Derek's favorite. He pushed the wolf's voice in his head away and jumped out his window, running towards Derek's house to give him a piece of his mind.
Behind him though on his bed an automated voice from his from his phone spoke,
"Message erased. Next message. Message from: Derek, on Thursday march 7th, at 11:04 PM."
"Scott, it's me Derek. Please come talk to me. I can explain everything…you don't have to forgive me. I just need to say I'm sorry. Please, just hear me out. I'm sorry."
***later that day***
Scott ran up to the burnt house, bursting through the door, his anger fueling him.
"Derek!" he yelled, his eyes glowing yellow. He started up the stairs when he heard a soft voice from behind him.
"Scott," Derek said softly, watching him. Scott could smell the shock and relief coming off of him. He growled at him, tackling him down snarling in his face. How could he sit there still pretending he cared? He never cared.
"You used me! You lied to me!" he screamed in his face wanting to rip his throat out, but his wolf had the upper hand, not letting him shift. His hand on Derek's collar trembled as he tried to gain control, tears running down his face, the frustration getting to him as his emotions of betrayal came out weak, instead of angry. Derek just stared up at him. He hated it the look of concern on his face mocking him.
"I did everything you asked me, even when we fought I got so mad. But I held it back, I wanted to believe you that you wanted to help me, I told myself that you were being hard on me because you cared!" he tried to yell but his voice broke, coming out as a strangled sob.
"But you just thought of me as your pet, you were just training me so I could kill peter for you! I listened because I trusted you, as much as everyone told not to. I even defended you; I risked my life to save you, even after what you did to me, siding with peter. I wanted to believe you, even after everything you did to me and right now, for some sick reason I still do and I hate it!" he let his head fall on Derek's chest sobbing. He used a lot of energy he felt weaker now, from pushing the wolf back for so long.
"Why did you do this to me, what did I do to you? What the fuck Derek why'd you do this…"
Author's note:
So what do you guys think Derek's response will be? Please review =)
Here is the lyric explanation:
It starts with
One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know
Or wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside – scott tried not to show Derek he was mad, he tried to let it go
And even though I tried, it all fell apart- he tried to become human but it fell apart when Derek became the alpha
What it meant to me will eventually be
A memory of a time when
I tried so hard and got so far- he almost became human he just had to pause with Allison and lost his chance
But in the end it doesn't even matter- Derek won in the end
I had to fall to lose it all- he left his guard down and Derek ended up killing peter
But in the end it doesn't even matter- Derek won in the end
One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard- he did plenty of stuff to try and become human (do I have to name them)
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property- ordered him around made him do what he told him to
Remembering all the times you fought with me- they fought a lot
I'm surprised
It got so far
Things aren't the way they were before- he's mad at him now
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore- Tyler Posey says he won't be a bitch in season 2
Not that you knew me back then- Derek never really seemed to care about him
But it all comes back to me in the end- everything he did fueled scott to do this
You kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be
A memory of a time when
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all-what I said last time
But in the end it doesn't even matter- same as what I said last time
I've put my trust in you- he believed he was really trying to help him and trusted him
Pushed as far as I can go- he did some incredible things and pushed his limits
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you- same as what I said last time
Pushed as far as I can go- same as what I said last time
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know
I tried so hard and got so far-same as last time
But in the end it doesn't even matter- same as last time
I had to fall to lose it all- same as last time
But in the end it doesn't even matter- same as last time