Disclaimer: lol I do not own deathnote, cuz if I did, there would be hot, steamy, smutty, yaoi in every other episode X3 (so that even adult swim wouldn't take it!)

Aishitzure

Matt sighed, he was sitting in his and mellos apartment on their crappy couch, in a shitty room, in the fucked up apartment that smelt like piss.

the only things he could do was sit there, on the couch and play a video game. Prince of Persia, to be exact. He was waiting for mello to get home, but being the Mafia boss he is,

he had to stay there and Matt was to wait for him to get back, even if he is'nt going to be back untill at least 2 am.Matt continiued with his game, brushing his thoughts aside, and

putting all his focus on the boss in this game.

He was just about to cut its head off, when mello swung open the door. He looked tired, Matt thought,' I wonder why...'Mello walked in, and, slamming the door, dropped his bag and collapsed on the couch.

"My god, those faggots, I swear i'm gonna blow their fucking brains out."Mello let out a loud exasperated sigh and rolled over onto his side, watching Matt. Matt held his gaze for a

moment, then looked away, a slight blush on his face, he un paused his game and then (finally) finished the boss on his game.

Mello glared 'What! I try to start a conversation and you go all anti social! And yet usually when I get home, you're bugging me constantly about your gay assed videogames!"

Matt looked back over to him and glared "because when you start a conversation, i always say the wrong things, and you get it an even worse mood and then tell me to fix it!!"Matt growled

"oh my GOD ! i cant even believe i can stand to life with you! in fact, I don't think i can ANYMORE! get OUT! out of this goddamned apartment, and OUT OF MY LIFE!"Mello roared at Matt who shrunk away, looking horridly rejected and confused, on the verge of tears.

"DAMMIT MATT, are you DEAF OR SOMETHING!! get out NOW!!

And he did, he fled the house, feeling abandoned, he felt like this was all his life was, either being abandoned, or fleeing from the past

What was the point of being here if that was all his life was? being beaten and broken, then thrown away like a toy nobody wanted. He remembered the building...

He ran, he kept running, he was going to get to this building , then it would all be over, the lies, the truth, the hate , the love.

..yeah right, love. mello had said it, but they were just more lies...

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Mello sighed, sitting on the couch, tapping his foot impatiently, they got in fights often, but Matt usually got ofer the quickly, running back into the apartment and crying 'take me back!, i'll behave!' then they'd fuck, and it'd all be better, but dammit! it had been 30 fucking minuets! where the hell was he?

Did the wounds get too deep? Didd'nt the scars fade?

Then it clicked, the gears in his head overheating, and he remembered...

the building...

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OMG That was too freaking short!! whatever, i finally got the first chapter done

Review plz! flames welcome so i can improve!