Confused by DbzChild
Pan went to her room after the fight her and Trunks had.
-Flashback-
"Trunks, I really need to talk to you" said Pan quietly
"Yes, what!" yelled Trunks
"Sorry, I did not mean to make you mad" said Pan
"Sorry, I am just tried" apologized Trunks
"Oh well, I needed to tell you...uh..." said Pan quietly
"Well, what is it!" yelled Trunks
"You need to stop yelling!" yelled Pan
"No, and what are YOU going to do about it? "asked Trunks
"I WILL kick your ass BOXER BOY! Keep it up!" yelled Pan
"I would like to see you try PANNY!" argued Trunks
"Oh, that's it!" yelled Pan
Pan went to punch him, but Trunks grabbed her hand and pulled her towards him so she could not move. That is when Pan kicked him in the nuts and round house kicked him. Trunks got slammed down. Trunks grabbed Pan's legs and pulled her down with him, losing her balance and ended up landing on top of him. They literally were face to face. They did not move, but both were blushing because of the awkward position they were in. Pan tried to get up by placing her hand on his chest to push up, but slipped due to the shirt shift from her weight and landed on Trunk's lips. Both did not move until Pan started to kiss him and he kissed her back. Finally, Trunks was losing sense of what was happening until Pan shift on his chest and moaned in the kiss. He got scared because he never had this happen before and this was Pan. He couldn't just treat it like every other girl, so he pushed her away.
Pan's face was flushed. She was breathing hard with her eyes closed and face tucked in. It was a lovely sight, but Trunks moved his focus to the ceiling.
"Why did you kiss me?" asked Trunks once he had his breathing under control as well as his thoughts.
"Cause I wanted to" said Pan quietly looking Trunks in the eye with hope and fear. That's when Trunks realized Pan liked him.
"Pan, I like Marron" stated Trunks sadly, but calmly
"Oh" said Pan as she sat back on her legs looking at the floor.
Pan was hurt, but she got mad and glared at Trunks pointing her finger at him.
"Why did you kiss me back?" asked Pan
Trunks stayed silent because he didn't know what to say on the matter. He was still confused about how it happened in the first place.
"Fuck you Trunks! Don't you ever fuck with my fucking emotions like that. Fuck you! Why did I ever think you would love me. How stupid can I fucking get!" yelled Pan
Pan stomped away leaving a shocked Trunks on the floor.
-End of flashback-
When Pan arrived home, she went straight to her home and closed her door using her back. She had tears in her eyes, but refused to let them fall. She took a deep breath to gather herself and looked at her closet in search for her gi. Pan changed to her training gi and put on her favorite CD Pink and went to the training room Bulma made her for her 16th birthday.
I do not trust, so I cannot love
Oh no no no
And I would not dare to open up
Well my rent's past due and now my car won't start, I hate the bus
Tell me what do they see when they look at me
Do they see my many personalities
Pan started to sing while training feeling all the frustration of loving Trunks and knowing that she will never be loved back. She knows that all anyone sees when they look at her is a small shaped, skinny, little girl that is too much like a boy to even think she could every be a woman. Pan hates and it just fuels her angry even more.
Can you help me
Does anybody hear me
Can they even see me
This is my reality, oh oh
Said I'll say it again, you're my only friend
(I protect you from the world, I basically protect you from yourself)
Though I can't go on, I'm not satisfied with this being the end
Tell me why can't I just reach up and simply touch the sky
Tell me why can't I spread my arms and fly and fly and fly
Tell me why can't I say this, why can't I do that
Tell me what do they want from me, tell me how to act
Can you help me
Does anybody hear me
Can they even see me
This is my reality, oh oh
Can you help me
Does anybody hear me
Can they even see me
This is my reality, oh oh
So I'm putting it all on the table
You don't know me well enough to label me, sick, or even disturbed
When you break it down I'm just two girls
Trying to blend, trying to vibe
Trying to live just one life
Everybody's got insanities...I got a split personality
Tell me why can't I just reach up and simply touch the sky
Tell me why can't I spread my arms and fly and fly and fly Tell me why can't I say this, why can't I do that
Tell me what do they want from me, tell me how to act
Pan started shouting the words completely into the song as her angry turns to anguish on how she can't do anything to change her situation. she will look and be the same no matter how much time passes.
Can you help me
Does anybody hear me
Can they even see me
This is my reality, oh oh
Can you help me
Does anybody hear me
Can they even see me
This is my reality, oh oh
Can you help me
Do you hear me
Do you see me everytime
It's all mine...it's my reality...it's just too much for me
She hates feeling like this. She wants to feel nothing. Or at least, control it better. Even handle it better would be a welcomed change. but how...to act just like the person who does the same thing, her thoughts shifted to the one person that she is still trying to read,
VEGETA.
-Trunks pov-
Trunks was thinking about the whole interaction with Pan and was greatly disturbed by how it didn't bother him as much as he thought.
WHY did I kiss Pan. I had no reason to so why do I? I like Marron, I also have but Pan is becoming very pretty. She has these big pretty eyes and long legs... ACK stop thinking like that. It's wrong. If Gohan knew...I'm just gonna pray that he never finds out. I like Marron, but maybe...no, it's not right. She is too young. That is the end of it.
And with that, Trunks went to take a shower, read some of the papers he needed to finish for work the following day and sleep. Little did he know that he would have dreams about a raven haired quarter-saiyian.