I Would never tell.
I Could'nt Tell.
From Fear, Pain, Guilt.
It was always the same, Harsh Words which lead to violence- Anger. It was my own fault. I brought it on myself.
But it still wasn't fair.
Then Again I'd rather feel pain than Nothing.
And for that i was grateful.
I woke up and stared almost in habit out towards the grounds, there was an eerie darkness that hung over it like a fog, yet the lake glistened like the last expanse that was untouched, protected. I got changed but as i pulled my bra strap over my shoulder i winced and saw a fresh bruise resting on my shoulder blade, i carefully loosened the strap further before continuing dressing. i walked through the corridors with only the echo of footprints and the thoughts in my head for company.
He loves Me.
He Must.
Its my own fault, why do i have to be such a idiot.
I knew this wasn't true, I knew It was his fault .
But i couldn't run,
Couldn't Hide,
Because i was Weak.
And there was nothing i could do.
Except stand there, and be perfect.
Or at least act it.
Today was the same as any other.
Long sleeved blouse, Make-up, Smile.
I just stood there like a doll, the occasional kiss, a few smiles and back to work.
I couldn't take it.
I wasn't going back to the common room where he could find me.The consequences i would deal with later ,But now i just needed to sleep.
I wandered up to the room of requirements i asked for a place to sleep safely, i walked into the room but before i could even admire the feeling of the velvety cushions i fell straight to sleep.
A/N
Okay this is only the first chapter, a sample So review and i might add another because... i already have it written :)