D I S C L A I M E R S & A / N' s:

1) I do not own any characters of Harry Potter and I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

2) This is the combined and complete version of my story. Sorry for taking so long.

P A I R I N G: Harry/Draco

W A R N I N G: This story contains male pregnancy and male/male relationships.

B E T A : Jhoy

Chapter 1 - One More Chance

Just one more time…

One more day… one last chance

To have him in my arms

To be with him


'Where am I…?' He squeezes his eyes tightly as the morning light blinds his vision. He turns his head slightly when he feels a hand caressing his hair softly.

"Wake up sleepyhead. It's 8 o'clock already. I suggest you hurry up or Jammie will bugger you off," the voice chuckled softly before he felt lips touching his forehead. His body went rigid as the almost musical voice registered in his head and his eyes snapped open.

'That voice..!' He sees the owner of that familiar voice as they start to move away. He grabs their wrist as they started to rise from the bed. He holds his breath as the beautiful male turns his head towards him in confusion. He gasps loudly when he sees the face. A beautiful face that he longed to see and to caress again.

"Draco..." he whispered hoarsely in shock. He raised his free hand to touch the blond's face. His skin was soft and warm to his touch. He was real and very alive. He felt his eyes getting wet with tears that welled up but didn't fall and his breath hitched in his chest with the sudden rush of emotions that he now felt. He draw him closer and back onto the bed as he hugged him fiercely. 'Oh God…how I missed him and hearing his voice...'

Gray blue eyes looked worried as he return the embrace. "Something wrong, Harry? Love?" Draco whispered into his ear before kissing his neck lightly as they knelt on the bed.

"Merlin, I miss you so much," Harry said huskily. Draco chuckled and kissed his temples as he pulled away a little.

"Well I miss you too, although I did spend last night with you in this house and in this room, even in this bed. I was beside you since you seem to have forgotten," Draco said in smug voice. "Mr. Malfoy - Potter, what's up with you?" he asked light heartedly as he entangled himself some more in Harry's embrace. Draco peered into Harry's face and narrowed his eyes when he saw a longing look there. "Are you feeling alright, Love?"

Harry inspected him closely, trying to re-imprint his image back into his memory. Long blond colored hair fell loosely pass his shoulders, that were as creamy and smooth as baby's skin, to shine in the day light. Fierce gray blue eyes with long sun colored eyelashes, that you had to stand this close to see, shone with concern which were paired with slim eyebrows that arced perfectly. Between his eyes as a small pointed nose and below that a set of full slightly redden lips. This perfect angel was his. His Draco Malfoy.

Draco was becoming confused over Harry's behavior and begin to worry again. "Harry, are you ok? Are you sick?" Harry cupped Draco's other cheek and caressed its softness also. He then gazed directly at Draco and smiled. Draco held his breath as he saw Harry's eyes. They were soft and so full of love for him.

"Yeah, I'm fine. I just miss you like I said. I can't even tell you how much I miss you," Harry said as he smiled lightly before tugging Draco closer. Harry kissed his lips softly. Those sweet lips of his that could kill anyone; he licked tenderly with his tongue. Draco kissed him back with a little pressure and bit his lower lip carefully. Harry moaned and deepened their kiss. He sucked on Draco's lips before thrusting his tongue into Draco's open mouth as he gave him entrance. He caressed every dip in his warm cavern and clashed their tongues together.

"Harry, I would love to stay in bed with you all day, but you know that we can't do that. We have got to go to Diagon Alley to buy supplies," Draco said through his pants as they broke their kiss.

"I know," Harry said absentmindedly as he nuzzled Draco's neck trying to get him to change his mind.

"Right. Let me go now so I can prepare your breakfast and you can go take your bath. I'll be waiting in the kitchen," Draco said as he disentangled himself from Harry's embrace and got up from the bed. He walked over to a set of draws and pulled out a shirt while he kept his back to Harry. "Hurry love, don't keep me waiting too long," Draco said with a wink as he pulled it over his head as he turned to look at him before walking to the door with a naughty sway that he couldn't keep out of his hips. Harry held his breath as he saw the sexy gesture that he made. He watched as the door closed softly behind him before he fell back unto to the bed to look up at a faded green ceiling. His eyes blinked a number of times to bring him out of his daze.

'Wow, I never thought I would see that.' Harry thought as he scratched his forehead. He never saw Draco walk like that before. A goofy grin rose on his lips. 'Well, I've seen it now I guess.' He closed his eyes and breathed softly, trying to feel the entire environment he was living in now. He opened his eyes and his gaze roamed the room slowly. There were rosily pearl colored walls with the four poster bed in the middle of the room. It had dark heavy curtains all around the bed but they were currently tied to each post and out of the way. There was an oak wardrobe on his right side and next it was the door to the bathroom. He believed. He rolled to his side of the bed to get up when he saw some pictures on his bedside table. He looked at one stunned before picking it up.

The picture was of Draco sitting on that very bed with some pillows at his back. His legs were crossed in a lousy a but comfortable looking manner. His head was tilted down slightly as he wore a soft smile on his lips. His eyes were smeared of love, devotion and pride with his shorter hair being blown by the wind behind his back along with the curtain from the window as light filled the space around the bed.

Harry touched the figures in awe as he looked at the little creature that was been held in Draco's arm with care. A little bundle of love dressed in frilly blue clothes. A very beautiful baby. Their little treasure of life. Draco's finger was in his little hand as he grasped it tightly in his peacefully sleep. His 'mother' looking on in pride. The sunshine shimmered around both of them creating ethereal beauty.

'God, Merlin! I had a son.' Harry gaped at the picture dumbfounded as the meaning of the photo fully sunk in. He was shaken from his current daze when a laugh came from downstairs. He opened the door and went towards the laughing to find Draco with a boy with messy raven hair tugging at his waist. They laughed freely as they kidded each other over something. Harry leaned on the door frame and watched the encounter with a smile on his face as a warm spot grew in his chest that could only be called love.

His heart was wrenched with other emotions as he thanked God or who ever it was that took pity on him and fulfilled his wish. Not just to met Draco again but also to see his son. His son turned his head in his direction before screaming excitedly.

"Daddy!" he shouted as he released his grip that he had on Draco's waist before running into to his arms. He catches the little boy and lifts him up into his arms. The boy's smile was goofy as he looked into his daddy eyes and pecked his cheek soundly. His gray blue eyes were shining with laughter as he hugged his dad's neck.

"Daddy, why haven't you changed your clothes yet? Papa said that we were going to Diagon Alley now. I have to buy my supplies for my first year at Hogwarts and we haven't even eaten breakfast yet," the boy said with a pout. Harry looked in Draco's direction to see his lover 'Spouse now I think,' raise one of his brows at Harry. Harry shook his head and laughed lightly. 'Hogwarts? First year? So, he was at least eleven years old now. I know nothing about him.' he thought with a little sadness.

"Fine, I'll change now. You just start eating and don't wait for me. I'll catch up to you later after I take my shower and change my clothes," Harry said as he put the boy down.

"Ewww, you didn't even have a shower yet?" the boy asked as he scrunched up his nose. Harry just laughed on his way back upstairs to their bathroom to take his shower. A few moments later Harry came back with fresh clothes on and a black robe over one arm. He strode over to Draco and held his hips before he pecked him on his lips with a quick kiss. He absentmindedly kissed his son's head on his way towards his chair. He stood behind it as he took up his toast and gulped down his coffee.

"Let's go," he said before putting the toast between his teeth to put on his robe with free hands. Draco shook his head and grabbed his son's hand as he came to stand beside him before going towards the fireplace.

"Harry, I'll go first with James. Ok," Draco said as he moved closer to the fireplace. He dug his hand into the pocket on his belt and pulled out a handful of Floo power.

"Sure," Harry said as continued to slide his arms into this coat. He watched as Draco threw the powder into the fireplace creating a green fire.

"Okay," Draco said before stepping inside with James still at his side. "DIAGON ALLEY," he shouted as they were engulfed in the heatless flame. Harry soon followed by using the floo powder that was next to the fireplace.

Upon arriving in Diagon Alley, the three of them went to Gringotts first to get some Galleons from Harry's vault. Harry insisted. Their first shopping stop was Madam Malkin's to get James his robes.

They made sure that they were the ones that would accept the color change for when he was sorted into his house. Being the son of a two different house members will cause the sorting hat some trouble, they joked as they made sure to get a size that wasn't too short. To end their visit they completed his uniform with one black pointed hat, a pair of dragon hide protective gloves, two winter cloaks and ten minutes were spent picking what style to have James' name tags written in.

For two of those minutes Harry just looked at the name that Draco had written down for the store. 'James Malfoy-Potter' Harry repeated to himself a few times before he was pulled into what color would look best. He picked the clerk's suggestion of gold on black. Not that he didn't want to take sides, but he honestly preferred it. When a lettering style and colors had been chosen, Harry didn't have a clue what they were.

They then left to search for just the right cauldron and books for James' first year classes of charms, transfiguration, history of magic, astronomy and herbology. While they were about shopping, Harry was greeted by some people who still looked up to him as 'The Savior'. They thanked Draco and Harry for the party they played in the war and congratulated their son on starting Hogwarts.

"Well, that's done," Harry said as they left Flourish and Blotts with the last book they were looking for. "But we still need to go to Ollivander's to get your wand," he add with a grin as he looked at his son. James seem nervous but nodded his head in agreement.

"Well, let's go then," Draco said before dragging Harry and their son to Ollivander's Wand Shop. When they came to the shop, Harry took a look around the shop while Draco pulled his son inside. It hadn't changed one bit from the last time he was in there for a wand for when he was getting ready to go to Hogwarts for the first time also.

"Ah, Mister Potter, isn't it? Mister Malfoy?" Mister Ollivander said as he looked between Harry and Draco in amusement as they come to his disk. "Ah, the little one. Yes, yes, the first year, first wand, I see," the old man said as he looked at James.

"Malfoy – Potter than?" the man tried lastly to get a name to call his customers by.

"That will do," Draco sneered, happy that the old man had placed his former last name first.

"Yes, a wand for my son, Mister Ollivander," Harry said with a smile as he nudged Draco in the ribs with his elbow.

"Yes, yes. He has your eyes Mister Potter," Ollivander quickly said to put himself on Harry's good side.

"You are blind indeed. He absolutely has my eyes, old man," Draco said under his breath.

"And your courage," Ollivander continued as he looked at the young boy.

Draco moan in agony, "Not another Gryffindor," he mumbled to himself as he recognized the house trait. Harry knew he would have been far more pleased for James to be a Slytherin.

"A very smart son indeed," the old man said as he continued to ignore Draco's comments.

"Geez, what did you expect? He is my son. Of course he's smart. At least he has Slytherin smartness," Draco grumbled loudly. Harry laughed and hugged Draco closer before he kissed his temple.

"Sure he does. I'll never stop thanking you for giving me such a wonderful son," Harry declared to his love. Draco grumble nonsense and tucked his face inside Harry's neck blushing at how happy that made him to hear.

"Anything for you, Love," Draco soon said with love in his voice.

"Oh you two. No lovey-dovey in public, please," their son grimaced as he half asked his parents. Ollivander stared at them with amusement in his old eyes.

"Watch your mouth, young man. If not for this lovey-dovey stuff, you wouldn't be here," Draco said as he narrowed his eyes on his son with a grin on his lips.

"PAPA!" James said in embarrassment. Harry couldn't help but laugh when Draco snorted loudly.

"Well then, your wand hand please." Ollivander said to James to get back to the business at hand. James did as he was told and held out his right hand.

"Dark wood with dragon scales, eight inches. No, no," the old man said before putting that wand and it's box back in it's place along the wall. "Better in holly with fire salamander scales, strong and fierce. Try this," he said as he placed the wand in James hand. He gave the boy and the wand one look together before taking it back. "It would be better in red wood and unicorn mane, ten inches," Ollivander said as he turned back to the wall and then walking down the wall a few feet. "It will be beautiful, but it will also be strong," he said as he made his way back to them. He placed the new wand into James' hand and looked at the boy. "Just move it up and down slightly," he told him.

As soon as James moved his hand a glow came from the tip of his wand. James stared at it in awe. "The right wand for the right man," Ollivander said with a nod and pride at once again matching up the right person with their wand. Harry paid for the wand and said goodbye to Mister Ollivander as Draco walked their boy out of the shop.

Lunch time found the three males still shopping but it provided them with a good reason to stop for a while. They sat down at a small café near the end of Diagon Alley. James was the first to see the pet shop across the street. Well, he thought he was the first.

"Daddy, can I get a pet?" he asked Harry as he continued to look into the windows of Magical Menagerie. Harry looked at his son before turning his head to see what he was looking at. He then turned towards Draco to see him shrug his shoulders before continuing to drink his tea that he had already gotten. 'Did his son have to point out to him the last store that they were looking for?'

"Of course. You can use an owl at Hogwarts for mail. We'll see what they have inside after we have finished our meal," He said as he ruffled his son's hair. James smiled and got up to hug his Dad as Draco looked on.

"Thank you, Dad," James said before taking his seat again. Soon their food arrived and he wolfed down his meal the fastest. When they all had finished eating their lunch, Harry paid the bill and they went across the street to the pet shop. When they arrived inside the shop James stepped away from his parents for a moment as he took in the sights and sounds of all the creatures around him. He then turned around to grab Harry's hand and pulled him from one isle to the next as he saw something more interesting to look at.

"How about this wonderful toad, Jammie?" Draco asked as he walked around the corner to the newest isle, that his son had dragged his Harry to, holding a purple smooth skinned toad that he attempted to give his son.

"Ewwww… suck," he said from the other side of Harry's body. Harry smiled at Draco before looking at James.

"What animal would you really like to have?" Harry asked him.

"I'd like an owl. Like Hedwig, Dad." Harry looked down at his son and grinned at his answer.

"Then lets go to owl isle," he said as he grabbed Draco's waist to steer him there.

"Why not mouse? It suits you," Draco asked James as they started walking.

"Papa, I don't like mice," he said with a small pout.

"Why not? They're cute and smart," he said from his place in front of Harry.

"I still don't like mice," his son insisted from the back of the group.

"Hmm... I'd prefer ferrets myself," Harry said as he nuzzled his spouse's neck and bit it slightly. Draco kept his mouth shut as he blushed and tried to glare at Harry at the same time. Harry laughed and kissed his lips with a playfully.

"Dad, Papa," James whined as he heard the popping sound, but he still grinned at them adoringly. Yes, they embarrassed him greatly with their affectionate displays of love in public, but he adored his parents because of them too.

After he got them to move on to the owl isle, they went through the different kinds they had until they found his owl. Gwinie, a brown and white female maned owl. Draco gave the store their address to deliver the owl to as James happily paid and requested their finest batch of owl food with a style that was all Malfoy.

When they arrived home, Draco pack the few bits of James' school supplies that they had brought home into his trunk as Harry carried their son off to the bathroom to take a bath together. After they were finished with their bath, Harry come down to the kitchen looking for something to eat. He saw Draco in front of the stove, cooking dinner as he whistled a song he didn't know. He strode forward and circled his arms around his waist. He kissed his neck as he inhaled his scent deeply. Draco sighed as he felt Harry hug him from behind. He leaned his body backwards as Harry kissed his neck again. He smiled softly as he turn his head slightly to kiss Harry on his lips.

Harry captured his lips and deepened the kiss instantly. "I Love you," he whispered into Draco's ear when the kiss ended. Draco turn around and hugged him closer.

"I Love you too. Never forget it," he said as he kissed Harry's eyes one by one. "I will always love you. No matter what."

"You talk as if we'll never see each other again," Harry said with a forced smile. His heart tightened as fear started to seep in. "I won't leave you. Ever," he said although he knew he could leave Draco at any moment. He knew because this was not his life, no matter how much he wished it was.

"I know..." Draco whispered, his body trembling slightly as he squeezed Harry. Harry felt his eyes welling up as he tightened his own hold on Draco. They pulled as they heard their son coming downstairs. Harry gathered up some dishes and set them around the table as Draco brought over what was suppose to make up their meal. Harry smiled as he saw his son enter the kitchen and sit down in one of the three chairs.

Harry walked with his son towards his room asking him questions that James called odd. Harry tucked him in with a blanket that he remembered getting from for Draco years ago. He kissed him on his forehead and told him goodnight before leaving the room and closing the door.

When he came out from his son's bedroom, Draco was waiting for him outside. He was leaning against the wall as he reached out his hand towards Harry. Harry took his hand and pulled Draco closer to his body. He kissed him softly and steered him backwards towards their bedroom never releasing their embrace or their kiss. When they were inside and managed to close the door, Harry started to pull their clothes off. Their kiss deepened and became sloppy as their hands roamed over each others body. Their bodies tangled in a harmonious but frenzied manor as they initiated and engaged in movements that had them wrapped in each others arms, relishing in each others attention and being completely impressed by the emotions and feelings that assaulted their minds and bodies.

When they were resting after their love making, Harry pulled Draco on top of his body. Draco snuggled his head in the curve of Harry's neck and placed his hand on his waist. Harry stroked Draco's back lightly as he kissed his temple. As Harry's panting turned into normal breathing again he heard Draco's breathing becoming shallower as he fell sleep. Harry pulled him just a little bit closer.

"Accio quilt," he spoke quietly to retrieve the quilt from the chair on the other side of the room to cover up their bodies. Harry closed his eyes but he dared not sleep. He was afraid that if he did go to sleep that everything would turn into nothing.

"I love you.." Harry whispered with his voice shaking as he felt a soft pull into unconsciousness. He fought it but in the end he could do nothing but give in.

When Harry awake the next morning, the sun was already high in the sky outside. He exhaled slowly as he placed a tight grip on his emotions.

Wake up sleepyhead... he heard from the voice deep in his heart. Tears started to flow down his face as his emotions escaped him. He wept hard for having lost everything he ever wanted. His heart constricted painfully as he lost his love one more time. Leaving him all alone.

Just once

Please don't take him away from me

Take me along

Just this...

This one thing I ask of you

~Fin~