Molly once told me "You remind me of my dad; he's dead. He was always happy while he was sick. But he was sad when he thought we couldn't see him. I saw him and I see you. You look sad when you think he can't see you." John. John I can see you but I know you can't. 9 months since the jump off of Bart's, 9 months of chasing Moriarty and crushing his web. 9 months without sleep, 9 months without a decent meal, 9 bloody months in this ridiculous disguise! 9 months without John. John, the caring army doctor, the one who shot a horrible insane cabbie for my life; the one who risked his life with a bomb attach, who lied in consideration towards my feelings about The Woman. John, who stayed with me till the end, even as he saw me jump, he still keeps to me like glue. John I'm coming home soon John, I just need Moran and I'll be home with you. John, my John.