Author's Note: Just a random drabble of Kyle's thoughts when he's super emo. I wrote this in 10 minutes so it's probably not good lol, but R&R please!
It's dark and I'm alone. Things are so much different without you here. I always thought the day I never had to see you again would be the happiest day of my life, but I was wrong. I was very wrong.
I never really noticed it before, but you were everything that mattered. You were the passion in my life, even though it only seemed to appear in anger. The times without you, with Stan, were great, but boring and normal. There was no feeling, not like there was with you.
After awhile I suppose I yearned for the times we'd argue and fight just for the hell of it. And now I only yearn for the next time I'll see you. You're gone and I'm not sure I'll ever see you again. I wonder how Stan and Kenny would react if they knew the truth. I wonder how you'd react if I ever told you my feelings.
I'm sorry for all those times we fought. I'm sorry I said I hated you. I lied when I said I never wanted to see you again. If I could take it back I would. I never knew how bad it would hurt your feelings. I never knew you would leave us like that. I want you to come back, but it's too late now.
When they find me it will be too late. I don't think they'll understand when they see me here, lifeless against your tombstone. It doesn't even matter. I can only hope that I can still find you where ever you are. I'll spend the rest of eternity searching for you Eric, because I'm nothing without you. We're nothing without each other.