...she had never wanted any of this...
Not for this planet. Not for her Earth.
Earth, was hers. Her own colony, her own property, her own treasure.
Pink never wanted an ending so horrible, ugly and destructive for her beautiful, beautiful, beautiful planet.
She also didn't want to hurt her gems. Her beautiful, wild, and free creations.
She didn't see her gems as mere stones-(none of the Diamonds ever did)- and she certainly did NOT treat them as toys.
They were hers.
All of them were hers.
Her sweet and rowdy Amethysts. Her loyal and quick-tempered Jaspers. Her innocent and naive Rose Quartzes.
They were all hers.
Perfect or defective, they were still hers.
And she had loved them so much- she still does!
-sososososososososos-
...but,
-MUCH-
But Pink was a Diamond.
Before her, and before them, and before Earth, she was still a Diamond.
The most powerful and flawless and greatest gem of all.
She was a diamond.
-a defective one-
And despite her size, she was still a diamond.
-a defective diamond-
She was meant for great things. She was meant for great things! To be a Leader! To lead victories to Homeworld! Spread the power, the greatness, and the perfection of a Diamond! Own and ensure success in leading her own Colony! Lead her army to squash low-lifeforms!
She was made for Greatness!
-imperfection-
So she has to prove herself that she is indeed a Diamond!
-"then act like it, PINK!"-
...so even if she didn't want any of this...
-PINK!-
A Diamond was still a Diamond.
-PINK!-
...
...but...
She had never wanted to be one, either.
She had never wanted to be born flawed.
She had never wanted to hear the whispers, the glances, and see the disappointment in their eyes.
She never asked to be so short.
She never asked to be such a disappointment.
All Pink Diamond had ever wanted was her precious gems, her humans, her Earth-
ALL SHE EVER WANTED WAS TO STOP DISAPPOINTING THE OTHERS BECAUSE WHO WANTED TO DISAPPOINT THE ONES WHO MADE YOU?!
WHO WANTED TO SEE SHAME AND DISGUST ON YOUR FELLOW DIAMONDS FOR BEING BORN W R O N G?!
WHO WANTED TO SEE THE ANNOYANCE AND PITY?! PITY FROM YOUR SUPPOSEDLY E Q U A L S ?!
WHO WANTED TO FEEL SO INSECURE, SO WRONG, SO WEAK AND SO MUCH HATE FOR HER OWN SELF?!
JUST FOR WHAT? FOR BEING BORN W R O N G?!
SHE NEVER WANTED ANY OF THIS!
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(...pink...)
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Pink tried, okay?
She tried so hard to be who she was supposed to be.
She tried so hard to please Them.
All she did was try,
And try,
And try,
And try-
(while watching her own planet, her own gems, her humans, and everything she loved slowly get h u r t e d and it h u r t e d her so B A D because she NEVER wanted any of this!-)
-again.
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Until she just couldn't take it anymore.
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Until to the point she c r a c k e d.
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...and she had no choice but to be...
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S H A T T E R E D