DISCLAIMER: I DON'T OWN PJO OR SIMPLE PLAN. EVEN THOUGH I BEGGED.
WARNING: OOCness and it's my first songfic.
Song: Perfect
Artist: Simple Plan
Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along
Percy was the child of the prophecy all along.. Not me or Bianca. I don't want to spend my whole life in hell.. Your wife hates me.. The ghosts are scared.. Though I don't have many friends, I like being above ground more.
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me
I do try. I do want to make you proud. But did you ever encourage me? No. You never did. Never a smile or a nod to say I was doing good. I just can't pretend anymore. I'm never going to be perfect
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
I'm never going to be a perfect son. You tricked me.. Trying to get Percy in exchange for what? A few words that said nothing. You kept what I wanted most from me.
I try not to think
About the pain
I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
Right after I knew you were my dad I would do anything to get your attention. Now I know you never did care.
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright
Why didn't you tell me the truth? Because you didn't want your perfect-son-in-training to think that his father is something else?
Every day I was in the Underworld I had a fight with Persephone and every other day a fight with you.
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go backI'm sorry I can't be perfect
I was hopeful. That someday you would wake up and decide you would love your son. I waited for months, hoping.
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right againPlease don't turn your backI can't believe it's hardJust to talk to youBut you don't understand
You told me to get out of your kingdom just because I slipped up and told Persephone to f*** off. That I was the worst son he'd ever had. To come back when I could apologize to her and you, to come back when I'd learned to be a perfect /son and stepson. Months later, you asked me why I hadn't come back and I walked away.
'Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and We can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
I will never be a perfect son, okay? Will you accept that?
'Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
If you don't accept my faults, I have another place to go. If I choose to, I can leave and never come back or talk to you again.
Yeah, it sucks. I wrote it in half a hour.? It's just my imagination at work. Read my two other stories! That I should update but I had to write this! PLEASE REVIEW!
Thanks,
Wolf
