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Katy


I did it. I didn't want to. I didn't want to kill my father. My dad. He loves me. All this time not knowing him but after the little but precious time i spent with him, I love him. I still taste him in my mouth. I can't do this. It's not even a full moon but I have no control.

"Nathan?" Gabriel calls my name quietly. He crouchs in front of me. Am I even sitting. I feel numb. Marcus is dead. I killed him. But I didn't or did I. If i didn't persuade him to help us, he would be alive. Its my fault. It's all my fault. He's dead because of me.

"Nathan, talk to me." I shake my head. I think I shake my head. Annalise. She did this,right? I'm going crazy. I don't know. I really don't know.

"Nathan?" Gabriel again...

My head jerks in his direction. I see him. At least he is alive. He is well and alive and beautiful. I look around. I don't even know where I am. Gabriel helps me up.

"We should get you cleaned of..."he bites his lip.

"My fathers blood," I say finishing his sentence." Marcus' blood. I'm a killer. I promised myself and Marcus that I wouldn't kill him but look at me. I'm covered in his blood and-" Gabriel pulls me into his arms. I try to get away. I have to get away. I don't. Truth is I don't want to leave. I continue talking but it's nonsense. I know it is. I can't think.

"I'm sorry, Nathan." Arran. I don't want to talk to anyone right now. After a couple of minutes I hear his footsteps. He's leaving. I don't know what to do with myself anymore.

"Sleep," Gabriel says. "You'll feel better in the morning."

So that's what I do. I fall asleep in the arms of the best friend I don't deserve.