Note: I hate this story. It sucks so very much. pouts I can't write ANYTHING. Ok im done.
I've giving up, I'm giving up slowly,
I'm blending in so you won't even know me,
Apart from this whole world that shares my fate.
Shadows along the wall
Touches of silken skin
Milky lips of passion and lust
Mixes of sweat, pain, and love
Alone in a corner,
Kissed by tears of hatred,
He cried.
Memories of a love that was not real.
A lie. Always a lie.
Giving up. I'm giving up slowly.
This one last call that you mentioned,
Is
my one last shot at redemption,
Because I know to live you must
give your life away
I wanted to give it to you.
I wanted to give you my life,
My love,
Me.
One last chance… at real life.
I've
been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I've been locked
inside that house all the while you hold the key
And I've been
dying to get out and that might be the death of me
Will you let me go?
Will you hold on?
Do you even care anymore?
Why are these questions taunting me?
Why do I care?!
No ones ever opened me up
WHY DO I CARE?!
Tears of memories
Tears of love
Tears of hatred
A single lock of white hair fell over the boy's eyes
But even in the shadows of darkness,
They pierced the night,
Blood red eyes,
Dull from pain, hate, and love.
Even though, there's no way in knowing where to go,
Promise I'm going because,
I gotta get outta here
In the darkness of the night the weapon shined dully
The guilty blade. Touched by lovers blood.
I need to leave. I have to leave.
In anyway possible.
I'm
stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake,
I gotta get
outta here
The warmth of tears caressed his cheeks as the metal dug into his torso.
Again. Again. Again. Whispers of memories. Whispers of lies. Whispers of love.
Be my escape…
is
sad and disappointed in self sorry, i know it sucks. I tried to work
on it, but it didn't really work. Oh well, watcha expect, im a sucky
writer. laters.