She plopped herself into the arm chair rubbing her temples as her mind simply wandered from place to place where could he be she thought it had been too long this time brining her current focus to the calendar on the wall sketched with a portrait of their happy family Edward's idea of course 12 months dedicated to us and he had been gone for 4.
With a small coo and a cry Bella came back to reality Renesmee was sprawled out on the floor with every toy imaginable yet her eyes were glued by the door ten tiny little fingers grazing against the wood with a look back with her bright eyes "dada" she cooed "dada" focusing back on the door plopping her body flat against the floor "dada"
How could she feel anything for herself leaning forward with a sigh forcing a smile "dada will be home soon pumpkin dada will be home soon" rising from the chair picking up her sweet angel. If she only believed these words she's been spreading the last couple weeks if only she could forget Edward her and Renesmee both.
Charlie emerged from the living room Renesmee in hand with a grin wide as the sea. "Papa papa" she clapped and sang "dinner dinner" Charlie chanted back.
Bella stood there her black dress clung tightly to her skin smoothing it over 6 months 10 days lord knows how many hours minute's seconds. His picture seemed to glow from the nightstand "she'll be one you know one years old and you won't see it because you ran off because you stopped fuck your heart of stone" her tears ran down her face as the picture laid in piece upon piece. Regaining composer she walked out the bedroom skimming past Charlie "I'll be home straight after dinner" she spoke without one look he knew her pain and he talked about it way to much placing a kiss on Renesmee 's plump cheek "love you ladybug" snuggling her close.
And that's when it all goes black the pain overcomes her body and it plays once more over and over again.