Hola! Hello! Bonjour! This is Lauren and I sequel to We Are A Dream. *If you haven't read that go check out that before reading this*

WOO! We are so excited to be workin on this right now.

There will be of course romance, drama, angst and much much more. Keep on reading this.

We own nothing except the plot and OCs listed. You may need tissues already.

It's been two and a half years since Big Time Rush's first ever concert. Kendall, James and Carlos turned nineteen in the last three months and Logan is eighteen at the moment. Everything has been going very well for the four friends including Kendall and Logan's relationship. There haven't been any bumps in their relationships only childish arguments really.

During those two and half years Vincent and Logan became close friends. Kendall didn't seem to mind it at all. James, Carlos and Kendall even became close friends with Vincent too. James and Carlos are still single and right now they are both content with that.

Kendall strolled over to the couch where Logan's laying his head on the armrest. Kendall lifts Logan's legs placing them on his thighs; Logan shifts his head placing it on Kendall's shoulder.

" How's your dad doing?" Logan asks.

" He's going fine. He's been really busy lately with work, he said that they might be promoting him." Logan smiles.

" That's great. He deserves a promotion. He's always working," Kendall chuckles lightly. Logan wraps his arms around Kendall's chest.

" Anything wrong babe?" Logan shakes his head.

" No I just want to hold you right now." Kendall smiles then plants a gentle kiss to Logan's temple.

" Hello lovebirds," James says coming out his and Carlos' shared bedroom.

" Hey James," Kendall replies.

" I'm heading out to the mall. Need anything?" Kendall and Logan both shake their heads. " Alright. You two have fun now."

" So what do you want to do today?" Kendall asks his boyfriend.

" Hmm do you want to go to the ice rink?"

" YES!" Kendall exclaims causing Logan to fall over. " Oops, sorry baby." Kendall lifts Logan into his arms. Logan just laughs.

" It's ok you're excited. It's been a while since we've been to the rink. Go get your gear while I text James and Carlos that we won't be home." Kendall nods heading into his and Logan's bedroom.

' K + I R Goin 2 the Rink b bak arond 5- L' Logan sends the text right after Kendall emerges from their room. Kendall wraps his arms around Logan's waist. They shuffle out the door and begin their walk towards the rink.

" It's a nice day to go walking don't you think?" Logan inquires.

" Lovely. What time did you tell Carlos and James we would be back?"

" I said five, is that too late?" Kendall chuckles.

" Definitely not. I want to spend time with you alone, that's all," Kendall replies.

The two reached the ice rink headed into the locker rooms. As they went into the lockers they saw that the rink was completely empty. Kendall dropped his bag onto the ground pulled out his and Logan's skates. They laced their skates on and made their way onto the ice.

Logan and Kendall glided flawlessly across the ice, making different patterns. Logan skated over to Kendall interlocking their fingers together. Kendall plants a kiss to Logan' lips. Kendall runs his tongue over Logan's bottom lip causing Logan to moan lowly. Logan slightly opens his mouth Kendall places his tongue into Logan's mouth. Tracing every inch of his warm mouth, they both emit a low moan. Logan pulls back a bit of salvia is connected against their lips.

" Let's skate together," Logan states. The two begin to skate along the ice, speeding up then slowing down. They do a small routine together just for pure enjoyment. Logan then surprised Kendall and did a triple axle and landed perfectly.

"Wow! I had no idea you could do that, less alone in a pair of hockey skates" Logan giggled. "Mom signed me up for skating lessons when I w as little...I stopped when she died" he trailed off a bit.

Kendall pulled Logan close to his body wrapping his arms tightly around him.

" Shh it's ok. You can talk about your mom if you want to."

Logan sniffles a bit, the two skate over to the edge Kendall leaning his back against it. Logan is standing in front of Kendall holding Kendall's hands.

" She died in a plane crash. She was flying on the company jet leaving London. On arrival when the plane was descending the engine blew out. The plane came crashing down into the tarmac." Logan's eyes well up and tears fall freely.

Logan is sleeping on that soon to be disastrous morning. Mr. Mitchell carefully opens his son's bedroom door and goes over to Logan.

" Logan? Son?" Logan is unresponive. " Son something happened to your mother." Mr. Mitchell says. Logan shoots up from his slumber. Logan notices his father's eyes are red and puffy from crying?

" What happened dad?" Mr. Mitchell breathes deeply.

" Her plane crashed upon landing. She died." Logan's eyes go wide.

'You have to be kidding me dad, she can't be dead," Mr. Mitchell is completely serious. " She can't be dead," Logan begins to cry. " No dad. Please she can't be dead." Logan falls into his father's chest and weeps.

Mr. Mitchell held his son and tried to hold back his own tears. He won't tell Logan the full truth, never telling his mother was actually pregnant with a little sibling. They found out the day before she left to come home. She had called him explaining and they both were going to tell Logan when she came back. He held is thirteen- year old son close and allowed to continue to weep. The next day was when Logan's life started to crash down completely

" I'm so sorry Logan," Kendall pulls Logan into his chest and cries into his chest.

" She taug- ht me everything that I- I know- ow now. She encouraged me so mu-much. I miss her so much." Logan chokes out in between sobs. Kendall tightens his grip on Logan. "Please don't leave me."

" I will never leave you Logie, never," Kendall promises. Logan pulls back from Kendall's chest, his eyes are red rimmed. His cheeks are tear stained.

Kendall held his boyfriend close an aloud him to sob into his chest.

Logan's breathing slows down and he stops sobbing. He pulls away from Kendall's chest still he's holding Kendall's hand.

" I'm always here for you Logan. Always," Kendall plants a kiss to Logan's temple.

" Thank you Kendall."

The two remain silent for a while, " let's head home." Logan states. Kendall nods the two head back into the locker room. Kendall and Logan pull off their skates and placed them into Kendall's bag. Kendall slung the bag over his shoulder and placed his arm around Logan's waist.

" Thanks Kendall, for everything." Kendall presses a kiss to Logan's temple.

" Thanks for coming." The two exit the rink, hand in hand.

Behind bushes there's the sound of evil chuckling.

IDun dun DUN! Cliff hanger!

If you didn't know, Emma Jane (BandanaGurl) and I are writing a Kenlos/Jagan called Walls We Built, could you please read that? Means a lot to us.

I wanted to cry while writing the flashback I was near tears.

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