When Teito was alone...no memory, no friends, no family...nothing...feeling hollow.
"Friendship becomes sorrow,
hope becomes longing.
Waiting is useless,
what goes never returns,
it transforms,
it charges into something painful.
Loyalty disappears,
it twists,
and eventually becomes contempt.
Dreaming is distressing,
it makes your world seem real,
but when you wake up you find reality,
and it makes you cry.
Admiration ... admiration,
after a second thought,
it becomes jealousy.
¿Hope?
¿Loyalty?
¿Friendship?
¿Admiration?
I don't think I can cope with that,
they have no meaning for me,
I've already chosen to live without them.
… emotions, I mean."