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Rating: CSI 1
Spoilers: None
Author's Notes: I felt like writing this very angsty story, seen from two different perspectives– if you like it I'll probably continue it. Please review if you feel like it!
Summary: "Don't make me close one more door, I don't wanna hurt anymore.Stay in my arms if you dare or must I imagine you there. Don't walk away from me no, don't you dare walk away from me. I have nothing, if I don't have you."
I Have Nothing Gil Grissom 1/2
Share my life; take me for what I am
Coz I'll never change all my colours for you
Take my love, I'll never ask for too much
Just all that you are and everything that you do
All he could think of was her. How everything he did, said or heard somehow brought him back to last night. When she walked out his arms through the open door and into the darkness and pouring rain, he felt his heart shatter and break into a million pieces. Thinking back he felt it break all over again.
I don't really need to look very much further
I don't want to have to go where you don't follow
I won't hold it back again, this passion inside
Can't run from myself
There's nowhere to hide
He had stood there in the foyer of his town house for what felt like hours feeling totally numb. Then he slowly reached out and closed the door. He didn't remember how he slid to the floor, all he knew was that he woke up the hardwood floor in the middle of the night reaching out for her to find that he was alone.
Well, don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Or must I imagine you there
Don't walk away from me...
I have nothing, nothing, nothing
If I don't have you, you, you, you, you, you...
Now he stood in his office. He somehow made it into work. A tiny part of his heart hoping it was not to late to apologize. He had to get her back, the thought of him ruining the best thing that ever happened to him made it hard to breathe.
You see through, right to the heart of me
You break down my walls with the strength of your love mmmmm...
I never knew love like I've known it with you
Will a memory survive, one I can hold on to
Then he heard her voice. It was subtle and the lively vibrant signature laugh was nowhere to be heard.
"I'm fine" he heard her snap at someone and then a softer:
"Just had a rough night".
He rose from his chair and walked towards the door. He wanted to run to the hallway and pull her into his arms but he knew he had to keep his distance. She had the upper hand in this now all he could hope for was that she could somehow find it in her heart to give him a second chance.
I don't really need to look very much further
I don't want to have to go where you don't follow
I won't hold it back again, this passion inside
I can't run from myself
There's nowhere to hide
Your love I'll remember, forever
He held his breath as he heard her approaching. And his heart almost stopped beating when he heard her pass his office door. It was over, they were over and he was over. He sat down on the couch and put his head in his hands but pulled back and stared at his hands. He reached up and was surprised when he felt his cheeks were wet from the tears he hadn't realized were falling.
Don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Or must I imagine you there
Don't walk away from me...
I have nothing, nothing, nothing...
Suddenly he stood up and walked to the door, he tore it open. He had to find her and convince her it was all a big fat mistake. He needed her, no, loved her too much to go on without her. He saw how Nick and Warrick looked up to recognize him as he brushed past them so fast he didn't register the shock on their faces from seeing him cry.
He reached the locker room. The door was closed but he could hear her sobbing quietly behind it. He took a deep breath and reached for the doorknob. The door opened and blue met crystal blue as their eyes locked.
"Would it matter if I told you I loved you?"
Well, don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Or must I imagine you there
Don't walk away from me no...
Don't walk away from me
Don't you dare walk away from me
I have nothing, nothing, nothing
If I don't have you, you
Ooohhh,ooooh
if I don't have you,oohh...