AN: This was just gonna be a one shot, but since I put that Sara was gonna be in Vancouver for five days I might just write a few more smutty/fluffy chapters about their couple of days together, just for some practice. But only if you guys are interested. I've never really written anything before so reviews/helpful criticism/advice would be very much appreciated. So uh enjoy :)
Sara POV
Last nights phone conversation with Tegan races through my mind once again as I step off my plane at the Vancouver Airport. I wasn't trying to hurt her, it was just an idea, a mere suggestion. It's just that we've been "single" for almost two years now. People are starting to wonder what's going on. She didn't even let me finish explaining. I need to fix this. I need to get her back.
Tegan POV
My eyes open stiffly and uncomfortably as the sun shines into my bedroom window. I rub them with the backs of my hands to dislodge the dried up tears from my lashes and the corner of my eyes. As I wonder why I would have cried in my sleep, last nights events come flooding back to me. It's more than a flood. It's as if she parted the sea like Moses, then told me to start walking and that I'd be safe, only to let the weight of the entire ocean come crashing down on me while I was still only halfway across. While our conversation from last night replays itself in my mind, a new batch of tears comes streaming from behind my eyes. I stifle my sobs into a pillow and curl myself into the tightest ball I can manage. How could she even say that to me? Is it because she's already started seeing someone? Did she just want to let me down slowly? I don't understand. My thought process is interrupted by a knock at the door. Please don't be mom. How would I even explain the state I'm in. The person knocks again, but harder and more urgent. I get up without even looking in the mirror and head towards the door.
"I'm coming!"
Sara POV
I get out of the cab I took to Tegan's apartment building and grab the flowers I bought for her on the way over. I'm not even halfway to her door when I start to hear someone sobbing. Is that her? Did I really hurt her that bad? As I stand outside her apartment it's made very clear that it is, in fact, Tegan sobbing loudly on the other side. I take a deep breath and knock three times. Her sobs cut off, but I don't hear her footsteps coming to the door. I knock again, this time with more force.
"I'm coming!"
A second later she's opening the door. She looks awful. Her hair is pointing in every which way and mated to her head with sweat, her eyes and nose are puffy and red from crying, and she's wearing tight briefs and a stained white T-shirt. Even through all this I just see Tegan. My wonderful, beautiful, amazing girlfriend. My Tegan. I'm the reason she looks like this. I'm the reason she stayed up crying all night. I need to fix this.
I step forward but she flinched and took a step back before looking at the ground. I feel a small fissure weave its way into the confines of my heart as tears come to both of our eyes
"What're you doing here Sara." She says it to the ground. She won't even look at me.
"Baby, please just let me in. We need to talk. This isn't what you think."
She stands there thinking and for a moment I think she actually might not let me in. She finally looks me in the eye, and I swear I've never seen someone look so broken before. I did this to her. I hate myself knowing I'm the cause of pain behind her eyes.
"Fine."
Oh thank god.
She turns and walks to the couch, sitting down. I close the door and set the flowers down on the coffee table before sitting down.
"Listen, Teg-
"No, Sara. If you're gonna break up with me just get it over with. I don't want some long sad story about why it won't work out and how you're seeing someone else. Just say it and leave."
More tears come to her eyes as my mind goes crazy. She thinks I want to break up with her because I'm cheating on her? What? How did things even get this messy from a two-minute conversation she didn't even let me finish?!
Tegan POV
Sara doesn't say anything so I take a chance and look up from the stain on my carpet that had held my gaze. Her eyes are wide, brows creased. Her face is hard to read but it looks like a mixture of sadness, guilt and confusion. She turns her body towards me and puts both her hands on my shoulders as tears fall from her eyes. I resist the urge to pull away and look down again, instead I hold her gaze. What's going on in her head. Isn't that why she came here? To break up with me and tell me she's been seeing someone else? She moves one of her hands to my cheek and I automatically nuzzled my face into the palm of her hand.
"Tegan..."
She whispers it so softly with so much sadness and care laced in her voice that I'm beginning to think I read the situation wrong.
"... I would never, never, do anything to hurt you baby. You have to believe that. I was just thinking maybe we could tell mom and dad that we've gone on a couple dates with some people. You know, got back on the dating scene just to get them off our backs. But you wouldn't let me finish Tee. As soon as you hung up on me crying hysterically last night I booked a flight to Vancouver to come see you. I knew I had to make sure you were okay. If you think it's a bad idea then fine, it was just a suggestion, we don't have to do it. Just listen to what I have to say next time. Please?"
By the time she's done I'm crying even more. She wasn't saying she wanted to see other people, she was saying we should lie to mom and dad about seeing people. Goddamn it. Why do I always have to overreact before I know the whole story? Now I just feel like a shitty girlfriend.
"I..I'm so sorry Sara. I should have listened. I can't believe you come all the way over here to check on me. God, you're such a good girlfriend. I don't deserve you."
She smiles at me and pulls me into her arms
"It's okay baby, It wasn't all your fault, I should have brought it up in a better way. But I think I know how you could make it up to me."
She stands up and bites her bottom lip while taking my hand and leading me to the bedroom.
Maybe we should fight more often...
Sara POV
I lead Tegan to her bedroom and turn around to face her. I put my arms around her waist and pulls our bodies closer as she puts her arms around my neck. I lean my forehead against hers, and give her adorable little button nose a peck.
"I love you Tee"
"I love you too Sar"
I see the edges of her mouth turn up and I lean in for a gentle kiss. We've been on break between tours and I haven't been able to touch her body in a whole month. Half of me wants to take it slowly and savor it, and the other half wants to throw her on the bed and fuck her brains out. I don't go back to Montreal for another five days, so I'm sure I'll have plenty of time for that later. I deepen the kiss and we open our mouths for each other at the same time. Twins. Tegan lets a small whimper escape from her mouth and into mine, sending a kick straight to my clit as we slowly roll our tongues together and explore each others mouths. I back us up until my knees hit the edge of the bed and sit down while Tegan straddles my waist. I make my way up her thighs to her torso with my hands before backtracking to the hem of her shirt and reluctantly breaking our kiss to pull it up and over her head, as she does the same with mine. Lucky for me, she's not wearing a bra. I can't help but let my eyes linger on her toned abs, up to her delicious breasts and perfect nipples. I look into her eyes, hooded with lust, and I'm sure I wear a similar expression, as I start to lose my resolve for taking it slow. I hold her against me as I roll us over so she's laying flat on her back with my thigh situated between her legs.
Tegan POV
I let out a loud moan as Sara flips me over and thrusts her thigh into my throbbing core. I immediately grip on to her tight ass to help pull her into me as she attacks my neck with her soft mouth, sucking and biting her way to my breasts. One hand massages me and the other is situated so her forearm is holding her up. I move one hand from her ass to her bra clasp and let her chest fall free, gently swaying in time with the slow thrusts of her hips. She moves to put both her thighs between mine, and I take opportunity to unbutton her pants and pull them halfway down her thighs, letting her do the rest while I take off my own boxers. She spreads my legs and stares at my dripping wet cunt and licks her lips, rubbing my thighs up and down while I shake with anticipation. She stares into my eyes as she takes her middle finger and slowly runs it through the length of my slick pussy, then pushing no more than an inch of her finger in my tight hole. I moan out, frustrated with her teasing
"Ohh fuck, Sara please."
She leans forward, laying between my legs again with her finger still teasing my cunt. Pushing it in all the way now, but still pumping into me painfully slow. She moves her mouth next me my ear and whispers,
"Please what Tegan? Tell me what you want me to do to you."
I bite my lip and grind my hips into her finger, gaining friction to my aching clit and let out a loud moan.
"I want you to fuck me. Please."
"You can do better than that."
Frustrated, I grab onto the hair on the back of head and pull, exposing her neck veins and pushing my mouth against her ear and whispering through gritted teeth,
"I want you to stretch out your big sisters tight cunt until my neighbors know your name, and my cum's dripping down your fingers and ruining my fucking sheets. Now please, fuck me, before I do it myself."
"That's better."
Without warning she shoves three fingers into my pussy, using her whole body to propel her fingers that much deeper and harder into me. Our bodies slip and slide against each others, slick with sweat. Clapping rings off the walls, mixing with our moans of pleasure every time our hips collide. I wrap my legs around her waist digging my heels into her back, trying not to scream to loud but failing miserably.
"Mm yeah. Ohh fuck Sara right there. Don't. Stop."
I already feel my orgasm approaching as she thrusts even harder and faster, rubbing my clit with the palm of her hand. My left hand is still knotted in her hair while my right is scratching mercilessly at her back, drawing blood I'm sure. Sara starts to moan almost as load as me now, gaining friction from the back of her own hand. The sounds of her moans is almost enough to make me cum right then and there.
"I...I'm gonna c..cum. Come with me Sara...Ohhh yeah Sara fuck!"
"Mmm Tegan!"
My toes curl and I cling to her body for dear life as I'm thrown over the edge, letting the waves of my orgasm wash over me, as Sara still pumps in and out of me slowly letting me ride out my high. Both our bodies go limp and I grab the sides of her face and smash our mouths together. Our tongues mingle with each other until we're to tired to do even that. Sara rolls off of me and I rest my head on her sweaty chest while she plays with my hair until we fall asleep.