Have you ever imagined…. what will be if Bella had died when James first attacked?

This is my first story read it. If you like it tell me. there would be some twists. Dont be angry anything can happen. Please don't be harsh.

Edward P.O.V

I just keep thinking. How did I let this happened? If only I had been 5 minutes earlier, Bella would be alive. This is all my fault. I feel a hole in my chest like something is sucking my life. I fell so empty. Lifeless. I couldnt believe it, how could this happen?

I just keep thinking when I heard Jasper thoughts.

"Poor Edward. How can I help him? He just feels so miserable. His feelings are killing me."

Then I remembered. Jasper. He is feeling what I am feeling, he doesn't need these. He doesn't deserve these. He won't be another person suffering because of me. I need to go away. I need to leave Forks. I have to run away. I have to try and put these memories behind me.

I finally left my room after many days there, and I went downstairs. I saw Alice. In a less than a second she was in front of me. Hugging me.

"I am so sorry, Edward." She said.

With all my vision power and I couldn't see these. These! How could I have miss it, and now look at Edward.

I just stayed silent. I walk to the living room and I sat on the couch. Emmet, Rosalie, and Jasper all looking at me with comforting faces, but nothing could comfort me.

Then I doubt it. Does living my family was the right thing? Alice interrupted my thoughts.

"Edward, I know what you are planning." She said. "Please, don't do it. Don't leave!"

For the first time I talked.

"Alice, I can't be here. This is just so painful. This house. This town. Here were Bella once was. Her smile, the beat of her heart, all gone forever. She would have been fine without me." I said to Alice crying… tearless.

Edward I understand what you are feeling, but you can't leave us.

"Don't you understand?! Jasper cant stand my emotions. I cant even stand them myself. I don't know who I am. My life is over. She was my life. I die when she die." I said.

Then Carslisle and Esme intervened. Esme was hugging me, while Carslisle spoke.

"Son, we love you. And we will let you do, what you think is best."

"But…." Alice said.

"No Alice." Carslisle interrupt her before finishing. "He needs time."

"Thank you. I do need time. I need to think. To be alone for a while." I said.

Alice was sad. Everybody was sad. I heard their thoughts. We will miss you. Please come back.

"I will be back. I promise." I said.

I started running very fast, super fast and I was thinking. Remembering. Remembering her. Her smell, her heart, her words. Everything… all gone.

I keep running and without even noticing I had left Forks behind me.

ALICE P.O.V

Everything happened so quickly that day. She escaped from the airport. We found it out. We follow her. But we were too late. When we arrived James and her body were gone.

But he left a tape behind. We could see him dropping Bella all over the dance studio, like if she was a simple doll. Bella stop screaming and the camera shut down. She was dead. He wouldn't let her live. Now Edward is just so broken. We haven't seen him since the tragedy. After the accident he just run away. He hasn't left his room in over a week.

We were in the living room Jasper, Rosalie, Emmet, and I. Carslisle and Esme were on the kitchen.

"Alice." Jasper said. "We have to do something to help him. You cant imagine what he is feeling. The guilt. Just won't go away."

I do imagine. Imagine if it wasn't Bella if it would have Jasper. I would rather be dead. But I couldn't agree more. We have to do something. Then Emmet spoke. "I hate seeing him like these."

"I know. I feel so useless." Rosalie answered.

Everybody was quiet for a moment. That's when I saw it. He was leaving. Planning on leaving. Why would he do that?!

Then I saw him coming down the stairs. I ran. I hugged him, but he just didn't speak.

"I am so sorry, Edward." I said

He didn't answer. He just stays there looking at us like a statue. But his face was full of pain. He sat on the couch. Everybody looked at him. Trying to comfort him, but he was uncomfortable.

Then I said. "Edward I know what you are planning. Please don't do it. Please don't leave."

For the first time he spoke.

"Alice I cant be here. These is just so painful. This house. This town. Here were Bella once was. Her smile, the beat of her heart. All gone forever. She would have lived perfectly fine without me." He said

I could see his pain. It was horrible. I thought. Edward I understand what you are feeling, but you cant leave us.

"Don't you understand?! Jasper cant stand my emotions. I cant even stand them myself. I don't know who I am. My life is over. She was my life. I die when she die." He screamed.

Then I saw Esme hugging him. And Carslisle intervened. I wish he hadn't.

"Son, we love you. And we will let you do, what you think is best." I looked at Carslisle. Why in the world has he said that?!

"But.." I was about to start yelling at him, but he interrupt me.

"No Alice. He needs time." He has said.

I was angry, but it didn't compare to the sadness I felt. My brother was leaving. Edward was leaving.

"Thank you. I do need time. I need to think. To be alone." Edward said.

I was so sad. I will miss you. That's when he answered "I'll be back. I promise."

In less than a minute Jasper was there with me. And we all saw our brother leave Forks.