I tossed the pillow at his face. He was asleep. What the hell happened to the allnighter he promised?

"HOLDEN!" I yelled.

He jumped like a five year old sissy.

I was on my bed, laughing my face off.

"Aria, that's not very nice." He just smiled at me. He had odd white teeth. In fact, they were the whitest teeth I've ever seen.

I was just starting at him. I was perplexed in my thought. Why would I care so much about those pearly whites?

"You okay, Aria?" He started to stand up.

"Just pissed. YOU FELL ASLEEP!" I threw my hands up.

He chuckled. "Well I'm sorry." He came closer and closer to my bed.

"Well you broke allnighter oath. Therefore, I'm going to bed." I started to pull my quilts over my petite body.

"Ar..Don't." He stood up, hopped into my decent sized bed and tickled me.

"I swear to God Holden, if you don't stop, I will murder you." I said while laughing my face off.

That was when it hit me.

I could never be this way with Ezra.

I always had to be professional.

Nothing like the teenager I am.

Holden, I could just be me.

Laugh, spend every moment together. An not get arrested or my parents hating him.

Am I really thinking this?

This doesn't sound like me.

I mean Holden just came back.

Back into my life.

Back into my heart.

Okay so I admit that when we were younger we both had a little crush on each other.

But no big deal, right?

I must have had my 'serious' look on my face cause Holden started staring at me funny.

"You alright there, shorty?"

I snarled. I hated be so short.

"Hey, I'm sorry. I forgot how sensitive you were about your height."

"Its fine." I looked down.

"Are you okay?"

Am I okay?

I am not okay Holden.

My boyfriend just left town.

My brother is crazy.

I was almost killed several times this past year.

"Of course I am." I looked down once more.

That's when he took my hand.

He looked straight into my eyes.

"What's the matter, Aria?"

And that's when I knew I was in love with my best friend.