Prologue
I stood at the base of the empire state building, staring up at the top, not knowing when I'd ever see its majesty again. I would miss the city, the sky, everything. My mother reached out, and pulled me back into the crowed, rushing me into the subways.
"Charlisse Mackenzie!" she used my 'trouble' name. "We have to go, they're waiting for you."
Looking up at her, I pouted, knowing she'd never liked it when I pouted. "When will I get to come home?" I asked.
She ignored my question.
"Mommy, I don't wanna go, I wanna stay here with you." I clutched to her legs and she bent down to my level.
"Your special, honey; too special for me. You deserve to be in a place where all the special little girls and boys go. They told me you'll meet other kids like you. They said you'll get lots of friends." Her voice cracked, like it always did when she lied.
"No! I want Daddy! Where's Daddy?!"
"Daddy's not here! Daddy can't handle you, so he left! You get it? He didn't want us! He didn't want you!" she yelled. Her eyes were starting to fill with tears.
I began to cry and she sobbed and hugged me too her chest.
"I'm sorry, Love. I'm so sorry. There's no other way. It just wasn't supposed to be this way." Her watch started beeping and she straightened up and took my hand. "Alright Charlisse, it's time to go."
After wipping my nose on my sleeve, I turned my head to see the tall buildings and sky one last time before she pulled me into the darkness.
That was 23 years ago. Her special little girl is all grown up, and angry as Hell. I hope she won't mind if I drop by for a visit….