Okay, sorry, this is really really short and really really crappy, sorry.
-Mari
We used to be closer than this,
We used to be closer than this
Dan felt Phil's soft lips on his neck and he tried so hard not to pull away, as his neck was his weak spot.
"Phil, stop it", he said laughing and turned around to meet Phil's blue eyes staring at his chocolate brown eyes. Phil pressed his lips on Dan's and they fell into a paradise, both losting reality and finding a new balanced place in their minds. But after a while Phil pulled away and stared at Dan in the eyes. Phil just smiled quietly, like that was what he wanted to do for the rest of his life, stare at Dan's beautiful brown eyes. "Phil, why are you so quiet?" Dan asked and stared back at Phil's eyes.
"Shh", Phil said and put his finger on Dan's lips to make him quiet. "You're beautiful", he said then and moved his hand on Dan's cheek. "I love your eyes, and your curly hobbit hair", he continued and moved his hand slowly to Dan's hair. Dan blushed and was about to say something about his hate towards his own hobbit hair, but Phil placed his finger on Dan's lips, again. "No, Dan, shh", he said and moved his hand back to Dan's hair. He stroked Dan's beautiful brown hair for a while before he moved his hand down Dan's back, making him shiver under his hand. "I love it how my touch makes you shiver", Phil continued still staring at Dan in the eyes. Dan smiled at Phil, still staring back at him. "And I love you laugh", Phil said an placed his lips back on Dan's and kissed him passionetly, but he pulled away quickly. "I love how I can make you laugh, but at the same time, I can make you feel lost 'cause you can't have me all the time and always, I love it when you are looking confused, 'cause you don't understand, I love it how I make you feel the way you do, I love it how you can't resist me, I love you, even though were not together", Phil said, but Dan didn't understand. And he didn't have the time to think about what Phil said, before they were kissing again.
Dan forgot those words easily and quickly, but Phil remembered them, and he made Dan remember them too, 'cause those were the words he put in his last letter to Dan. 'Cause after that, he was gone. Dan didn't know where he went, who he was with, but he knew he was gone. And he missed him. A lot. Even though Phil left Dan broken, missing, feeling worthless, he didn't hate him. Not when he still loved him, way too much.
We used to get closer than this,
Is it something you miss?