Love can be a harsh emotion when it's wrong and can't be shown. It drives you to drastic things, and other emotions if not let out. I know from experience. I know because it's happening to me. As much as i don't want to feel this way there's nothing that I can do to stop it. With no one to tell and to not be able to show her how much I love truly love her as more then my sister there is nothing I can do. Yes that right my sister Alex Russo is the one that I have these feelings for. Because of these feelings I find myself in the same situation every night. Waiting for the wee hours of the morning, sneaking into my sister's room to see her beautiful face and then out on the terrace defying the odds by sitting on the other side of the safety barrier. For years this has been my routine. For years I've had to be quiet about my feelings about her while at the same time they grow and grow as she became more and more beautiful. This routine of mine has driven me insane and to the point that I can't be around you anymore Alex without it causing me more pain. So in these last words I tell you goodbye and that I Justin Russo, your brother, will forever and always love you with the deepest depths of my soul.

With that Justin sighed the letter and folded it in three parts. Looking at the clock beside him he notices the time. 2:37 am. An hour had past since he had started writing his final words to his family and more importantly his sister.

With a small pain filled smile Justin proceed to go about his nightly routine for the last time. Taking the note and slowly making his way fromt his bedroom to that of his little sister's.

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Alex was have a hard night. First she couldn't sleep because she was feeling exhausted from the day before and now she just wasn't tired anymore. Looking over at the small clock she had of the night stand next to her bed she noticed the time was getting late, showing it was 2:39 in the morning. Alex sat up in her bed for what seemed like the thousandth time that night and signed.

Before long Alex noticed her door starting to slowly creak open. To keep up that she was sleeping like she should have been at this hour. Alex lied down and started looking towards the door with half opened eyes, trying to see who would be walking into her room at this hour.

After seeing who it was Alex started wondering why her older brother was sneaking into her room. Suppressing the urge to get up and ask him what he was doing she let him go about what he was doing.

Watching him with semi opened eyes, she watched him walk over to her desk , grab the chair under it and starting sitting there. As time past Alex tossed and turned but kept pretending to sleep while continued to keep an eye on her brother, she kept on trying to figure out why her brother was just sitting there looking at her. Hours seemed to have past by before Justin moved again.

When Justin finally started moving again he stood up and took out a folded piece of paper from his pocket and went to go place it on Alex's night and left.

Alex sat up and looked at the neatly folded paper, she looked and for what seemed like a few minutes before she finally reached for it. Upon giving the the letter a quick read and gasped. Throwing the blankets off her she took off running towards the front of their home. Noticing the door to the terrace opened she bolted her way through the door and stop at the sight.

Before her was her brother standing past the safety rail getting ready to end his life by a single jump. Hearing him sigh and watching his start to inch closer to the edge, Alex jumped forward Yelling his name "JUSTIN!" Startled by hearing his name yelled at him he jumps back and grabs onto the railing, while trying to get what had just happened he felt two around wrapped around him from behind and started hearing loud sobs. He instantly knew who those sobs belongs too, and it broke his heart. "Please don't. Do you think that ending your life will make things better? Have you ever thought about what would do to mom or dad? Or to Max? Me? You would go kill yourself to make the pain go away but you never asked for help! Well I won't let you! I'm not letting you go until you you swear that you will come back into the house. You come inside and we talk this through. You understand?!"

Justin could do nothing. It was either agree and go with his sister or try to jump again and risk bringing his sister down with. The decision was an easy one to make, he nodded his agreal and slowly started to turn himself around until he was facing her. Stopping to look deep into her eyes all he could see was the fear, and betrayal. It was of that look Justin came to realise just what he had done. Done to her, what he could have done to his family, and that broke him. Taking his hands off the railing Justin reached over it and wrapped his younger sibling in a tight hug as tears started coming from the corner of his eyes.

Alex could only make out two words through her older brothers hard sobs. Two words that repeated over and over. I'm sorry...

A/N - hey guys i know its been awhile since I've updated any of my stories but I'm finally starting to get my life back on track now that I've caught back up to everything. I will be starting to continue the Fallen angel Naru story as well as this one. I would like to hear about what everyone thinks about this story no FLAMERS please constructive criticism greatly appreciated. R&R thanks guys Nikki out.