Never will I love anyone like I loved you, and love you still. Why did all that happened have to happen? Sometimes I wish i could just leave everything and go to you. Go to you and tell you how much I really care. All the things i never said.
Sometimes I think back on all the brief but wonderful times of joy we had together. Do you remember when we rode that huge Ferris wheel, just you and I? You made me feel confident enough to talk about things I hadn't talked to anyone about before. Not anyone! Or that time when we ended up acting out that play in the amusement park. I still beat my self up for not having the courage to kiss you back then. Had I known then how things would turn out, I would have held you, kissed you and never let go. Words can not describe the sorrow i feel. I was stabbed in the heart, and sorrow twisted the knife so that the wound would never heal. Boys don't cry, or so they say. But I want to cry. I want to cry every second of every minute of every hour.
I was so stupid. Why? Why didn't I just tell you? And now... Now it's too late. Nothing means anything anymore. Life is the punishment I have to suffer. How I wanted you to know how your smile always made me believe anything was possible. You were always there for me when i was down. Your smile always made things better. If I could only see you smile at me again... I would give up anything just to hear your voice, see your face, touch your skin.
I love you.... I love you, and I will meet you again. And when I do, I will never let you go. Never!
Rest in peace Aerith Gainsborough. You will be with me, in my heart, until i leave this world to meet you in the next.
Cloud Strife.