Something's just don't have a happy ending…
. : MUST LISTEN TO SAY BY JOHN MAYER : .
(Alice's point of view)
I dread the day that I was to tell my faithful husband the news. Carlisle had tears in his eyes as he watched me walk out of the clinic. I quickly climbed into my car and reversed out of the drive. I had never seen my father like that. He was always strong. No matter what happened. Before I knew it I was on my way home.
Shadows in my head were saying I deserved this but I kept my head on and fought back. My hands shook violently as I drove home. The words my father said spinning around my head like a fog that distracted me from everything. I knew there was something wrong the day I dropped the knife in the kitchen.
Jasper wasn't home and I got extremely dizzy. The knife I had been holding slipped and landed with a clatter on the floor. I stumbled off into the lounge room. I sat for awhile think it was just a one time thing. Soon enough it had disappeared and I was okay again. I picked up the knife and proceeded in chopping the onions. I didn't tell Jasper of that day because I didn't want to worry him.
A sob shook my body as I reached the house. I saw Jaspers car in the drive. My hand flew to my face brushing away the few tears that were there. I quickly got out of the car and proceeded to walk to the front door. I got my keys out my hands shaking and I managed to get the key in the lock and turn. I stumbled through the door. Jasper came around the corner smiling. It immediately dropped and he rushed to me. I looked at him, my eyes pleading for him to understand. My knees buckled unable to hold my weight and Jasper caught me. he quickly carried me over to the couch and placed me down gently.
"Alice" he breathed
Tears spilt easily now. They were coming and coming. I sobbed into his shirt, breathing him in for the last time. I knew it was time, for the truth and to say goodbye.
"Jasper" I pleaded
His eyes searched my face, probably looking for some kind of humour but he found none.
"what is it Alice?" Jasper demanded his voice shaking.
"my heart…its…dyeing" I stuttered
I knew he realised what I was talking about. His mouth opened and shut looking for something to say but really there was nothing. I smiled sadly as I placed a hand on his cheek. His hand covered mine and he let out a heart felt sob. He clasped my other hand in his and he looked at me longingly. My eyes were getting extremely heavy. I knew it was time, my time.
My eyes dipped and Jasper cried.
"Alice, NO look at me Alice! Stay with me please my love just stay" he pleaded
I opened my eyes fighting the drowsiness.
"what happened to our happily ever after Alice?" Jasper whispered.
"I'm so sorry my love" I said quietly.
Jasper looked completely hopeless.
"I love you" I said smiling
My eyes closed and the last thing I heard before drifting into the never ending sleep was…
"I love you my Alice…"