Dear diary

I don't know how it happened all I know is that one moment were talking about how we have really lost Stephen and then the next I'm waking up naked in bed with damon. I have never been the kind of person to just jump in bed with someone. There are no excuses. I know that. But I also know that I need to stop hiding how I feel. I think I need to take a week to myself. Figure things out.

Closing my diary I sighed then grabbed a duffle bag stuffed it with close and necessities to last a week. Grabbed my phone then ran down stairs and out the door. Getting to my car I threw my duffle bag in then jumped in my self.

As I sped down the road I tried to gather my thoughts. It has been a month since I talked to damon. I have been purposely avoiding him. Not because I regret what we did but because I was so confused with my thoughts. That's why I was taking this mini trip. To gather my thoughts and feelings. And I knew exactly where I was going. Georgia.

After a good nine hour drive I arrived at a nice hotel. After checking in went up to my room

"405." I kept murmuring to myself looking at the doors. "Aha!" Putting my key in the slot I opened up the door. It was a nice room with a queen bed with a night stand bathroom and tv. I nearly got to put my stuff down when my phone started ringing.

Damon. I thought to my self. I was surprised it took this long for him to call me.

"Hello?" I squeaked

"Where the hell are you?" His voice demanded. Well so much for hiding out.

"I'm taking a time out." I joked hopping that it would calm him down but I knew my attempts were not going to work.

"You haven't spoken to me in a month the. In the middle of the night you disappear!? Why? Where did you go?" He was firing questions over and over again. I knew I could say anything and he would never relax.

So much for a week of thinking and relaxing. "I'll be home in Three days." I sighed in the phone

"Two days." He stated back.

"Fine two days ill be home and we will talk then. I promise" I hurriedly hug up before he could say anything back.I fell back onto my bed and sighed. I'm so screwed. Was my last thought before I fell asleep.

AN:

I have such big planes for this story. It's my first one. So please review review review:)