So here it is guys. Hope you all enjoy it. I will do my best to update as much as I can. But I am literally writing this on my phone while I am at work so bear with me.
I am going to try to stick to a similar story line from season 1 and a bit of season 2 and then it will differ and branch out it's own way.
I own nothing but Pamela and the shit head Jason for now. =)
Pamela woke up at the sound of her pre-paid ringing at 3am.
For a brief second she panicked, that phone hasn't rung in almost 10 years.
"Hello?"
"Hi baby"
"Gemma what happened?"
"It's Jax baby, he needs you. Wendy overdosed and Abel might not make it"
Pamela, glances at the man sound asleep next to her before she replies back.
"Okay, I'll be there in a few hours"
Midnight; it's midnight in Charming. The place she called home many many years ago. Pamela breifly wonders why Jax didn't call her, but she then shakes those thoughts out her head because she knows the answer to that. He doesn't want to worry her.
She gets out of bed and looks out her Brooklyn apartment window and out towards the Manhattan skyline and tries to figure out if she should wake up Jason to let him know she has to take an unexpected trip to Califorina and that she doesn't know how long she will be gone for.
Then she thinks about work. She mentally checks off clients and the interns helping her out on the cases she is working and decides that it's do-able, to leave for a few weeks at most.
She turns back towards the bed and places a kiss above Jason's head to wake him up.
"Mhhm"
"Babe, I need to head to California, my brother needs me"
At that Jason wakes up and replies:
"Huh? You need to go to Cali? Now? What happened?"
"Jax's son is hospitalized, his mother overdosed and Gemma is not sure he will make it"
Jason stares at Pamela in the dark, he has never met her family back in Charming, well her adopted family. Both her parents died, first her mother giving birth to her, in which her dad Edward, formed a unusual friendship with the Son's and with help from Gemma and Clay raised Pamela.
Edward was a rich hot shot judge in Charming, he had money and power, but what he lacked in was how to raise a baby girl. And there is how by purely accident Edward Rojas meets Gemma Teller.
A once judgemental and high horsed man, was humbled down when the wife of the notorious MC's presidents, took his daughter under her wing and did everything a mother would for her own child with his. There is when he forever became in debt to Gemma Teller and the Son's.
"I'll go with you" said Jason
Pamela looked at him with a questioning expression, a few months back she caught him looking at engagement rings, maybe this is it she wondered.
"Okay then, I'll pack"
Back in Charming.
Jax Teller could count the number of times he has cried in his life with one hand. When his father died, when Thomas died, when Tara left and today.
The feeling of helplessness was something he wasn't a custom too. And learning from his ex that the odds of his son were not in favor was one of the worst moments in his life.
Sitting on top of the roof at the club house he wondered about his sister. The one person who knew him in out, and who he wished where right here with him.
Inside the club house was another Son; Juice layed in bed with a red head croweater and couldn't help but to think about Jax and his misfortune, he overheard Gemma tell Chibs earlier that she had no choice but to call Jax's sister from New York, and he too couldn't help but wonder if this girl can turn this bad situation around.
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Pamela pays no attention to Jason as he yaps about his clients and work, she nods occasionally and smiles out of politeness but her head is no where in the current conversation.
20%, that's what Gemma says the doctor gives Abel, and it's being optimistic. Today they try to fix his belly, if he pulls through then it's his heart.
She drives well above the speed limit, Jason not even noticing; she wants to reach town soon to drop off the stuff and Jason so she can make her away down to St. Thomas. The minute she she reaches the doors of the only hotel in Charming she gets out opening the trunk for the luggage to be taken.
She turns towards Jason and tells him.
"I am heading to the hospital now, Able is in surgery and should be out soon, I want to be there when he makes it"
"Umm we just got here after a 6 hour flight babe. Maybe we should shower, take a nap and have some nice dinner and go tomorrow. Then you'll know for sure if he made it or not."
All she can do is stare, and for the first time in the 4 years she has been with Jason she tries hard to recall if he has always been this stupid. Not to mention selfish.
Not wanting to have to explain why she should go, she walks away and drives off in the rental. The amount of memories, the nostalgia, the hurt she currently felt trumped whatever petty comeback she was going to retort back to him. It wasn't his fault her past was essentially unknown to him.
This was all private to her, tucked in the back of her mind. All the wonderful beautiful chaos that the SOA and Charming can only bring.
She reached St. Thomas parking lot and she sprinted inside heading to the sugary ward. As soon as the elevator doors open she saw her.
"Oh baby you made it. You should have called to have someone escort you from the airport"
Pamela smiled, "please if you send me whatever prospect was around I would have probably left him eating dust regardless, not to mentioned having to explain to Jason why I have an escort in a cut and driving a Harley"
"Maybe you should've told suits about your family to begin with and you wouldn't need to be having that conversation"
Pamela grimaced at Gemma's honesty but she had it coming to her.
"Has anyone come to give an update?"
"No baby, none yet. But I may have missed telling you something you know it just slipped my mind, I was go..."
"Gemma"
"Tara is back, actually she is more than back. She is operating on his belly as we speak"
Pamela was left speechless. That's twice in one damn day that she's left standing there with her mouth open.
But before she can even reply the elevator doors open and in walks her brother, along with a man that makes Pamela do a double take.
He was kissed lightly by the sun, with a muscular built and two tribal lighting tattoos etched beautifully on his head, and soft kind brown eyes. But it was his goofy smile that had her staring for a minute more than she should have.
"Pamela, what the hell are you doing here?"
All she could do was wrap her arms around him and say a silent prayer to herself.
Juice on the other hand, couldn't help but stare.
This was no way in hell Jackson Teller's little sister. It couldn't be.
She was this petite girl with curves for days, and even with her dressed in a casual sweats and a white cleavage bearing tank tops covering a perfect rack, you can tell she came from money and class.
Her brown hair pulled messy in bun with waves falling all over, and her hazel eyes filled with joy and sadness. She was hands down the most beautiful person he has ever laid eyes on.
She clenched on his VP's neck until she finally pulled back.
"Why wouldn't you called me when this all happened Jackson?"
"I didn't see the point. What if he doesn't make it?"
SLAP
"Don't you ever, ever say that again. He is your son and he's a Teller. And you'll be there until he pulls through this because he WILL pull through"
Jax looked at his sister with watery eyes. And he noticed how much she has grown in the last 10 years. Her eyes no longer holds the sparkle with wonder and awe, they now show knowledge and experience.
"You're right Mel, I am sorry. I just...I don't know what to think anymore nothing makes sense"
"I know Jax, and that's why we are here. That's why I am here. We will get through this. I promise"
Juice stood awkwardly in the background trying not to interrupt an obvious family moment when Tara Knowles made her way towards them.
Pamela's demeanor changed instantly.
"So...what happened spit it out"
"Nice to see you too Pamela. Abel's stomach surgery went well. But it is putting a strain on him, Dr. Namid doesn't want to wait, thinks we should do the heart surgery now."
"Shit"
"Unfortunately the tear in his abdomen along with the heart defect makes it more difficult. Not to mention the withdrawal that he is going through."
Jax's heart dropped.
"Has she...did she use the enter time? Or is this something recent"
"We found old track marks all over her body. Plenty new as well by the looks of it. Don't think she ever stopped. Sorry Jax."
Jax remains silent.
"I'll be back when I have more information."
"You don't have to do this Tara, you don't owe me"
"I want to help Jax, I want to help your son"
"Abel, his name is Abel"
"It's a good name." Tara smiles at Jax and excuses herself.
"Bitch" grunts Gemma.
"I waited to give this to you baby, but I found it next to Wendy, it's from the Hairy Dog.
Pamela turns towards her brother to see the pain being replaced with full blown anger.
Jax starts to power walk to the door not paying attention to anyone around him. Juice just stands there confused as to what is going on.
"Shit. What the fuck are standing there for! Go follow him!" Snips Pamela.
He gets what is about to happen and starts to run after his VP, leaving Pamela and Gemma alone.
"Who the hell is that idiot, please tell me he's a fucking prospect.
Gemma chuckles, "that baby girl, is the clubs intelligence officer. Juice."
"Yeah okay, fucking intelligence officer. All he did was stand there and stare like I just dropped out of the damn sky.
"Maybe you did, from heaven. Or he was just staring at your tits"
Pamela turns a light shade of pink. When Tara returns.
"Where's Jax?"
"Undisposed, what do you want."
"I actually wanted to talk to you two about Wendy. She has been detoxing and she is crying all the time. Blames this all on herself. Right now she needs to feel loved"
"Well it is her fucking fault ain't it?" replies Gemma
"What's your goddamn point here Tara, do you supposed we make her a fruit basket and have the guys sign a get well card?"
"Nevermind, I forgot just how bitchy you two are"
"You seem to have forgot a lot of fucking things, Tara."
"People change Pamela, I am not the same girl I was 12 years ago and neither are you."
"I can assure you Dr. Knowels, that I am pretty much the same as I was 12 years ago."
"Do you have a problem with me assisting on Abel's case Pamela?"
"I don't know Tara, are you a good surgeon?"
"I am."
"Well then I am sure neither Gemma and I have a problem, just as long as you do your job"
Tara shakes her head and scoffs.
Gemma reaches towards her scrubs and pulls up her shirt to reveal a huge crow trap stamp on Tara.
"Look baby, seems like not all stuff change."
Pamela smirks.
"I keep it there to remind myself that all that shit is behind me."
"My, I have forgotten how fucking clever you where Tara. You're excused now."
"Why didn't you tell me she's back ma? The minute she landed foot back in Charming I should have know. I could have been back sooner."
"Because we decided we didn't want to bother you. You decided to settle and make a life in NY and we don't agree with it but we support you because that's what your dad would have wanted us to you."
"It's fine anyways, she doesn't bother Jax and she's been avoiding us all."
"I don't know, something isn't sitting right with me on why she's back."
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Juice watched as Jax beat the crap out of one of Darby's dealers. Luckily on the way down to The Hairy Dog he was able to call Chibs and Bobby for some backup.
Once Jax was pulled away by Chibs, Juice began to wonder about the beautiful woman he saw at the hospital moments ago.
He couldn't shake her out his head. He hoped Jax would ride back to the hospital to properly introduce himself. He wanted a chance to talk to her and hopefully not make a fool out of himself.
〰️
Jason has been blowing up Pamela's phone for the last 3 hours, meanwhile Jax doesn't even bothering picking up his.
He first started the calling with asking her why would she leave him stranded in a hotel with no decent room service. Then he wanted to know why she HAD to wait in the hospital. By then she just started to ignore his calls. She didn't have to deal with his shit on top of the other shit she was currently dealing with. She was waiting with Gemma when Jason left her the 7th voicemail of the day.
"Looks to me like the boy is lost without you huh?"
"He's just tired and probably cranky. He's use to all these high end hotels and he's stuck at the Charming Inn. He's just adjusting."
"Why don't you take him to your house. It's clean and I can give you some sheets for the bed. You know I send someone to clean it once a month."
"No it's okay, we're not here for the long run. I don't want to start getting comfortable. Besides I always dreamed of living there when I finally got hitched, maybe have my babies. You know?"
"I think he was so hell bend in coming down here to propose Gemma."
Gemma looked a bit surprised but quickly recovered. How the hell was she going to have her baby girl marry a rich snooty asshole who no one knew. She'd always dream that one day she marry a patched member and take her place as matriarch of the club with her son as president. And she would bet every penny Pamela thought that too.
"And if he does ask, will you say yes? Not to be a buzzkill but he knows nothing about you baby. He doesn't know us, he doesn't know why you even choose this career path. You sure you want to marry a man who probably won't accept your family?"
Pamela bit the inside of her lip. She already knew this, and she wasn't sure what she would do if it he did propose. So far everything was going to shit, with Wendy being completely out of the picture now she knew Gemma would have to step up and help with Abel and she wasn't going to let her do this alone. Not to mention she needed to find out why the hell Tara returned to Charming almost calculated after Jax's divorce. Would Jason even wait for her, would he even decide to stay with her here?
"I don't know, we've been together for 4 years. And I'm not getting younger, maybe it is time I start to settle down and start my family."
"In NY?"
"I guess..."
"Pamela, when you'd decided to go study in away from here, Clay, Jax and I sat down and spoke about this. We let you go to because we didn't want to hold you back on your studies and we promised your dad we would keep your happy. But baby we really did think you would come back. When you where a little girl all you wanted to do was help the club like your daddy. And 10 years later you're still there, hell you haven't came to visit in 4 years."
"I know ma. I got comfortable, I got offered a decent job, met a guy and life just seems simple, hell it even seemed easy. But I don't know. I am back, at least for now and right now I just need to be strong for the baby and Jax. We will figure out the rest together."
Gemma smiled. "Yes baby we will."
In walked most of the members of the MC. Pamela rises instantly and runs towards Clay.
"Hey there princess, glad you made it. You're looking more beautiful than ever."
"Oh I missed you guys so much" she said turning towards the guys
"Ayy we missed you too lass, glad you decided to come back to us. Right where you belong"
"Where's suits? Thought I would be meeting him today?"
"Yeah Mel, where is suits?" Grinned Jax.
"He should be at the inn, he did fly for over 6 hours in the middle of the night Jackson."
"Yeah I guess so" mocked Jax.
Juice's stomach dropped a bit. Guess she's not single then. But he did notice she didn't have any rings on her fingers so he would just have to take his chances and just make her fall in love with him.
Looked like neither Clay nor Jax approved anyways, he was sure they'd take a patch over a suit any day.
Pamela noticed the young member who she yelled earlier in the background.
Damn he is hot she thought and directed the next sentence to him.
"Well, you bought him back in once piece so I guess I should thank you then?"
"Nah, just looking out for a brother that's all" said Juice giving her a goofy grin and rubbing his neck.
"Mhm, well since everyone is here to keep Gemma company, I am going to the chapel for a bit. If anything happens come find me" she said to Jax.
He nodded.
As she made way to the chapel Juice grabbed her arm to get her attention and she felt electricity run through her entire body. She had never experienced anything like that before.
"Sorry, but if you don't mind can I join you?"
"You pray?"
"Not really but...you look like you could use some company" Juice instantly regretting that last comment.
Pamela laughed "sure I guess, lead the way"
Jax, Gemma and Clay all looked at each other in confusion. Except Gemma smirked watching them walk away.
〰️
Jason was pissed. Pamela was really ignoring his calls and now she turned off her phone. What the hell was going on. She is never like this. Sure she's a little standoffish and a bit cold towards him but she never ignored him.
He stares at the huge pink diamond ring that he is holding and wonders if he made the right choice by flying down here with her. He was planning a big party with his friends and family to propose. Instead he decided to be supportive and come down here for people who she isn't even related too.
This damn town didn't even have Wifi! He wished the little brat would die tonight so we can get it over with and he can finally take her with him back home.
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Inside the chapel Pamela was sitting silently with her eyes closed. He was able to see her better, truly see her.
He noticed the freckles scattered randomly on her face. And how long her eyelashes naturally were without a spec of make up on her. He could also tell she doesn't dye her hair, and how her full lips slightly pouted like they are just begging to be kissed.
30 min in the most comfortable silence that Juice has been in, she finally turned towards him and giving him a sexy smile and said she was finished.
Juice rose and offered her his hand and was surprised when she took it.
Pamela wasn't expecting to find inner peace in the chapel in St. Thomas where a few feet away her nephew underwent his second surgery. Never mind finding with a guy she just meet a few hours ago.
She wouldn't admit it but her stomach did a tiny flip when he asked her to accompany her to the chapel.
Jason never did that, he never went to church with him.
Outside the chapel Pamela turn towards Juice.
"Thanks for accompanying me and uhh...sory for snapping at you earlier. It's been a stressful day. I'm Pamela by the way; since we never got formally introduced."
"Juice, well Juan Carlos, but everyone calls me Juice."
"Yeah okay nice to meet you Juice, thanks for backing up my brother." They started to both slowly walk back to the waiting area.
"You've been patched in long?"
"Nah about 4 years now. Drove from Queens all the way down to Charming when my bike broke down on me. Thankfully Chibs saw me and gave me a lift to TM. Once they saw I could work my way around a computer they asked me to prospect."
"Queens huh? Running away from lady problems or just decided to go on a road trip?"
"Ha, nah it's more than that. Got in trouble with the Mob and shit. Damn wait aren't you a lawyer or something."
Pamela laughed.
"Yeah soemthing like that, don't worry if you hire me as your lawyer then I have to keep it a secret. Just hope you can afford me."
They got to the waiting room when they noticed Tara making her way towards Jax.
"You have a strong boy Jax, he made it"
Everyone starting clapping and hugging each other
"Thank God" whispered Pamela as she hugged Jax. Everyone around them did the same, and Pamela eventually turned towards Juice and hugged him too. He smelled of some form of cologne along with leather and cigarettes. It was intoxicating, she didn't want to let go.
"He will be in the NICU and you can all see him tomorrow."
"Thanks Doc, replied Jax. I appreciate everything."
"Don't worry about it Jax. I am just doing my job."
Finally Clay spoke up
"Okay all, let's go home and get some rest. It's been a long fucking night."
He pulled Pamela aside.
"Listen, the clubs needs a favor. One of our warehouse out in Lodi got caught in a little fire."
Pamela raised her eyebrow. "Give it to me straight Clay as your counsel you know I can't repeat what's being said to me"
"Alright well two illegals where apparently there and got fired along with the glocks and M4's. The problem is that apparently Tiggy was getting in on with them and he's in the system."
She rolls her eyes.
"Yeah okay let me sleep on it and I'll give you everything you need tomorrow okay? I'll stop by TM first thing. But please tell Tiger to keep it in his pants. Or at least wrap it up."
"I'll try" grinned Clay.
They walked back to the group and all started to head there separate ways when Jax asked Pamela if she wanted to stop by the clubhouse for a drink.
"Ugh yes I do"
Juice's eye lit up when she said this.
"But I should really head back. See how Jason's handling Charming's charm."
"Alright doll, want me to escort you?"
"No Jax's it's alright I'll be fine you go rest. You look like shit."
Jax laughed and kissed her forehead.
"Jax" called Juice.
Both him and Pamela turned around.
"I'll follow her to the Inn, make sure she gets home okay."
With a raised eye brow Jax looked at his sister and she shrugged trying to suppress the smile that was evolving on her face.
"Yeah okay, make sure she gets there safe"
"You got it brother."
Gemma walked to Pamela before she left and she too pulled her to the side. Someone left me a little something to maybe shut Wendy up. And pulled a huge syringe with what she could only assume is crank. Her eyes widen.
"Shit ma, you sure about this? I'll threaten her but I don't know about handing her a death sentence."
"You leave that to me and you just throw in your lawyer bullshit so she doesn't have any ideas, okay?"
She bit her lip but agreed.
"Baby" Gemma called out to Clay. We'll be just a bit.
〰️
Gemma and Pamela entered the small room to see her brother's ex wife sleeping with a bible in her hands. She looked like pure shit.
She slams the door with anger taking over her.
"Pamela? Gemma?"
"Hey" said Pamela so calmly and nicely it even scared Gemma a bit.
"Looks like the boy might make his first birthday"
"He made it? Oh Abel, thank God.'
"Yes thank you God indeed. Maybe we should all say a little prayer. Gemma?"
She holds both her hands out. One for Gemma to take and one for Wendy.
"Dear Lord, thank you for saving Abel...from his murderous junkie mother. Who cares more about a $40 fix than she did for her own flesh and blood.
Wendy snatched her hand away from then both.
"Don't you dare'
"Don't I dare? You pathetic useless whore. I heard they aren't pressing charges. You're one lucky bitch."
"I'm going to change. I have my baby to live for now."
Pamela stormed towards Wendy and grabbed her by the neck. And Gemma discreetly took the bible and put the syringe in between the pages.
"No, that's where you are wrong. You have no baby, you lost that privilege. And if you so much as cast a shadow on that boy and try to turn some legal screw up to get custody, I will fucking finish you. The baby will never call you mommy."
Pamela let go and Wendy coughed trying to regain the breath when Gemma shoves the bible towards her.
"I suggest you start to turn to Jesus."
And with that Pamela and Gemma leave.
〰️
Juice rides next to Pamela towards Charming Inn. He wanted a few more minutes with her today. Back at St. Thomas the conversation just flowed naturally, Juice usually tired hard to get the attention of girls, even the crows. But with Pamela it was different. She gave him her undivided attention.
Pamela kept glancing towards Juice as he rode next to her. She felt like a giddy high schooler and was dying to get on the back of a bike like the old days. Her heart flattered a bit when she pulled up the the inn.
Juice turns his bike off and takes his helmet out to rush and open her car door. Both oblivious to a drunk Jason staring from the window.
"So I guess this is where we depart."
"Yeah I guess so, thanks for escorting me, and thanks for looking out for Jax and thanks for just staying quiet in the chapel." Giggles Pamela.
Shit did I just fucking giggle? Get it together.
"Well I would invite you upstairs for like coffee or whatever but I am 100% sure I have nothing upstairs but maybe a pissed off boyfriend. So uh goodnight Juan Carlos"
"Yeah I guess that explains the pissed off dude creeping from the window then huh?"
Pamela turned instantly and saw a glassy eyed man turn back inside.
"Ah shit, you better head back to the club house before Tiggy takes all the crows for tonight. And I better head inside and deal with whatever crap awaits me" she shrugged.
"Nah I'm okay. I don't mind sleeping alone tonight, not after the good day I just had you know?" Smirked Juice.
"Goodnight Juice" and she leans in so close to his lips that he could almost taste the peppermint chap stick that's on the lips, and gives him a sweet kiss on right the cheek.
All he wanted to do at the moment is too pull her back and kiss her full force, instead he just gives her a beautiful smile and make his way back to his bike.
Pamela already feels the tension in the hotel room before she even fully makes her way inside. There is Jason sitting on the bed staring at a blank TV.
"Who the hell is that"
"That's Juice. My brother asked him to escort me home. He works at TM"
"TM? Juice?"
"Yeah Teller-Morrow the autoshop Gemma and Clay own."
"Why the hell was he escorting you for? Did you forget you had a boyfriend here or what?"
"Listen Jason, I am going to play a blonde right now and pretend that I did not hear you imply what you just said. I told you already my brother asked him to make sure I get here safe. Since my boyfriend wanted to nap and have dinner while my nephew had back to back surgery. Now, I am going to shower and go to sleep because I need to be at TM early in the morning before making my way to the hospital again. So excuse me."
She locks herself in the bathroom and turns on the water before taking off her clothes. She stares at the steamy mirror and mentality curses herself for allowing Juice to bring her here and for bringing Jason to Charming in the first place.
It was enjoyable writing this, I actually started this months ago, and went back at it and finished writing it in 2 days. Please excuse any typos, and let me know if you have any questions about the backstory.