nobody can be happy all the time.
nobody.
but happy is who i am, with the stupid nicknames, sunshine, butterfly...
the sunshine burns. and causes cancer. and butterflies die.
...and true love doesn't exist.
and the lies you told me weren't as solid as i thought.
i thought as long as your story held up, it was okay.
but when you stopped trying to hide it... that hurt.
when you'd come home with lipstick on your camel collar... and ask me for my hairspray to get out the stain.
when you'd go out with girl a, or girl b, or girl c, not even making an alibi... leaving me at home with the baby, at home with myself, with all these emotions.
now you're really gone. yeah. you walked away.
kind of suprising.
i love you. always.
but it's just like when we were kids, cowboy
and you'd point your gun at my heart
(bang bang. you're dead.)
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a/n: Shouldn't be hard to guess who they are. All my fic are belong to Squaresoft. Irvine fans, please don't kill/flame/maim/ridicule me. I love him just as much as you do.
nobody.
but happy is who i am, with the stupid nicknames, sunshine, butterfly...
the sunshine burns. and causes cancer. and butterflies die.
...and true love doesn't exist.
and the lies you told me weren't as solid as i thought.
i thought as long as your story held up, it was okay.
but when you stopped trying to hide it... that hurt.
when you'd come home with lipstick on your camel collar... and ask me for my hairspray to get out the stain.
when you'd go out with girl a, or girl b, or girl c, not even making an alibi... leaving me at home with the baby, at home with myself, with all these emotions.
now you're really gone. yeah. you walked away.
kind of suprising.
i love you. always.
but it's just like when we were kids, cowboy
and you'd point your gun at my heart
(bang bang. you're dead.)
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a/n: Shouldn't be hard to guess who they are. All my fic are belong to Squaresoft. Irvine fans, please don't kill/flame/maim/ridicule me. I love him just as much as you do.