Why am I Living?

Me: Ok, this story just randomly idea popped into my head in school. If you have read my other story, "Shadow Light" you know that Mistuki Hyuuga, the daughter if Neji and Tenten, join the Akatsuki. But I never really talked about her past. So here is the story with her past! ENJOY AND NO FLAMES! Also, told in her POV.

Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto (

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I really don't know why I was born. My parents never paid attention to me at all what so ever. Maybe once or twice I get to talk with them, but they usually had something better to do. That's why when I was 3 I thought they didn't love me anymore, but when I ask them "Do you love? Mommy? Daddy?" they just started at me like I was crazy. But then they said "Mitsuki-Chan, of course we do, that's why you're here right? We love you very much." Is what my mother would always say. But that was a lie. Wasn't it? I don't know anymore.

I started to think that even more when I was learning to be a Ninja. I was one of the smartest girls in there. I had met someone who I never thought would still like me, even after I join the Akatsuki! His name is Akito Uchiha. One of the most popular guys in my school. One day though, he came up to me and said "Hi there Im Akito who are you?" I was shy back then, but I had a feeling I could trust him. So I told him my name. "Mitsuki? As in Mitsuki Hyuuga? Well then Mitsuki-Chan Lets be friends!" I was so sure he was lying to me, but as time grew, I learned to trust him.

But even has time grew, my hatred for my parents grew and grew. At one time, my father almost killed me. He did it because he found out I was friends with Akito, the son of Sasuke. My father hated him. All my mother did was watch, not even bothered to help me. So, the next day when I was with Akito, I told him I couldn't be his friend anymore, because of my father, I didn't want to be killed so young! But all he did was smiled and hugged me. "Mitsuki-Chan I know I'm sad to, its ok" he said as I cried onto him.

Later, when I graduated with Akito, I found out I was on a squad with him. In fact, it was team 7 I was on, just like his mother AND father. I was also with this really weird kid; I think his name was Inari. Anyways, my sensei was Sasuke Uchiha. When we started to introduce ourselves, Sasuke started at me, and smiled. Even though Sasuke hated my father, he was still nice to me. But that's not what my father did. He was always mad when I got home training with him or back from a mission and tried to beat me, but I knew I could go to Akito if he did. After a few days I go back home and they be like nothing happened.

When I was 8, we had gotten our first A ranked mission. To me, it was like a simple D ranked mission. But when we came back home, my mother had come to me and pulled my hair and dragged me to my fathers room. I saw him, laying sickly in bed. I started in horror as he threw a kunai at me and almost hit me in the face. He screamed "HOW COULD YOU DO THAT YOU LITTLE BITCH!!! I FORBID YOU TO SEE THAT TEAM EVER AGAIN!" I screamed back "YOU CAN'T DO THAT! IM ON A TEAM WITH HIM! AND I DON'T CARE ANYMORE ONE DAY YOU WILL REGERT IT!" and ran out. Oh yes, I knew one day I would make them pay. Make them all pay. So from then on I never spoke to my parents, and they never spoke to me.

At age 10, I was in the ANBU. Unlike Akito, I was more highly skilled in this stuff than he was. Sadly I was put on a team with my mother and father. Oh how I wish I was dead. But when I was 11, they acted like they loved me again. When I had almost died while battling one of the Akatsuki (I wasn't sure who it was, but I kept to myself even to this day!) my mother came running up to me and hugged, like a mother would when she found her lost child. She said "Mitsuki-Chan, I am so sorry, so, so, sorry" crying. For the first time in a long time, I hugged her and said "Its ok Mom, its ok" from then on, I had a good relationship with her. My father, wasn't so easy.

By the time I was 13, I was caption of the team, which my father hated. From then on I stayed out of his path and he stayed out of time. Time went by, my father was going to die. I knew he was. So, I saved his life, and he hugged me, for the first time in my life, he hugged me. I finally got to have the family I wanted with them, but it started to change, my cousin Hanabi, lied and lied to my parents saying I was doing bad things. The relationship I had with them was starting to disappear.

At 18, I was left for dead, but now I am with the Akatsuki, and they are my family now. Now, you can watch and see how I live, for I love someone in this organization, but I will not say. With this new power, I will kill all those who hated me, even my parents. That's why, that is my dream…I guess you could say I'm crazy. Maybe, I don't know, wont you help me god? Stop the suffering…please just stop the suffering god. I'm begging you!

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Ok! I might make this a bit of a one shot so enjoy for now my reviews! And enter the contest on "Shadow Light!" well Im off to my pool bye!