Isn't It Possible? Just For One Night?
Why'd it have to be him? God…I might have had an easier chance with Zell..or Rinoa… even Irvine might have been more tangible then him.
Seifer Almasy
No one thinks I can feel love, that I'm not aloud to cry. much less that I ever would. ..They think Squall's just a heartless sword don't they? They'll never understand my love for him, never.but I hardly think it's possible in this world. I'd be even more of an outcast if anyone knew. If only I could be some stupid horny teenager.
… Who can concentrate on being a mercenary? IS that what my life is about anyway? Being a leader of a group that's hired to kill? How can I bare to live this life? ..How can you put a price on life?..on happiness, on fun, on emotion..on life in general? It's sickening.
iHeeeeey…Squall we gotta go for our SeeD mission..wakie wakie!/I ..I hate Selphie in the morning....
I wonder about the future.
Will I die alone? ..Not alone..Zell, and Rinoa, and Selphie will be there and the rest of them..but that isn't what I want. I only want him…Seifer and his arrogant ways..his eyes..and his rebellious spirit.. God Seifer, why can't I tell you anything?
Not that it would matter. All hell would break loose if anyone knew. I can't be gay. People hate what they can't understand. ..I wonder when it happened. When did I ever start to love…..like Seifer? Perhaps it was back in the orphanage, but how could you be gay when you're a kid anyway? Isn't it supposed to develop? There's always an exception I suppose. Whatever.
I Heeey you better wake up! We won't get the yellow truck!/I
"What yellow truck? And what's with you and yellow? It's annoying,"
"Yellow's my favorite! You better hurry you meanie!"
"Selphie..do you sometimes gaze up at the sun for long periods of time?"
"I did that one time! But it hurt, and the infirmary doctor person said it burned your cones in your eye or something! "
"..I don't want to get up..go steal that blow doll I'm sure Rinoa has of me,"
"Rinoa has a blow doll of you?"
"No..I was being sarcastic."
" Oh! You never joke! But get up anyway! 'Cause Rinoa won't like me seeing you naked!"
..Blink Blink. Yes. I'm naked…without a blanket covering me…it was probably Rinoa raping me…she's a bit too obsessed…I wish I could get rid of her..maybe it would broaden my chance with him…I doubt it.
"Come'on! Hurry! We still have a chance for yellow! Yellow! I'm gonna go now! Get dressed!"
"You shouldn't be so optimistic!"
But I don't think she heard me…she slammed the door shut a few seconds ago. Someone that cheerful must be on drugs.
Why'd it have to be him? God…I might have had an easier chance with Zell..or Rinoa… even Irvine might have been more tangible then him.
Seifer Almasy
No one thinks I can feel love, that I'm not aloud to cry. much less that I ever would. ..They think Squall's just a heartless sword don't they? They'll never understand my love for him, never.but I hardly think it's possible in this world. I'd be even more of an outcast if anyone knew. If only I could be some stupid horny teenager.
… Who can concentrate on being a mercenary? IS that what my life is about anyway? Being a leader of a group that's hired to kill? How can I bare to live this life? ..How can you put a price on life?..on happiness, on fun, on emotion..on life in general? It's sickening.
iHeeeeey…Squall we gotta go for our SeeD mission..wakie wakie!/I ..I hate Selphie in the morning....
I wonder about the future.
Will I die alone? ..Not alone..Zell, and Rinoa, and Selphie will be there and the rest of them..but that isn't what I want. I only want him…Seifer and his arrogant ways..his eyes..and his rebellious spirit.. God Seifer, why can't I tell you anything?
Not that it would matter. All hell would break loose if anyone knew. I can't be gay. People hate what they can't understand. ..I wonder when it happened. When did I ever start to love…..like Seifer? Perhaps it was back in the orphanage, but how could you be gay when you're a kid anyway? Isn't it supposed to develop? There's always an exception I suppose. Whatever.
I Heeey you better wake up! We won't get the yellow truck!/I
"What yellow truck? And what's with you and yellow? It's annoying,"
"Yellow's my favorite! You better hurry you meanie!"
"Selphie..do you sometimes gaze up at the sun for long periods of time?"
"I did that one time! But it hurt, and the infirmary doctor person said it burned your cones in your eye or something! "
"..I don't want to get up..go steal that blow doll I'm sure Rinoa has of me,"
"Rinoa has a blow doll of you?"
"No..I was being sarcastic."
" Oh! You never joke! But get up anyway! 'Cause Rinoa won't like me seeing you naked!"
..Blink Blink. Yes. I'm naked…without a blanket covering me…it was probably Rinoa raping me…she's a bit too obsessed…I wish I could get rid of her..maybe it would broaden my chance with him…I doubt it.
"Come'on! Hurry! We still have a chance for yellow! Yellow! I'm gonna go now! Get dressed!"
"You shouldn't be so optimistic!"
But I don't think she heard me…she slammed the door shut a few seconds ago. Someone that cheerful must be on drugs.