Love, Hate, Obsession, Aren't They The Same Thing?
I wake up crying, and for a moment I actually think I've killed him. I can vividly remember the way my hand crushed his heart, but it was just a dream. I'm not actually covered in his blood. I don't want to kill Sasuke, but then again, aren't dreams supposed to represent your desires?
Now I'm not so eager to meet Naruto, which is stupid because I haven't seen him in a month. Still, I know all he will talk about is Sasuke. Naruto has ever given up on rescuing him. I think maybe I'm bitter, because I can't imagine being happy if Sasuke came back, but I can imagine killing him, quite vividly, actually.
I never tell Naruto how I feel, and for me that's more exhausting then any spar. But, I know how he will react, face filled with hurt and confusion. He'd never understand, because even though Naruto has know me for years, he's never been able to see me without of any sort of generalization. I try to ignore it, but I've been having the same dream for weeks. Part of me still loves Sasuke, but most of me just wants to kill him. Betrayal makes anyone bitter.
So, as I sit in bed that night I can't go to sleep. Even though Naruto exhausted me, my mind is racing. I want to bring Sasuke back, but only so he can see the faces of the people he's betrayed when I kill him. And when I finally drift of at two in the morning, the last thought in my mind is that there is a fine line between love and hate. I'm not sure if I've crossed it, but either way I'm obsessed.
Oh no... I've only just joined, and yet I'm already writing one-shots. I guess I just got really tired of how Sakura always forgave Sasuke. If I spelled anything wrong, or if it's hard to understand please tell me! Thanks.
-obsession comes from question-