Chapter 1: Monster by Skillet
My name is Nyuu and I love Kouta with all my heart even if he if he can't remember the old me. It's been so long since I had a friend to love me like family. But all I do is bring misfortune to everyone I come in contact with. Hiding my true self or second persona Lucy, I pretend everything okay with a fake smile and childish antics. I just laugh at my pathetic attempt to make everything okay, but I know nothing can be the same. I kill to survive and I only want nothing more but to be tempted by Kouta and be held in his arms only, no one else. The monster in me that I depise the most is wanting out. Out to be kill,survive and rule. She's breaking my tempt to stay sane for Kouta, so he one day will love me. But my monster will always be here, within, wanting to come out and play. I'm cracking under the pressure, and it's all my fault for wanting him. He was mine once, but I blew it. So now as Nyuu, I use her to take back whats mine and I'm never letting go again. He may think im Nyuu the innocent and weak, truly, I'm Lucy the girl that knows no bounds to get what was rightfully mine first. Yuka. I hate her, cause she's allowed to comfort and touch him. Always keeping him to herself, The inner me burns with jealousy. I don't care who she is, cousin or not. She can never have him, for my inner me, would kill her in a matter of seconds if she wasn't someone Kouta claimed as his newly lover. It sickens me to no end, but I fake a smile and try to get his attention away from her. She's the reason, I feel like I need to compete for Kouta's attention. She's the reason that my inner me rages in anger as she leaves soft comforting touches on him. Even when my inner demon rages, I stay in control, even if I feel like a monster.