Relena looked around 'Another day down the drain.' she thought as she sat in the hotel room at Colony L1.
~I force myself through another day
Can't explain the way today just fell apart like everything
Right in my face
And I try to be the one
I can't accept this all because of you
I've had to walk away
From everything~
She walked over to the window and looked out of it. 'Peace confrence after peace conference.' she thought and remembered why she left home for all of these.
~I'm afraid to be alone
Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone
I'm afraid to come back home ~
1 and half years later.
Another meeting yet again. She sighed as she sat on the couch of her house. She had finally come home for 1 year she had been gone. Meeting after meeting, conference after conference. Just to keep peace, for him. She sighed and looked up at the ceiling. Once Relena got the energy she headed to the gardens to do her normal jog.
~Another sleepless night again
Hotel rooms my only friend
And friends like that just don't add up
To anything
And I try so hard to be everything
That I should never take away from you again
'Cause I heard ya say ~
Relena found her self leaving home again and in another hotel again. She had to remind her self that this is all for him, so she can give him the peace he deserves. She sighed, she hadn't seen him in years, 5 actually. She looked at the calendar, yep 5 years by tomorrow. She was on a meeting on her birth-day, well it's her job.
~I'm afraid to be alone
Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone
I'm afraid to come back home ~
~I cannot forget
I live with regret
I cannot forget
I live with... ~
Relena looked around the Colony L4. She was here for the meeting and her birthday was this day. She was 21 now. She sighed happily as she walked into one of the malls. One thing she liked about L4 that had good malls.
~I'll live through this
I can't see through this
I can't do this anymore~
~I'm afraid to be alone
Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone
I'm afraid to come back home ~
Relena sat at her Vanity in her home. She came home, and he's still not here, gone. She looked out her window and saw someone. She rushed to the balcony door and opened it. She saw Heero standing on her balcony with tired cold eyes looking at her. Heero just looked at her for a second and turned around to walk away.
~Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone
I just wish I was back home
Home~
"Please, Im afraid to be alone." Relena said to him as he went to the balcony rail. He stopped and looked at her. "but your not." he said and jumped down disappearing into the night.
A.N.: Now, let's say it all together..."AAAAAAAWWWW" good. ^_^ well i tried not to make it too sad. Well be a good reader and R&R ^_~ because reviewing doesn't kill you.