Disclaimer: I do not own the cast of mai hime, mai hime in general. They all belong to Sunrise. So does the song too.
Colors
The colors of Shizuru's love of Natsuki.
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Red
Of Which color is love?
The color of the moon which is reflected on the autumn sea?
The color of pure white snow which decorates our heart?
The color of the cherry flowers which falls in memory of a girl?
Then I will plunge everything in your color.
- Excerpt from Katakoi Enka (shizuru's Image Song)
Red. The color of Blood, Passion, Lust, Death. The color of Possessiveness, Demons lurking deep inside the mental frame. Yelling at you to leash them out, let them take over. To protect your dearest one, the lovely one.
My passion for her is strong, so strong. I cannot control it, I want her to be mine. She refuses it, and it hurts. The same knawing feeling within my school, claws and shrieks of the demons begging to be leashed. To have the fresh taste of blood.
For so long I have lusted after her, I became student council president all for her. To gather the information on the staff, the director, the other HiME's. I did not want to be the president. Suzushiro-san was more than capable for the job, but I had to do it. All of it just for her.
I killed for her. I mercilessly murdered for her. All just to make her happy, to love me back. To no avail, she still does not love me how I love her.
I destroyed Yuuki-san's child. My sweet child, Kiyohime with her acidic and vicious bite. Crunching down onto the spider, the metal breaking under the pressure. I hear it still freshly.
I destroyed first district. I went there alone, and killed them. It was easy, they went down with one strike, each one of them. The time passed as I was there, slaughtering and destroying, burning and dismembering members of First District. It seemed like mere minutes.
My mind was devoted to returning to my Natsuki. My dear summer child, the loner.
My naginata was stained with blood, my skin, my kimono, my hair, my hands all stained with blood. Blood of those that dared to harm myNatsuki. I will not let any one harm my Natsuki.
There is no doubt I am possessive of Natsuki. I do not like it, when boys try to get up all upon my Natsuki. I stay silent, the jealousy, the possessiveness stirring deep within my mind. My Natsuki, I do not show it and she does not know that it is there. I let it sit on the back burner.
That night, the night Suzushiro-san and Kikukawa-san came out of the bushes, Suzushiro-san claiming what I had felt for you was dirty and wrong. What does she know, she knows nothing. Yet, Kikukawa-san I believe knows the feeling I have. Her feelings for Suzushiro-san are obvious to me due to me being like her. I am more foreward, I am not shy and I do not hold back my feelings, my emotions, my passion for my Natsuki. She holds hers back, I pity the poor girl. Suzushiro-san may never know of Kikukawa's feelings for her.
Gambatte Kikukawa-san.
As I return to you my Natsuki, please do not turn me away. I can not have you reject my feelings. They are sincere for you and only you. Kiyohime and the Monk she fell in love with and me falling in love with you. Both of us getting rejected, it is very much painful.
My tears are red, from the rejection, the blood I have spilt all for you. I have loved you and will always love you. I will protect you.
Ever and Ever.
The color red is my passion, lust, blood. The death I wrought and the blood I have spilt.
All for you.
My sweet summer child.
My Natsuki.
Aishiteru.
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Reason why this may be confusing is because I really don't elaborate on things like this. I want you guys the readers to do it, figure out how deep Shizuru's passions and longing are for Natsuki. And I apologize for this being confusing.
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And I have White, Green, Yellow, Blue, and Silver in the works. If you want any other color please request it in the reviews.