Author's Note: The story takes place after X2. I am no fan of X3 (mainly because Scott's hardly in there ) Oh and I don't know if this should stay a one-shot or if it is even worth writing a seuquel, so please tell me!

Disclaimer: I don't own anything of the X-men universe and I am not making any profit here.

Warnings: Slash (pairing: Logan/Scott), dark story

Summary: Scott is searching for a way to cope with Jean's death.

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Undying love

Once again he heard footsteps that approached the door to his bedroom. For a whole week now he had come to him every night and Logan wasn't sure if he was waiting for what was about to happen or if he was afraid of it.

But when the door was opened all thoughts left his mind and passion took over. The young man that entered looked gorgeous although the Wolverine could see that a tear was trickling down his face and his eyes were still red from crying. To Logan this unusual vulnerability made the slim mutant even more attractive and look like a fallen angel.

Once Scott had closed the door behind himself, he was pinned against it by the Wolverine. Their lips met in silent desperation, two tongues fought forcefully and teeth scraped against each other. Logan knew it was what Scott was looking for. He didn't need tenderness;

He didn't need the remembrance of the nights he had spent with HER.

Knowing that, Logan pushed Cyclops onto the bed, tore off his clothes and pressed him down on the mattress.

He wanted nothing more than to run his hands slowly down Scott's soft skin, touch him gently and tell him that everything would be alright, that he would make love to him and that he loved him more than anything in the world. But Logan knew he couldn't do that, Scott wouldn't be able to cope with it at the moment, he would stop coming to him and then Logan wouldn't get another chance to touch the object of his desire.

Cyclops didn't need lovemaking; he needed raw and brutal fucking.

So Logan gave him what he needed, thrust harshly into the willing body beneath him and enjoyed the heat of the perfect, beautiful boy around him although he knew that he wasn't really the one Scott wanted.

Scott and Logan came almost simultaneously but when he came, Scott, who had been silent throughout the whole act, besides some moans he hadn't been able to hold back, muttered words that broke Logan's heart, just like the day before

"I love you, JEAN! "

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