~Flashback~ This would be the end of Frostbite...for me anyways.
I woke to the sound of someone pounding on my door. "God damn it," I said hissed, as I opend the door. Only to find Dimitri standing there. "Hey comrade, um why are you waking me up before practice?" I asked, really wishing he'd leave so I could sleep. "Well...I have to talk to you. And Roza it's Saturday we don't have practice." he said with a smile on his prefect face. "Oh yeah I forgot, oh well come in I guess." I statted, I made my way to my bed as he came in behind me. "So what did you need to talk to me about?" I asked concerened. "I'm sorry but...I'm leaving, Roza!" Dimitri told me, "So?..." I answered by asking a question. "What I mean is that I'm leaving to accept Tasha's offer." he said as he turnt away, leaving me heartbroken.
~End Of Flashback~ 3 months later...
Great! Today is the day of the dance, and Liss just had to invite Tasha and Guardian Belikov, and yet she knew about our relashionship. "Rose! Rose." Lissa said, shaking my shoulders. We were eating lunch, "Huh? Sorry I was...thinking about something." I said looking down at my untouched food. "So Christian when are Tasha and Belikov coming?" I asked before I could clamp my mouth shut, that got everyone's attention. They all knew of our relashionship. "I don't kn-" Chris started to say but Lissa cut him off by saying, "Oh look here thay come!" she said as she pointed in their direction.
They made their way over the the table as I was getting up to leave. "Rose wait, don't you wanna say hello to Tasha and Dimitri?" Eddie asked, "Ummm no I don't bye guys." I said as I left only to find Adrian smilling at me. "What?" I asked, angry. "Your aura it's...flashing different colors." he said as he stepped close to me to lightly kiss my cheek. "Well gee thanks! I mean it's not like the person that I loved is in there with his girlfriend problly discussing wedding plans!" I almost shouted. Almost. "RIght," he agreed.
He looked over my shoulder, and smiled "What could you be possibly smilling at now?" I asked, "Oh Belikov, seems to think I'm doing something to you because he's watching. Well he's trying to make it look like he's not watching, when he really is." Adrian statted looking back down to my face. "I have an idea!" I said with wide eyes, "Is it what I'm thinking?" he asked with an evil grin. "Maybe maybe not!" I told him, as I grabbed his arm and tugged him back out to the table.
"R-Rose what are you doing?" Adrian asked in a small whisper, "Hang on," I muttered. We reached the table. "Lord Ivashkov." Dimitri said, always so formal! I bent down to Liss to whisper to her in her ear. "Liss...I'm gonna take Adrian...for a little...walk!" I said with an evil smile, which he noticed. "Ros
e!" she shouted, as I pulled away. I smiled even bigger, "Alright fine, but don't do anything stupid or dangerous!" she statted. "Sorry but we all know I can't do that." I replied, "That's so true!" Adrian muttered behind, which deserved him an elbow to the ribs. "Shit." he murmered. "Are we going for the walk?" he asked, "Yea." I told him as we left. Once we were out of the lunch room, but still see able for our table, Adrian put his arm around my shoulders like he always does.
We made it to the courtyard, and I was growing anxoius for some odd reason. "Rose will you go to the dance with me?" asked Adrian, I noticed he was being quite for some time now, and I was too. So by breaking the silence I said, "Yea sure." which made him very happy. "I'm glad I amuse you!" I said laughing at his joy. "Well who wouldn't be happy to know you let along go to a dance with you." he replied. "Well I can think of one person." I hissed at him. "Whoa! Calm down little dhampir." Adrian said with a smirk, "Wipe that smirk off of your face or I'll do it for you!" I statted. "How would you do it?" he asked making the smirk bigger than before. "Like this," I said as I leaned in, but before he could kiss me, I lightly slapped him on the cheek. He pulled back and smiled, and he rubbed his cheek. "And that little dhampir is why I love you." he said as he pulled along with him to go back to Liss.
Adrian ditched me on the way there, but he was going to check out his cheek from where I hit him. I walked into the lunch room to see Liss and them still there. When I entered, she smiled at me, "Good, I thought you were going to kill him!" Eddie said, when I sat down, "Really? This is what you talk about when I'm gone with a royal?" I asked giggling. "Well no not just any royal, just Adrian." Christian said with a smirk, "Oh come on every where I go I always see at least one guy smirk at me! First Adrian, before and after I slapped him...lightly. And now fire crotch over there making googly eyes at Liss!" I said pointing at Chris. Which made everyone laugh, "Well at least I have a date to the dance." he told us. I snapped my head in his direction, causing him to flinch. Liss stared at him too, till he apologized.
"Actually she has a date to the dance." Adrian said to us, well more to the table than us. "Are you drunk?" Liss, Tasha, and I asked together. "No I am not drunk!" he said, "I see the mark went away on your cheek." I statted making Liss look at me. "What?" I asked her, "Nothing at this moment, but I wanna talk to you later when we're getting ready for the dance." she murmered to me. "You just had to slap me befor-" he got cut off by Eddia punching him in the arm, "Thanks if I would of done it, it would've gone way farther than just punching!" I thanked Eddie, "Really?" Adrian asked with amusement in his eyes, "Really Adrian really?" I told him, which made people around us laugh. "Glad I amuse you," I said looking down at. "Rose, what's wrong?" this time it was Dimitri who said something, I looked up to see his eyes, then back down.
"I-I'm not very hungry anymore." I stuttered, I felt Liss touch my arm "Rose? Are you alright?" Liss asked me. "Umm yeah I'm fine...I'm just gonna go lie down for awhile! Ugh...meet me at my room to get ready for the dance?" I asked before standing up. "Yea sure." she agreed, just before I made my way out of the door. When I reached my room, I flopped my body onto the bed, hoping I could go to sleep, but sleep didn't come.
Knock...Knock...Knock...Ugh! It's problly Liss. I dragged myself out of my comfy bed to get the damn door. I swung the door open to see Liss and Adrian there standing with white box. "My worst nightmare has come true!" I said, looking at the box. "Come on it's just a dress!" Lissa said as she and Adrian walked into my room. "Come in I guess!" I said sarcasticly, as I followed them over to my bed. Waiting to see what dress they have for me this time! I stared at the dress. "Whoa." I said the them the dress was a Red Strapless Cocktail Dress. "Well. Go try it on!" Liss shouted at me, "Geez you don't have to yell. God!" I muttered on my way to the bathroom.
I was looking into the mirror, looking at the dress the hugged every curve my body had. I walked out of the bathroom, and I swear I saw Adrian's eyes pop out of his head! "Oh my God, Rose!" Liss squealed. "Little dhampir, you look..." Adrian didn't finish the sentence and I was glad he didn't. "Ok Adrian out!" Liss ordered, "Alright fine, cousin." he murmered before leaving.
It was time for the dance and of course Liss was wearing a Hot Pink Rosette Cocktail Dress. She had made our hair curly, so it would show off our eyes or dresses of something I really wasn't paying attention. We entered the gym which was done into an awsome promish style. Liss and I turnt to go towards the stage when we felt arms grab our wrists. "You know, Little dhampir. You made a very big entrance in that dress. I'm glad I picked it out." Adrian said as his breathe tickled the side of my neck.
"Now we're gonna have some of ya'll who wanna sing come up here!" said Stan, I looked at Liss who was already pulling Adrian towards the stage. "L-Liss no!" he managed to choke out but she beat him to it. "Adrian will!" Liss shouted to Stan who instantly had a smile upon his face. "Well looks like we'll have to settle for Ivashkov! Come on Ivashkov show us your oh-so awsome skills." he said into the microphone, he walked up onto the stage taking the mic from Stan, who smiled at Adrian. Awkward!
"Give me a beat." he said then the drums and bass started to play a song I knew all to well. "Toxic Valentine" by All Time Low.
"She's got a target painted on her back, Sex and white lies, I live a lifestyle full of first impressions. Sex and white lies, Oh, oh. I'm not the type to forget or to bury my head. Sex and white lies, Sex and white lies, She lays her halo on her pillow that used to be mine."
And keeps a list of the qualities a good girl lacks.
She bites her lip and tips her bottle,
I take a drink cause the truth is hard to swallow.
Oh, oh, oh
Handcuffs and alibis,
She lays her halo on the pillow where she sleeps...
Her heart beats, red wine,
My toxic valentine.
Lays her halo on her pillow that used to be mine.
Oh, oh.
I've got my hands full of blood of the obsessions.
She bites my lip, I'm sure to follow.
We take a drink to the guilty and the hollow.
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
Handcuffs and alibis,
She lays her halo on the pillow where she sleeps.
Her heart beats, red wine,
My toxic valentine.
Lays her halo on her pillow that used to be mine.
My toxic valentine,
Oh, oh.
My toxic valentine.
Just take off your wings,
They could never get you quite as high as I do,
And you know it.
Handcuffs and alibis,
She lays her halo on the pillow where she sleeps...
Her heart beats, red wine,
My toxic valentine.
Lays her halo on her pillow that used to be...
Handcuffs and alibis,
She lays her halo on the pillow where she sleeps...
Her heart beats, red wine,
My toxic valentine.
Lays her halo on her pillow that used to be...
He finished the song and damn he sings good! And of course the crowd was wild! Adrian walked off the stage and found me waiting for him, "And that is how it is done!" he said, "Not so fast, Ivashkov!" I yelled as I ran to Stan who handed me the mic, "Play 'I wont apologize '" I told them and I knew that they knew the song because it started playing 5 seconds later.
"You had me to get her. I'm sorry for changing. No, no. Remember the time when you said you were out with your best friend. I'm sorry for changing. I thank you for this hopeless war I'm sorry for changing. I'm sorry for changing.
And here, I thought it was me.
I was changin', arrangin' my life to fit your lies.
It's all said and all done.
I gave it all for the long run.
Can she say the same thing?
I guess this is good bye and good luck.
(I can't be what you want me to be.)
I'm sorry it had to be this way.
Believe me, it's easier just to pretend.
But, I won't apologize for who I am.
But it wasn't the best friend that you know I thought you meant and
I used to assented, I didn't know I could be free.
But I am, and I won't go back 'cause you so don't deserve me.
(I don't even want to be her.)
I'm sorry it had to be this way.
Believe me, it's easier just to pretend.
But, I won't apologize for who I am.
Cause through the pain now I'm stronger now than before.
Now I'm more.
I don't need you anymore.
I'm sorry.
(Listen close I won't say this again.)
I'm sorry it had to be this way.
Believe me, it's easier just to pretend.
But, I won't apologize for who I am.
I'm sorry it isn't like it was.
Believe me, it's easier just to pretend.
But, I won't apologize,
Why should I apologize,
No, I won't apologize for who I am."
When I finished the song I saw Dimitri and Tasha, out in the crowd. I hopped off of the stage, "Rose...is that how you really feel?" Christian asked me as we headed in Tasha's direction, "Yea it is." I said blunty just as we reached them. "It is what?" Tasha asked, "It's nothing important, Liss I'm gonna go to my room for a minute." I said, "Alright well hurry back!" she agreed. But what she didn't know was that I'm leaving with you her!
I got to my room and I decided to write everyone a letter, well except for Tasha.
Liss,
I'm sorry I left but I couldn't do it any longer...I couldn't stand to know that he picked her over me! But I just want you to know that you're not the reason why I left. And if you could do this for me, can you give Mom and Alberta's letter to them? Thanks.
Your sister, Rose.
I layed hers down on my pillow, knowing she'd find it. Now it's time for the other's.
Comrade,
I really don't know what to say, except that you hurt me alot! And that you are the reason why I left. Please don't come look for me, I want to be alone for a while.
Love, Roza.
Mom,
Mommy I'm gonna miss you while I'm gone. And the reason for that is...I loved Dimitri...as in past tence well Tasha gave him an offer, which Dimitri kept turning down because of me. Then he finally took it and now he's back with her! Please don't look for me. I wanna be left alone for a while. But I will tell you this, I'm gonna go to Dimitri's family in Siberia, Russia.
Love, your daughter.
Alberta,
You were always a second mom to me. You always took care of me when my mom wasn't around and I thank you for that. But one thing you should know, I loved Dimitri, and he claimed to love me back, yet he took Tasha's offer! Well like I told Janine, I'll be at his family's house in Russia.
Love, Rose.
Christian,
I know we fight and argue alot but I love you! Wow I can't believe I just said that, but it's true, well I love like a brother. And keep everybody in check for me? Liss and mom will need it the most. But I'm running away. Please don't come for me?
Love, Buffy.
Eddie,
Thanks for being my friend for all of these years. It means alot to me! But like I told everyone else I'm leaving and I don't want to be found! I love like a brother, and I told Christian that too! But I will tell you we I'm going because I trust you won't tell anyone, Mom and Alberta already know. I'm going to Siberia, Russia.
Love, your sister Rosie.
I placed the letter next to Lissa's. Got my duffle and hopped out of my window. Once I was at the wards all I had to do was get out. Which would be so easy, because the guard was asleep! "Stupid's!" I muttered. I ran far, and I finally made it to the bus station. Which will take me to the airport, to take me to Russia.
Lissa's Pov
"Hey guys I'm gonna go check on Rose." I said leaving the group. When I got to her room, I found letters. They were for me, Christian, Dimitri, Eddie, Alberta, and Janine. "R-Rose!" I sobbed, through tears, I picked up the letters and ran back to the gym. "G-guys!" I yelled, they looked at me. "Liss! What's wrong?" Eddie said. I handed them their letters, "What are they?" Tasha asked. "They're letters from R-Rose! She left!" I sobbed into Christian's shirt.
I got out my letter and read it,
Liss,
I'm sorry I left but I couldn't do it any longer...I couldn't stand to know that he picked her over me! But I just want you to know that you're not the reason why I left. And if you could do this for me, can you give Mom and Alberta's letter to them? Thanks.
Your sister, Rose.
My tears came out harder now, and I through the letter onto the floor, which Christian picked up and read, I didn't stop he needed to know why Rose left. His eyes scanned the letter. "You did this! My own fucking aunt drove away my only sister away!" he yellerd at Tasha. I looked at Dimitri who was reading his. "What do you mean?" Tasha asked, "What do I mean? I mean you drove Rose away! You and Belikov." he left the last word drip of his tongue.