A/N: Hey People sorry I haven't been updating for a while. I just noticed that I basically only write really short one-shot story things. Oh well. This was supposed to be a depressing poem, but I turned out like this. Oh yeah Sorry for the suckish Summary. Btw this is in Axel's P.O.V. Enjoy!

Disclaimer: I do not own Kingdom Hearts or ANY of the characters.

Beings destined to fade into nothingness. No hearts, no emotions, no future; just a large empty mass in a humanlike form. We are all like that, all thirteen of us.

So why was he different?

Why was he curious?

Why did he leave me behind?

Did he honestly believe that no one would miss him?

Was he always that dense?

Whatever the case was, it didn't matter anymore. There he was standing before me. Key blades at hand, ready to strike me down.

He wasn't there. Roxas, my best friend wasn't there. Physically sure, but…mentally?

The nobody standing before me was not him and never will be. It's my fault, all my fault. If I had, at least, tried to stop him from leaving so long ago, maybe, just maybe, none of this would have happened and he would still remember me. The old Roxas was gone and no matter what I do he will never come back.

There I lay taking my final breaths. My once black cloak is now stained crimson from the multiple stab wounds all over my body. However, for some reason, my chest ached. This pain was completely different from my injuries. It felt like…betrayal? Like my very body was being shattered, broken, destroyed. I've never felt this way before. Is this what everyone goes through when they know they are going to die?

Roxas towered over me; I looked into his brilliant ocean blue eyes. I love you Roxas, I truly do. As I slowly disappeared into ashes, I noticed the look of confusion upon his enchanting face. Oops, I must have said that out loud. Oh well it's too late to take it back now.

I don't care if he's not gay. My feelings are just that, mine, and no one can change who I am. I'm glad I was able to tell him. Now I can die with no regrets. I hope I'll see you in the future Roxas, in the next world… where ever that maybe.

Well there it is. I hope you liked it. I was inspired to write this while I was doing my English HW and Studying for my Vocab Quiz. And one of my Vocab words was Kindle. Please Review and tell me what you think.