Title: Everything I ever wanted.
Summary: Tony has everything he ever wanted...Or does he?
Thanks to Cookie62 for beta reading.
Gibbs heard the music the minute he opened the car door. He sighed and shook his head as he made his way up the steps. Walking into the house, the music grew even louder. He leaned against the archway into the living room and grinned at the image before him. Tony was in between the living room and dining room dancing wildly to the music oblivious to Gibbs' presence. Moving and spinning, Tony held up his hands then spun again, this time stopping in mid spin as he saw Gibbs standing there. He reached over and stopped the music then looked at Gibbs.
"You're home early." Tony tried to look innocent.
"Is this really what you do when I'm not home?" Gibbs smirked.
"Sometimes." Tony grinned.
"It's cute." Gibbs chuckled.
Tony rolled his eyes. "I hate cute."
"Well," Gibbs walked over wrapping his arms around Tony's waist. "Is sexy better?"
"Much."
"Sexy then." Gibbs nodded then captured Tony's lips in an all too brief embrace.
Tony smiled then looked at his watch. "It's only seven thirty. What pulled you away from work so early?"
"You." Gibbs sighed as his arms caressed up Tony's back. "I know I've been working late a lot."
Tony nodded. "Yeah."
"Tonight I'm all yours." Gibbs smiled.
Tony's eyebrow went up. "Really?"
"Yeah." Gibbs chuckled.
"Lucky me." Tony smirked running his hands up Gibbs' chest. "Can I do whatever I want with you?"
Gibbs nodded.
"Then follow me." Tony said as he stepped out of Gibbs' arms and took his hand. He led Gibbs to the couch. "Sit."
Sitting down, Gibbs leaned back.
"You have been way too stressed lately." Tony sighed as he dropped down on his knees in front of Gibbs.
"Really?"
"Yes." Tony nodded. "And I don't like when you're stressed." Tony's hands caressed their way up Gibbs' thighs.
"Neither do I." Gibbs reached out touching Tony's cheek.
"I think I can relieve some of that stress." Tony bit his lower lip as his fingers pulled at Gibbs' belt buckle.
"I'm sure you can." Gibbs sighed feeling the slight brush of Tony's fingers against his hardening cock. Tony unbuttoned his pants and pulled the zipper down.
Shoving his hand into Gibbs' pants Tony's hand rubbed his cock.
Gibbs sighed again, his gaze fixed on Tony's. He watched as Tony pulled out his hard cock and balls then licked his lips. No matter how many times Tony sucked his cock; it always mesmerized him and drove him mad with desire.
Never looking away from the ice blue eyes, Tony's tongue flicked out and across the head of Gibbs' cocks tasting his essence.
Gibbs tried to take a deep breath but instead moaned.
Tony licked his lips, then ran his tongue over and around the head of Gibbs' cock.
"God yes." Gibbs growled, running his fingers through Tony's hair.
Continuing, Tony let his tongue rest in the hole on the top of Gibbs' cock and applied a slight pressure.
"Shit." Gibbs' body shivered.
Tony grinned to himself, he had discovered early on that the action drove Gibbs crazy and he never forgot.
"Are you going to come before I even get your dick in my mouth?" Tony smirked as his hand gently squeezed Gibbs' balls.
"You shouldn't be so good at playing with my cock and I wouldn't have that problem." Gibbs smirked back.
Tony grinned before placing his tongue at the base of Gibbs' cock and licking up the underside.
Another moan poured from Gibbs as Tony licked back down his shaft gently sucking a ball into his mouth, then the other.
"Tony!" Gibbs panted trying to keep his control even though every nerve in his body was on fire and wanting to come.
Licking and sucking his way back up Gibbs' cock, Tony finally wrapped his lips around the head pausing just a moment before sliding his mouth half way down then back up.
Gibbs groaned as his fingers gently knotted in the hair on the back of Tony's head.
Again Tony slipped half way over Gibbs' cock then back up, one hand still playing with Gibbs' balls.
"Take it all." Gibbs growled putting pressure on the back of Tony's head but not forcing him down.
Before the words even completely left Gibbs' mouth Tony took Gibbs' cock deep into his throat.
"That's it." Gibbs' voice and body shook as he fought the urge to come. He closed his eyes and threw his head back on the couch, hoping if he didn't watch Tony the struggle would lessen. It didn't work. Even with his eyes closed the familiar image of Tony bobbing up and down over his dick was there.
Tony knew Gibbs was close, could feel it, sense it, and even knew Gibbs had closed his eyes and why.
"You know just how to suck my cock." Gibbs groaned as he opened his eyes again and stared down at his lover. "So good."
Gibbs' hips were starting to slowly thrust up, driving his cock even further down Tony's throat and he knew there was no more holding on as his whole body tensed and trembled.
"Tony!" Gibbs cried out as his release spilled down Tony's throat. Throwing his head back, Gibbs sank down into the sofa as all the strength left his body. A few moments later he felt Tony climb into his lap and his lips brush against his neck.
"Relaxed now?" Tony asked whispering in Gibbs' ear.
"Very." Gibbs sighed, folding Tony into his arms.
"Good." Tony smiled looking at Gibbs.
"Now I want you upstairs naked in our bed." Gibbs glared back at Tony.
"Don't you want some dinner?" Tony grinned.
Gibbs nodded. "You are my dinner."
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Tony fumbled his way down the stairs drawn by the smell of coffee.
"Thought I was going to have to come up and get you." Gibbs smirked leaning back against the kitchen counter and taking a sip of his coffee.
"I'm up." Tony sighed as he grabbed a mug and the coffee pot. "Not awake but up."
"Tired?" Gibbs grinned.
Tony glared at Gibbs. "We have to start going to bed early on school nights."
"We went to bed at eight."
"No." Tony snapped. "We were in bed by eight, not sleeping."
"Complaining?" Gibbs raised an eyebrow.
Tony sighed then smiled. "No."
"Good." Gibbs put down his coffee cup and pulled Tony into his arms being careful of the coffee mug in Tony's hand.
"I need more than a few hours of sleep to function." Tony chuckled.
"Okay." Gibbs nodded. "No more making love on a school night."
"That's not what I said." Tony scowled punching Gibbs' arm.
Gibbs faked a painful look.
Tony shook his head. "Maybe you could just be satisfied with twice on a school night."
Gibbs contemplated the suggestion then looked at Tony and shook his head.
Tony started laughing. "Of course not."
Leaning in Gibbs whispered in Tony's ear. "I want you too much."
"Okay."
"And you look so damn sexy naked sprawled across the bed." Gibbs' hands reached down and grabbed Tony's ass. "Just laying there waiting for me to take you."
"Stop!" Tony half moaned.
"Why?" Gibbs asked dropping a kiss on Tony's neck as he jerked Tony hard against his body, almost making him spill the coffee.
"Work." Tony licked his lips feeling Gibbs hard cock pressed against him. "And I have hot coffee in my hand."
"Fine." Gibbs sighed, releasing Tony.
Grinning, Tony's free hand slipped down and rubbed over Gibbs' cock. "Tonight."
Gibbs groaned. "Don't tease me."
"Right." Tony smiled letting go of Gibbs' cock and walking into the living room.
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"Hey Abs." Tony smiled walking into Abby's lab.
"Hey." She grinned holding out her hand.
He handed her the Caf-Pow.
"You look like someone rode you hard and put you away wet." She smirked.
"They did." Tony grinned. "Jethro kept me up half the night."
The grin faded when he saw Abby put her hands on her hips and glare at him.
"What's wrong?"
"Don't do this." She sighed.
"Don't do what?" He looked confused.
"Be with Gibbs like this."
He shook his head. "What!"
"This isn't right." She paused. "This isn't how it's supposed to be."
"Abby I have no idea what you are talking about." Tony stared at her completely puzzled. Everyone knew the two of them were togethe,r so this seemed to be coming out of nowhere.
"Yes you do. You just don't want to hear it." Abby snapped.
"What the hell is bringing this on?" Tony snapped back. "You've known about this for months why does it suddenly bother you?"
"It doesn't bother me."
"Obviously it does." Tony's voice was raised.
"Tony please." She reached for his hand, but he jerked it back.
"No. What the hell is your problem?"
"Tony." She sighed trying to calm her shaking body.
"Is this about Jethro?" Tony folded his arms across his chest. "You have a thing for him don't you? I always thought this cute, sweet, little girl routine you play with him was just an act."
"WHAT! How could you even think that!" Her eyes went wide.
"Oh don't pull that crap with me. I'm not Gibbs." Tony barked.
"I love Gibbs but not like that." Abby looked hurt that Tony would even think that.
"What the hell is going on?" Gibbs yelled, walking into the lab. "I could hear you two on the elevator."
"Suddenly Abby has a problem with us being together." Tony folded his arms across his chest.
Gibbs looked at Abby.
"I do not." Abby yelled. "That is not what I said!"
"Yes it is!" Tony jumped in.
"Enough." Gibbs growled. He looked at Tony. "You, out."
"Jethro!"
Gibbs glared at Tony, both for the use of his first name at work and his attitude.
Tony glared at Abby as he walked from the room.
"I don't have a problem with you two being together but-"
"I don't care what the problem is, just keep it out of work." Gibbs scolded. "Got it!"
Abby pouted but nodded.
"Good." Gibbs walked out of the lab without another word.
Tony was standing in the hall leaning against the wall by the elevator.
Gibbs pushed the elevator button and waited.
"I didn't-"
Gibbs held up his hand. Once the elevator opened Gibbs stepped in, Tony following. As soon as it moved Gibbs hit the stop switch.
"I don't know what the hell her problem is." Tony shook his head.
"It doesn't matter." Gibbs paused. "It's done."
"But don't you want to know why she suddenly doesn't think we should be together?" Tony asked, surprised that Gibbs was so calm.
"No I don't, because it doesn't matter." Gibbs sighed. "Tony. I love you. I don't care what anyone else thinks."
Tony pulled his head back and looked shocked. "Even Abby?"
Gibbs chuckled. "Even Abby."
Leaning back against the wall, Tony dropped his head back. "I just don't get it."
"Tony." Gibbs moved to him, his hand caressing Tony's cheek. "Let it go."
"I'm trying." Tony sighed.
Gibbs leaned into Tony's ear, his hand sliding down Tony's chest to his cock. "Try harder."
Tony groaned taken back by Gibbs action. "Okay."
"That's better." Gibbs smiled. "Nice and hard."
"Jethro." Tony panted clutching at the sides of Gibbs shirt. "We're at work."
"I know that." Gibbs unzipping Tony's pants and pulled out his cock. "But I want you now."
Tony whimpered as Gibbs' hand wrapped around his cock stroking over it hard and fast.
"I just wanna make you come." Gibbs sighed. "Right here right now."
"Please." Tony moaned thrusting into Gibbs' hand.
"Please what?" Gibbs growled.
"Make me come." Tony gasped.
Gibbs' hand around Tony's cock tightened as he increased his speed.
"Oh God." Tony buried his head in the crook of Gibbs' neck and shoulder to muffle the scream as he came.
"I love making you come." Gibbs kissed Tony's cheek.
"What got into you?" Tony muttered as he tried to catch his breath.
"I didn't want to wait till tonight." Gibbs smirked.
"Okay but um." Tony looked at Gibbs. "At work? I thought personal and professional were separate?"
"Sometimes." Gibbs smirked as he pulled a handkerchief from his pocket. Then he started the elevator hitting the button for the second floor. They could stop and clean up before heading back to the bullpen.
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Tony sat staring at the computer screen but not really looking at anything. He just wanted the day to be over so he could go home, have dinner and lay on the couch curled up in Gibbs' arms. Most of all he just wanted to forget the fight with Abby and hope that tomorrow she would apologize and they could forget it ever happened. At a minute after five, Ziva and McGee had already grabbed their stuff and were heading for the elevator.
"Tony, you coming?" McGee asked.
Looking over at Gibbs' empty desk, Tony sighed. "Yeah. Might as well."
"We could all go get a drink." Ziva suggested.
"That's the best idea I've heard all day." Tony said grabbing his bag and following them to the elevator.
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"I still can't believe Abby would act like that." Tim shook his head shocked.
"I don't know but let's talk about something else." Tony sighed taking another swig of his beer.
"You and Gibbs have plans for the long weekend?" Ziva asked.
"Taking the boat out, fishing maybe." Tony shrugged. "Not sure yet. You?"
"Sleep and relaxing." Ziva sighed. "That is all I want."
Tony glanced over at Tim.
"No plans. Probably do some writing." Tim nodded.
Tony and Ziva both chuckled.
"We really need to find you a woman." Tony smirked.
"Or maybe a man." Ziva grinned at Tony. "It worked for you."
"Ah yes but McInnocent still hasn't mastered relationships with woman." Tony shook his head. "He's definitely not ready for a man."
McGee rolled his eyes. "I like woman."
"Tony used to like woman too." Ziva shrugged. "Maybe you have not met Mr. Right."
"Moving on." Tim shook his head.
"What was it about Gibbs?" Ziva leaned forward asking Tony.
Tony grinned. "Everything."
"That's not an answer." Ziva smirked.
"I don't know. I just fell in love with him." Tony smiled leaning back in his chair. "There was just something between us. The minute I saw him in Baltimore, some energy that just seemed to draw us to each other."
"And it only took ten years for the energy to finally work." Tim chuckled.
"Yeah." Tony sighed suddenly growing somber.
"I was just kidding." Tim paused. "Things happen when they're meant to happen."
Tony nodded. "A lot of time wasted. My fear and Jethro's stubbornness."
"But you are together now." Ziva smiled.
"I know." Tony smiled. "And I've never been happier."
"We know." Tim and Ziva said in unison. Then started laughing.
"Okay so I'm happy is that a crime." Tony grinned.
"No. It looks good on you." Ziva winked. "And Gibbs."
"Really?" Tony's eyebrow went up.
"He is-" She paused. "Less grumpy."
Tony laughed. "High praise."
All three heard the beeping of a phone and grabbed at their side.
"Mine." Tony said reading the message on his phone. "Jethro is on the way home."
"Then we should call it a night." Ziva smirked. "And let you get home to your man."
Tony rolled his eyes.
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"Jethro." Tony called out as he walked into the house. Making his way into the living room, Gibbs was laying down on the couch.
"Hey." Gibbs smiled.
"Meetings wear you out?" Tony grinned.
"I hate meetings." Gibbs sighed.
"Poor baby." Tony chuckled making his way to the couch and smacking Gibbs on the hip asking him to move over. Lying down on the couch, Tony curled up into Gibbs' arms. "Did you eat?"
"Not hungry." Gibbs dropped a kiss on the top of Tony's head. "Have a good time tonight?"
"Yeah." Tony nodded. "I make you less grumpy."
Gibbs chuckled.
Tony looked up at Gibbs. "And you make me extremely happy."
"Good." Gibbs' lips captured Tony's tasting the beer as his tongue crossed Tony's lips.
"Do I make you happy?"
"Yeah." Gibbs sighed.
"Can I make you happier?" Tony smirked climbing onto Gibbs straddling his lap.
"Maybe." Gibbs eyebrow went up as he grabbed Tony's hips.
Tony's hands slid up Gibbs' chest as he rocked his hips over Gibbs' groin.
Gibbs' eyes closed as he moaned.
Leaning down Tony's lips brushed Gibbs' ear. "Does this make you want to fuck me?"
"Yes." Gibbs growled dragging Tony's ass across his hard cock.
"I've wanted you all day." Tony sighed. "Especially after the elevator."
"I couldn't wait. I wanted you." Gibbs eyes locked on Tony's. " Like I always want you."
"I thought you got enough last night." Tony smirked.
"I'll never get enough of you." Gibbs groaned.
"Even years from now?" Tony asked.
"Even then I'll want you." Gibbs thrust his cock up against Tony.
Tony moaned then fell on Gibbs' lips, the hunger making him devour Gibbs' lips and mouth. Every kiss seemed like the first kiss with Gibbs, always full of desire and longing, and full of passion.
"Take me upstairs." Tony begged as he ripped their lips apart.
"Why upstairs, when I can take you right here." Gibbs smirked tossing Tony down onto the couch.
Gibbs tore at Tony's clothes, ripping off his shirt, and forcing his pants down his body, quickly leaving him laying there naked.
"You are over dressed." Tony pulled Gibbs' shirt over his head tossing it aside, then worked on his pants, dragging them off his legs.
Tony rolled over onto his side facing the back of the couch.
"Want it that bad?" Gibbs growled in Tony's ear.
Tony nodded not trusting his voice.
Gibbs reached over grabbing the lube from the end table drawer. Squeezing some into his hand, he rubbed his fingers together before slipping one between Tony's ass cheeks and pushing it into him.
Tony moaned as Gibbs' finger worked in and out.
"Want more?" Gibbs sighed.
"Yes."
"I knew you'd say yes." Gibbs worked another finger into Tony.
"I want your cock." Tony groaned.
Removing his fingers, Gibbs squeezed some more lube into his hand then rubbed it over his cock. Rubbing his cock between Tony's cheeks he worked the head in then stopped.
"Jethro." Tony moaned.
"Beg me to fuck you." Gibbs whispered in Tony's ear.
"Please Jethro." Tony pleaded. "Fuck me. God please."
As soon as the words crossed Tony's lips Gibbs slammed into him.
Tony opened his mouth to cry out but any sound caught in his throat. His whole body shook.
"So tight around my cock." Gibbs growled as he thrust in and out of Tony at a fevered pace.
Reaching back, Tony clawed at Gibbs' hip. "Harder."
Gibbs frantically slammed into Tony driving his cock deeper with each movement.
"Tony." Gibbs panted wrapping his arm around Tony's waist and crushing their bodies together. The new position caused Gibbs thrust to become short, fast and deep. Gibbs pressed his lips to Tony's ear. "Stroke your cock."
"Jethro." Tony sighed.
"Do it." Gibbs growled.
Tony wrapped his hand around his cock and started stroking.
"That's it." Gibbs licked his lips as he watched Tony's hand working over his own cock. "So hot."
"I need to come." Tony had already wanted to come just from Gibbs fucking him, now stroking his cock had just brought him to the edge.
"Wait." Gibbs sighed. "Wait for me."
Tony whimpered as he tried to hold on.
Gibbs felt the release rush through his body. "Come with me."
Tony screamed as his own orgasm ripped through his body, then he felt Gibbs' release fill him as Gibbs cried out. Both men crumbled into the couch gasping for breath, their bodies glued together with sweat.
"You are so evil." Tony panted out.
Gibbs chuckled dropping a kiss to Tony's shoulder. "And you love it."
"God I do." Tony sighed. "I so do."
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Pulling into the parking lot, Gibbs climbed out of the car, Tony stepping out of the passenger side.
"I can't just hide from her." Tony said slamming the door shut.
"But you don't have to confront her." Gibbs snapped.
"We need to talk." Tony sighed following Gibbs to the elevator.
"Let her come to you." Gibbs paused. "That's Abby's way."
"Well I'm not doing this Abby's way." Tony stepped into the elevator behind Gibbs.
"Tony." Gibbs sighed pushing the button.
"Jethro. She's one of my best friends." Tony folded his arms across his chest.
"I know." Gibbs nodded. "Can't you at least wait until later?"
"No." Tony shook his head.
"Fine." Gibbs ran his hands over his face. "But you're not going to like what she has to say."
The doors opened and Gibbs stepped off heading towards his desk. The doors closing quickly behind him.
"What did he mean I won't like what she has to say?" Tony looked confused as the elevator started back down.
The doors opened in front of Abby's lab and Tony took a deep breath heading in preparing for an argument again. Instead he walked in to find Abby sitting at desk, her head in her hands crying.
"Abs." Tony rushed over to her kneeling down by her side. "What's wrong?"
She looked up at Tony. "Please come back to us."
"What? I'm right here."
"We love you and we want you here, need you here."
"Abs I'm here, see." Tony took her hand and placed it on his chest.
Her eyes grew sadder. "I know you love him but-"
"I do love him. Is that it?" Tony sighed. "Do you think I'm going to hurt Jethro?"
Abby touched his cheek. "He is hurting. He wants you back, here with us."
"I don't understand." Tony suddenly felt like he wanted to cry.
"Whatever you're experiencing isn't real." Abby was crying harder.
"What isn't real?" Tony was almost screaming.
"Please, listen to me. Hear my voice."
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Abby sat by Tony's hospital bed touching his cheek. "Please. Listen to me. Hear my voice. Come home to us. We all love you and miss you."
The hand on her shoulder made her jump. She looked back and forced a smile at the man behind her.
"Any change?" Gibbs asked, already knowing the answer.
She shook her head trying to stop the tears. "Gibbs it's been three weeks."
"I know." Gibbs nodded.
"The longer he's in the coma the likelier it is that-"
"He's young and strong." Gibbs rubbed her back. "And Tony's a fighter."
"I know, I'm just afraid he thinks he's already won the fight." Abby sighed.
Gibbs eyes narrowed not sure what exactly she meant by that. "I'm going for coffee you want some?"
"Yeah." She nodded grabbing a tissue and wiping her eyes.
"I'll be back." Gibbs kissed the top of her head before leaving the room.
Abby took Tony's hand again. "Tony if you really love him then wake up and tell him here. Don't live in some coma induced fantasy world."
"Abby." Duck slipped into the room.
"Ducky!" She looked scared, wondering if he had heard her statement.
"I may be old but I'm not blind." Ducky smiled. He had known for a long time about young Anthony's feelings for Gibbs. But he had learned early on to keep certain things to himself.
"Do people dream when they're in a coma?" Abby asking staring at Tony.
"Sometimes." Ducky nodded. "Why?"
"He's been saying Jethro and moaning." Abby glanced back at Ducky. "I think he's in some dream where he's with Gibbs."
"Because he can't be with Jethro here?"
Abby nodded then looked back at Tony. "And I'm afraid he doesn't want to come back."
Ducky touched her shoulder.
"I keep talking to him. Trying to make him understand but then he seems to get upset." Abby let out a long breath.
"Maybe that means you're getting through to him." Ducky forced a smile.
"I hope so." Abby smiled.
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Gibbs pulled back into the hospital parking lot and turned off the car. He ran his hands down his face then dropped his head back against the seat. It had been weeks since he'd had a good night's sleep, not since Tony had gotten hurt. He shook his head; he should be the one laying in there. They had discovered a drug ring being run by some Navy officers. Catching one of the lower scum bags on the food chain had led them to a Navy supply warehouse. The team had cleared the warehouse, but not the containers. Two men were waiting, trying to escape up and across a catwalk hanging down from the ceiling. One man released a pulley holding the barrel of a tank. It came right at Gibbs, so fast there was no time for him to duck or try and get out of the way. But at the last possible moment Tony screamed his name and pushed him out of the way. Tony in turn took the full force of the barrel and was slammed in to the wall behind them. It had broken every rib, punctured a lung, caused swelling around his heart, and left him unconscious.
At least they thought he was unconscious, at the hospital they found out he had slipped into a coma. The good news. there was no swelling on the brain and he seemed completely fine neurologically. But then Gibbs knew the effects of a coma all too well. Tony could have brain damage, lose his memory long or short term or all of it, or he could never wake up.
Gibbs sighed at least they had gotten the son of a bitch. From his position lying prone on the floor Gibbs had put three rounds in him, Ziva another three. Tim put four in the other man when he drew a weapon to protect his partner. It had taken all his control not to empty his Sig into the man. He regretted keeping his control when he saw Tony's battered and bruised body lying in a shattered heap on the floor. He had seen Tony too close to death before and this time was no different. It ripped at his heart and soul. His team was his family and Tony...well his relationship with Tony had been long and ran deep.
Taking a deep breath Gibbs grabbed the cup carrier beside him and climbed out of the car heading back into the hospital.
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